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Previously on This Is Us...
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I told you that when I met you,
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that I couldn't fall
for a fat person.
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But you did.
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So now what?
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You're just gonna throw me away?
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I'm sorry, I can't do this.
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Can't do what?
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When a nice boy who adores you
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offers you pie,
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say thank you.
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Why is there a photo of me
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in a letter that you sent
to William's apartment?
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Randall, you have
to understand...
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Understand what,
that you knew my father?
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That you kept him from me
my entire life?
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I'm upset, I'm not deaf.
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Hey, babe.
- Hey.
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I was worried about you.
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I'm fine.
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The carpet would beg to differ.
- Mm.
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You've been pacing
for a few hours now.
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You ready to talk?
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To William.
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You can come in, too, William.
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I know how angry you must be.
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When did you meet my mother?
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When she took you home
from the hospital.
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I wanted to make sure you were
going to a good home.
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Hmm.
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Did my father know about you?
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I never got that impression.
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What are you writing, babe?
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A list of reasons
I'm mad at my mother.
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I got 22 so far.
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And don't think I'm ignoring
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the fact that
you lied to me, too.
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When I showed up
at your door two months ago,
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you acted like you didn't
remember abandoning me.
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I was respecting
your mother's wishes.
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Which is why
I'm second maddest at you.
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You're in third place.
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But... I've been trying
to get your mother
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to tell you the truth
since I found out.
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Which is why there isn't
a Beth or William list.
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My mother's the one
who betrayed me.
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And as soon as I'm
finished with this list,
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I'm gonna read it to her,
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and make sure she hears
every damn word.
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I'm gonna beat you!
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Whoa! Slow do...
Slow down.
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The deli guy can't believe
we've already gone through
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the two pounds of ham
and cheese from last week.
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Triplets.
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Speaking of, you know
where our third is?
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Let me show you again.
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Like that.
Can you do that?
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Sorry.
He's with us.
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Sorry.
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Sorry about that.
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What are you doing?
What was that, huh?
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I asked 'em if they
could roll their tongues.
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But, sweetheart,
that's not really
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something you ask strangers.
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We learned about
inherited traits in science,
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and rolling your tongue is one.
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If I can find people
who roll their tongue,
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they could be my birth parents.
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Excuse me...
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Oh...
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Look, I... I don't know
what to tell him.
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I mean, he knows
everything that we do.
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Then there's
nothing else to say.
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I just...
I don't want him
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sticking his tongue out
at strangers,
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you know, when he's 80.
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It kills me that
he'll always have this hole,
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not knowing who his parents are.
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We're his parents.
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You know what I mean.
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Hey, Bec. Hey,
sponge down, sponge down.
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Look at me a sec.
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Look...
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I know this is hard
to think about.
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It's hard for me, too.
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Okay? But he has
questions that...
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they're not gonna go away.
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I just, I don't want him
resenting us...
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For what, Jack?
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We love him, we give him
absolutely everything
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he could ever want, what...
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would he be missing from us?
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We can't roll our tongues.
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I can.
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You can roll your tongue?
I can roll my tongue.
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Roll your tongue.
Just...
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Babe...
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Am I doing it?
- It's so sad.
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I'm not doing it?
- You're not rolling your tongue.
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But I can show you. Yeah.
- You can show me?
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Mom never told him that
she knew his biological dad?
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I know.
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That's cuckoo's nest-level
insane.
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Well, what about you?
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Showing up all of a sudden,
deciding to get
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your stomach cut open...
What is that?
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Uh, I almost died
in a plane crash, Kevin.
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Okay? My life flashed
before my eyes.
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Kate, you experienced
mild turbulence.
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All right?
You spilled your peanuts.
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It was scary.
Shut up.
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It was a real "seize the day"
kind of awakening for me.
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Yeah? Okay, well,
what happened to dieting?
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I don't know, I ran the numbers,
and...
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at this rate,
I would be 106 years old
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by the time I reach
my goal weight.
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So I, you know, I want to live now.
- Yeah?
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Yeah.
- Does this have anything to do
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with your breakup with Toby?
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No. I'm fine.
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You know, millions of people
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have surgery every day...
It's not a big deal.
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It's not a big deal?
No, it's one of about
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a billion big deals swirling
around in my head right now.
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Kate, I've got you,
I've got Randall,
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Mom's selling the cabin,
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I just had the
single greatest kiss
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of my entire life...
- Whoa.
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Mom's selling the cabin?
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Yeah, I found out yesterday.
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It sucks, right?
She can't do...
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I love the cabin.
The cabin is our childhood.
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I know, but we haven't
been there in years, right?
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Well, let's go. We should.
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Like, let's seize the day.
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Hey, have you guys seen...
Oh, there it is.
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Ran out of paper.
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You know where I bet
there is a ton of paper?
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Where?
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Can't believe Mom
is selling this place.
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I got a lot of
"can't believes" with Mom.
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You know what I can't believe?
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That we are in the middle
of nowhere,
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and all my messages are
going through.
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Do I have wifi in my car?
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No.
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No wifi.
I'm living in the past.
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I'm not.
Not anymore.
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Listen, man,
I know you're hurting,
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but you and Mom are gonna have
to make up eventually, okay?
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Hopefully before Christmas,
so that holiday isn't ruined.
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Nope. I'm gonna
clear out my stuff,
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hand over my keys, then I am
out of the whole thing.
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Ha! That's funny.
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With the language barrier,
sometimes Olivia's funnier
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than she means to be.
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She's British. She speaks English.
- Yes.
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Never understood
why Mom felt like we needed
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three locks on this door.
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It's because Kev was
afraid of bears.
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Hey, Zoobooks said
they're smart.
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Not this smart.
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Forgive me for not learning
in high school.
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I was having sex, Randall.
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Uh...
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Ah, so much denim
on denim. Look.
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I can't look now, I'm busy.
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Oh, you still can't see
the Magic Eye?
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Uh... yeah.
- Look, you just gotta relax your eyes.
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Yeah.
- Look through it, and it's right...
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Right there in front
of you, I know.
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That's what Dad always
used to say,
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but I can't see it...
It's a pirate ship!
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It's always been a bear, dude.
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But you know what?
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Maybe it was never real, anyway.
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Just like the rest
of my childhood.
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Randall...
What Mom did was insane,
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but that doesn't erase
your childhood.
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Me and Kev are real.
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Okay? Our family...
we're real.
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Yeah.
- Come here.
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No, come look at this.
All right.
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Come on, indulge us.
Sit down.
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Look at this.
Look.
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We're all here.
You're here.
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Grinning ear to ear
in our elastic waistband,
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acid-washed jeans.
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Those jeans were real!
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All right, here.
Let me see.
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- Look at this. Right there?
- Mm-hmm.
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That's Mom lying to me about
not being able
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to find my birth father.
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Okay.
That's awesome.
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You're right.
I-I'm sorry.
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But this is probably
gonna be the last time
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that the three of us
are ever gonna be here.
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So can we just enjoy today?
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Please?
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What's that?
I'll get it.
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Hey.
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Hey...
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you made it!
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You all made it.
Oh. Huh.
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Are you kidding me?
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What do you think?
- Yeah.
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It's not a bear.
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Oh. Good to know.
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This place is so quaint.
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Yeah, right?
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Oh, my God.
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This looks absurd.
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Hey, what's up?
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This was supposed to be our day.
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What? No, I mean, you know,
I told her that we were here.
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I told her she could come.
I didn't know she was gonna
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bring our playwright
and some dude.
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This guy is wearing
suspenders over a thermal.
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Like, what...
what is that?
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These are my people now, Kate.
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He's an artist.
He's authentic.
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I'm sorry, I love you,
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but I want to punch you.
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Okay, can you do me a favor?
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Can you please just
give them a chance?
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- I really want you to like Olivia.
- Hey, hey.
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We brought some nosh
and some liquid.
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Cool if I just put it
here in the fridge?
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Yeah, just,
you know, throw it in there.
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Right on.
It's for everyone.
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That is weird.
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It's nice.
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Man.
Rad cabin, by the way.
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Whew, Norman Rockwell?
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He would have really
lost his mind in this place.
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Thanks.
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Yeah, that's nice of you.
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I can't tear 'em away
from that Atari.
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Thank you.
- Yeah.
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I'll give my boys another five.
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I'm feeling generous today.
Okay.
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Hey, so has Randall asked you
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if you can roll your tongue?
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No. He supposed to?
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He's been asking people,
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hoping to trace that trait
across the whole city
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to see if he can find his birth parents.
And we told him
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we can't find
his biological parents,
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and he understands that, so...
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Oh, okay.
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At least, now, I get it.
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He's been telling my boys
different stories
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about who his father might be.
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He has? Hmm. Like what?
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Oh, he makes up
different things.
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Sometimes a cook.
Basketball player.
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Once he was the mailman.
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And it's...
259
00:10:54,821 --> 00:10:57,088
- just stories about his father?
- Oh,
260
00:10:57,090 --> 00:10:59,190
just stop it, Jack.
Okay? Think about it.
261
00:10:59,192 --> 00:11:01,026
Cook. Basketball player.
262
00:11:01,028 --> 00:11:03,128
Your mailman. Is he white?
263
00:11:03,130 --> 00:11:05,363
No.
264
00:11:05,365 --> 00:11:06,865
No. He's black.
265
00:11:06,867 --> 00:11:09,968
It sounds like
he may be picking jobs
266
00:11:09,970 --> 00:11:11,836
that he's seen black men do.
267
00:11:11,838 --> 00:11:13,938
Like he's looking for someone
268
00:11:13,940 --> 00:11:16,508
he sees himself in.
269
00:11:18,779 --> 00:11:20,812
I think he may need
270
00:11:20,814 --> 00:11:22,814
black male role models.
271
00:11:22,816 --> 00:11:25,050
Men who can show him
272
00:11:25,052 --> 00:11:27,852
who he might grow into.
273
00:11:31,725 --> 00:11:33,391
"The man you will marry
will be wearing
274
00:11:33,393 --> 00:11:35,960
a mask when you first meet."
275
00:11:35,962 --> 00:11:37,962
If only Gertrude Stein
had one of these
276
00:11:37,964 --> 00:11:41,232
in her Paris salon.
Yeah. I know, totally.
277
00:11:41,234 --> 00:11:44,135
- Cliché, right? I always hated playing this game.
- Uh...
278
00:11:44,137 --> 00:11:46,404
What? You liked it more than I did.
I did not like it more than you.
279
00:11:46,406 --> 00:11:48,206
Don't say that. I didn't.
- You sh...
280
00:11:48,208 --> 00:11:50,241
Randall, come take a break. Come spin.
- Hmm?
281
00:11:50,243 --> 00:11:51,342
Wait. Shh.
282
00:11:51,344 --> 00:11:53,344
You hear that?
283
00:11:53,346 --> 00:11:54,979
It sounds like...
284
00:11:54,981 --> 00:11:56,681
clicking.
What is that?
285
00:11:59,252 --> 00:12:01,386
I don't hear anything.
286
00:12:01,388 --> 00:12:03,488
Randall?
287
00:12:03,490 --> 00:12:05,156
Okay. Uh...
288
00:12:05,158 --> 00:12:07,225
He was never any fun
to play with anyway., so...
289
00:12:07,227 --> 00:12:09,160
- Anybody need anything from the kitchen?
- I'm good.
290
00:12:09,162 --> 00:12:10,729
I think it's your turn.
Spin for me,
291
00:12:10,731 --> 00:12:12,997
Sandberg.
292
00:12:14,668 --> 00:12:17,502
"Who was the best kiss
you ever had?"
293
00:12:17,504 --> 00:12:19,471
Easy. Liv.
294
00:12:20,707 --> 00:12:23,708
S... So, is that Liv,
like Olivia?
295
00:12:23,710 --> 00:12:26,511
I leave an impression
on people I date.
296
00:12:26,513 --> 00:12:28,446
Oh.
297
00:12:28,448 --> 00:12:29,748
Wow.
298
00:12:29,750 --> 00:12:32,250
O-Okay.
- Okay. Okay.
299
00:12:32,252 --> 00:12:34,352
Okay. All right.
It's your turn.
300
00:12:34,354 --> 00:12:36,755
No, no, no. Hold on.
301
00:12:36,757 --> 00:12:39,891
You brought your ex
to our family cabin?
302
00:12:39,893 --> 00:12:41,559
Look, Kate, it's fine. I mean,
303
00:12:41,561 --> 00:12:44,028
everyone's got exes, right?
It's... It's okay.
304
00:12:44,030 --> 00:12:46,131
Uh... Who are you right now?
305
00:12:46,133 --> 00:12:48,566
- Hey, anybody know what happened to my smoothie?
- It's fine.
306
00:12:48,568 --> 00:12:50,034
It was supposed to last all day.
307
00:12:50,036 --> 00:12:51,703
Had these super
top-shelf mushrooms in it,
308
00:12:51,705 --> 00:12:53,271
really gonna open up my world.
309
00:12:53,273 --> 00:12:55,774
Half of it's gone.
310
00:12:55,776 --> 00:12:57,475
Who drank it?
311
00:13:13,727 --> 00:13:16,561
Hey, son.
312
00:13:16,563 --> 00:13:19,297
Hey, Dad.
313
00:13:35,081 --> 00:13:38,082
Randall.
314
00:13:38,084 --> 00:13:41,519
Randall, are you okay?
315
00:13:41,521 --> 00:13:43,421
Randall.
316
00:13:43,423 --> 00:13:45,990
- Randall. Are you okay?
- Of course he's not.
317
00:13:45,992 --> 00:13:48,326
- He just accidentally drank mushrooms.
- This stuff
318
00:13:48,328 --> 00:13:50,695
is totally safe, don't even
worry about him. He's having
319
00:13:50,697 --> 00:13:52,764
- a way better time than the rest of us.
- Okay,
320
00:13:52,766 --> 00:13:53,998
you got our brother high,
321
00:13:54,000 --> 00:13:55,500
you don't get an opinion.
322
00:13:55,502 --> 00:13:56,701
Hey, Randall, buddy?
323
00:13:56,703 --> 00:13:57,869
You want to, uh...
324
00:13:57,871 --> 00:14:00,104
want to come inside with us?
325
00:14:01,308 --> 00:14:02,941
No,
326
00:14:02,943 --> 00:14:04,542
Dad, I don't want to go in.
327
00:14:04,544 --> 00:14:06,144
Hmm.
328
00:14:06,146 --> 00:14:08,012
Okay.
329
00:14:08,014 --> 00:14:10,782
Yeah, Kate,
we have his car keys, right?
330
00:14:10,784 --> 00:14:12,183
Yeah. They're in the kitchen.
Okay.
331
00:14:12,185 --> 00:14:15,620
Um, tell you what.
We're gonna, um...
332
00:14:15,622 --> 00:14:18,022
we're gonna head inside.
333
00:14:18,024 --> 00:14:19,924
We'll check on you
in a little bit, all right?
334
00:14:20,894 --> 00:14:22,360
Okay.
335
00:14:23,864 --> 00:14:25,463
He's fine.
336
00:14:25,465 --> 00:14:28,533
Is he?
- Yeah, yeah. He's... he's good.
337
00:14:34,574 --> 00:14:36,541
You know,
If you kids weren't always
338
00:14:36,543 --> 00:14:40,278
throwing stuff up here, maybe
this gutter wouldn't be broken.
339
00:14:42,082 --> 00:14:44,315
We need to talk about Mom.
340
00:14:44,317 --> 00:14:45,483
Yeah?
341
00:14:45,485 --> 00:14:47,185
Ever since I was a baby,
342
00:14:47,187 --> 00:14:49,254
she knew who
my biological father was.
343
00:14:49,256 --> 00:14:50,588
What?
344
00:14:50,590 --> 00:14:52,490
No, kiddo, that's crazy.
345
00:14:52,492 --> 00:14:53,658
Yeah, Dad. It is crazy.
346
00:14:53,660 --> 00:14:55,026
It's also true.
347
00:14:55,028 --> 00:14:57,829
You know...
348
00:14:57,831 --> 00:15:01,366
your mom and I, we went through
349
00:15:01,368 --> 00:15:03,101
a lot for you.
350
00:15:03,103 --> 00:15:05,937
For her to keep
a secret like that?
351
00:15:05,939 --> 00:15:07,171
That would destroy her.
352
00:15:07,173 --> 00:15:09,674
Dad, I tracked him down.
353
00:15:09,676 --> 00:15:12,377
William.
354
00:15:12,379 --> 00:15:13,912
He's my biological father.
355
00:15:13,914 --> 00:15:16,247
And Mom admitted it.
356
00:15:24,357 --> 00:15:25,590
Dad?
357
00:15:27,360 --> 00:15:31,195
Kiyah! Kiyah! Kiyah! Kiyah!
358
00:15:31,197 --> 00:15:32,430
Kiyah!
359
00:15:32,432 --> 00:15:34,365
Good job, Lau.
360
00:15:34,367 --> 00:15:36,701
Nice class. Get your
parents, get your shoes.
361
00:15:36,703 --> 00:15:38,536
Isaiah, come here.
362
00:15:38,538 --> 00:15:39,871
How's everything?
363
00:15:39,873 --> 00:15:41,039
Everything work out for you?
364
00:15:41,041 --> 00:15:42,307
All right. Good job.
365
00:15:42,309 --> 00:15:44,642
Good class, son.
366
00:15:44,644 --> 00:15:48,246
Hey, uh...
367
00:15:48,248 --> 00:15:50,381
Can I help you with something?
Yeah. I-I'm looking for Ray?
368
00:15:50,383 --> 00:15:52,050
Oh, yeah. That's me.
Hey, Ray. I'm Jack.
369
00:15:52,052 --> 00:15:53,618
My friend Yvette
370
00:15:53,620 --> 00:15:55,320
told me I should come by.
Oh, yeah.
371
00:15:55,322 --> 00:15:56,487
She said she may be
sending someone by.
372
00:15:56,489 --> 00:15:57,755
You wanted to sign your son up
373
00:15:57,757 --> 00:16:00,558
for classes, she said.
Yeah. This is my son, Randall.
374
00:16:00,560 --> 00:16:01,626
- Hey.
- Hi.
375
00:16:01,628 --> 00:16:03,995
Hey, my man, nice to meet you.
376
00:16:03,997 --> 00:16:05,930
You ever studied
any martial arts before?
377
00:16:05,932 --> 00:16:07,398
Nope.
- Ah...
378
00:16:07,400 --> 00:16:09,734
Maybe you want to be
the next Ron Van Clief.
379
00:16:09,736 --> 00:16:11,402
Who's that?
380
00:16:11,404 --> 00:16:14,138
Take your shoes off.
I'll show you.
381
00:16:16,009 --> 00:16:17,842
Yeah. Go on.
382
00:16:19,813 --> 00:16:21,579
Right this way.
383
00:16:21,581 --> 00:16:25,116
Four-time World Karate champion.
384
00:16:25,118 --> 00:16:27,752
Bruce Lee used to call
this guy the "Black Dragon."
385
00:16:27,754 --> 00:16:31,756
Yeah, man. That's a lot of
hard work that goes into that.
386
00:16:31,758 --> 00:16:35,193
- You're gonna learn karate.
- I like learning.
387
00:16:36,963 --> 00:16:39,664
Hey. You know Ian at work?
388
00:16:39,666 --> 00:16:42,834
The one with the David Bowie eyes?
- Yeah. Yeah.
389
00:16:42,836 --> 00:16:44,168
Yeah, him.
390
00:16:44,170 --> 00:16:45,636
So, a few months back,
391
00:16:45,638 --> 00:16:48,506
he thought his wife
might be cheating on him,
392
00:16:48,508 --> 00:16:51,442
so he hired one of those P.I.s
to follow her around.
393
00:16:51,444 --> 00:16:53,811
I don't know.
I was thinking, maybe...
394
00:16:53,813 --> 00:16:55,446
maybe we can do the same.
395
00:16:55,448 --> 00:16:57,648
See if we can find
Randall's parents.
396
00:16:57,650 --> 00:16:59,150
Jack. We talked
about this.
397
00:16:59,152 --> 00:17:01,486
I know. I know. Look,
just... hear me out.
398
00:17:01,488 --> 00:17:03,855
We hire a guy.
399
00:17:03,857 --> 00:17:05,723
Okay? He checks hospital
records. Sees...
400
00:17:05,725 --> 00:17:08,626
sees what babies were born
that day. Talks to the families.
401
00:17:08,628 --> 00:17:12,563
You know? Maybe he finds the
people that gave him up and...
402
00:17:12,565 --> 00:17:16,034
And then what? And then
what are you hoping happens?
403
00:17:17,704 --> 00:17:21,039
I'm hoping he gets
a better understanding
404
00:17:21,041 --> 00:17:23,241
of who he is.
405
00:17:23,243 --> 00:17:24,809
I thought that's why
you were taking him
406
00:17:24,811 --> 00:17:27,512
to the dojo place Yvette
recommended. Look,
407
00:17:27,514 --> 00:17:29,680
I could take him there
for an hour every week,
408
00:17:29,682 --> 00:17:32,984
and he can see these black men
that he can look up to.
409
00:17:32,986 --> 00:17:35,019
But those boys?
410
00:17:35,021 --> 00:17:37,989
They get to go home
with those men.
411
00:17:37,991 --> 00:17:39,590
They get to grow up with this
412
00:17:39,592 --> 00:17:42,093
inherent understanding
of who they are.
413
00:17:42,095 --> 00:17:44,328
Well, he is Randall Pearson.
414
00:17:44,330 --> 00:17:45,830
That's who he is.
- Yes.
415
00:17:45,832 --> 00:17:48,332
He is our son.
416
00:17:48,334 --> 00:17:52,203
He is our all-star, knockout boy
417
00:17:52,205 --> 00:17:54,172
who deserves everything
that we could
418
00:17:54,174 --> 00:17:56,407
possibly give him,
even if that means
419
00:17:56,409 --> 00:17:57,842
sucking up our own feelings
420
00:17:57,844 --> 00:18:00,445
about him having birth parents
out there somewhere
421
00:18:00,447 --> 00:18:02,513
that might fill this void
that he's that feeling.
422
00:18:02,515 --> 00:18:04,849
And what if they're
drug addicts?
423
00:18:04,851 --> 00:18:07,018
Or criminals? We're gonna
let them meet our son?
424
00:18:07,020 --> 00:18:09,520
Of course not.
That's ridiculous.
425
00:18:09,522 --> 00:18:12,790
Hey, why are you
against even trying?
426
00:18:12,792 --> 00:18:14,792
Huh?
427
00:18:30,076 --> 00:18:32,610
Hi.
428
00:18:32,612 --> 00:18:33,778
Can I help you?
429
00:18:33,780 --> 00:18:35,379
I'm...
430
00:18:35,381 --> 00:18:37,048
Rebecca...
- Oh, oh...
431
00:18:37,050 --> 00:18:38,883
Wow. Uh...
I wasn't expecting
432
00:18:38,885 --> 00:18:40,885
to ever see you again.
433
00:18:40,887 --> 00:18:44,388
I didn't know if you
still lived here.
434
00:18:44,390 --> 00:18:46,090
Uh, rent control.
435
00:18:46,092 --> 00:18:48,459
Would you like to come in?
436
00:18:59,739 --> 00:19:02,240
Hi.
437
00:19:02,242 --> 00:19:04,408
I know women like you.
438
00:19:04,410 --> 00:19:07,245
Pretentious pretty girls
who use guys like Kev
439
00:19:07,247 --> 00:19:08,679
to, you know, feel interesting,
440
00:19:08,681 --> 00:19:10,915
because they're dating
someone "uncomplicated."
441
00:19:10,917 --> 00:19:12,917
He's not uncomplicated.
442
00:19:12,919 --> 00:19:15,186
But it is fascinating
how you all make him
443
00:19:15,188 --> 00:19:16,988
play that role
within the family.
444
00:19:16,990 --> 00:19:19,457
Don't talk about him or
my family like you know anything
445
00:19:19,459 --> 00:19:21,692
about us.
I know you're holding him back.
446
00:19:22,795 --> 00:19:25,596
My brother is earnest,
and he's sweet.
447
00:19:25,598 --> 00:19:27,665
And you will not take
that away from him.
448
00:19:27,667 --> 00:19:31,669
Okay, Kate.
Kate, I understand, okay?
449
00:19:31,671 --> 00:19:32,870
You're jealous.
450
00:19:35,642 --> 00:19:36,974
Of you?
451
00:19:36,976 --> 00:19:39,677
God, get over yourself.
452
00:19:39,679 --> 00:19:41,345
You are the last person
in the world
453
00:19:41,347 --> 00:19:43,047
that I would want
to Freaky Friday with.
454
00:19:43,049 --> 00:19:45,116
Of him.
He's changing.
455
00:19:45,118 --> 00:19:47,785
And that's scary for you because
you want to change too.
456
00:19:47,787 --> 00:19:49,520
I'm sorry.
Do I look scared to you?
457
00:19:49,522 --> 00:19:51,522
You're scared that you'll
lose all the weight,
458
00:19:51,524 --> 00:19:53,491
and that nothing
will have changed, right?
459
00:19:53,493 --> 00:19:55,359
That you will discover
that the person
460
00:19:55,361 --> 00:19:57,862
who you've always been
is who you truly are.
461
00:19:57,864 --> 00:20:00,631
And all your dreams of the kind
of life you're gonna lead
462
00:20:00,633 --> 00:20:04,735
one day are nothing more
than lies you've told yourself.
463
00:20:04,737 --> 00:20:06,971
I get it.
464
00:20:06,973 --> 00:20:08,506
It's scary.
465
00:20:08,508 --> 00:20:10,641
I mean, if I were you,
I'd be terrified.
466
00:20:12,078 --> 00:20:13,544
Trust me.
467
00:20:13,546 --> 00:20:16,214
You don't know women like me.
468
00:20:25,992 --> 00:20:27,658
Hey.
469
00:20:27,660 --> 00:20:30,328
Look at Randall. You think he's
okay out there? I mean, maybe
470
00:20:30,330 --> 00:20:33,264
we should go get him or something.
I don't know. Why don't you ask
471
00:20:33,266 --> 00:20:36,500
your spiritual guru,
Miss Hardcore Bitch?
472
00:20:36,502 --> 00:20:38,936
What?
- Yeah.
473
00:20:38,938 --> 00:20:41,072
She just told me that,
if I have the surgery,
474
00:20:41,074 --> 00:20:42,373
it might not change anything.
475
00:20:42,375 --> 00:20:44,208
Like it's any of her
freaking business.
476
00:20:44,210 --> 00:20:46,043
Well...
477
00:20:46,045 --> 00:20:47,678
"Well" what?
478
00:20:48,881 --> 00:20:50,848
Maybe she has a point.
479
00:20:50,850 --> 00:20:53,017
Oh, my God, are you taking her side?
- No. No,
480
00:20:53,019 --> 00:20:54,785
I'm not taking her side,
I'm just saying, you know,
481
00:20:54,787 --> 00:20:57,221
I've been saying all along
this surgery is just dangerous.
482
00:20:57,223 --> 00:21:00,191
Who...
Who are you?
483
00:21:00,193 --> 00:21:02,026
Who is this guy trying so hard
484
00:21:02,028 --> 00:21:04,528
to be real that you can't see
how fake these people are?
485
00:21:04,530 --> 00:21:06,464
At least they're being honest,
okay?
486
00:21:06,466 --> 00:21:07,798
You want to stand there
and pretend
487
00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:09,567
like you're not scared
of this surgery
488
00:21:09,569 --> 00:21:12,637
or that you're A-OK with
this breakup with Toby, then...
489
00:21:12,639 --> 00:21:13,871
keep on acting.
490
00:21:13,873 --> 00:21:15,740
Yeah, well, you too.
491
00:21:15,742 --> 00:21:17,408
'Cause you're doing a super job
492
00:21:17,410 --> 00:21:19,377
in your new role
in Full Metal Jackass.
493
00:21:21,881 --> 00:21:23,281
Hey.
494
00:21:24,717 --> 00:21:27,852
Hey. You can't just disappear
when we're talking.
495
00:21:28,888 --> 00:21:30,821
You know, we gave
you everything.
496
00:21:30,823 --> 00:21:33,724
The most loving family.
497
00:21:33,726 --> 00:21:35,793
Private school.
498
00:21:35,795 --> 00:21:38,262
We made sure you had
black influences
499
00:21:38,264 --> 00:21:40,765
to help you understand
your background.
500
00:21:40,767 --> 00:21:42,800
We gave you everything we could.
501
00:21:42,802 --> 00:21:45,503
And all I was supposed to feel
was grateful.
502
00:21:45,505 --> 00:21:47,305
I was supposed to just shut up
and be thankful
503
00:21:47,307 --> 00:21:48,806
that I had these great parents
504
00:21:48,808 --> 00:21:50,574
who wanted me
when my birth parents didn't.
505
00:21:50,576 --> 00:21:53,678
But the truth is
you never wanted me, either.
506
00:21:53,680 --> 00:21:54,912
What are you talking about?
507
00:21:54,914 --> 00:21:57,648
I was a replacement
for your dead baby.
508
00:21:57,650 --> 00:21:59,817
That's all I've ever been.
509
00:21:59,819 --> 00:22:02,253
You got it all wrong, son.
No, I've spent my life
510
00:22:02,255 --> 00:22:03,621
striving for perfection,
511
00:22:03,623 --> 00:22:05,022
and you know why, Dad?
512
00:22:05,024 --> 00:22:06,691
'Cause I live in fear.
513
00:22:06,693 --> 00:22:08,759
That if I let up for a moment,
514
00:22:08,761 --> 00:22:11,762
I will remember
that I am unwanted.
515
00:22:11,764 --> 00:22:13,764
And then what'll happen to me?
516
00:22:15,301 --> 00:22:16,634
Stop.
517
00:22:16,636 --> 00:22:18,102
Randall. Hey,
you come here.
518
00:22:18,104 --> 00:22:19,303
Hmm?
- Stop.
519
00:22:19,305 --> 00:22:22,206
The moment I saw you,
520
00:22:22,208 --> 00:22:25,343
I knew you were my boy.
521
00:22:26,779 --> 00:22:31,048
You weren't a choice, Randall,
you were a fact.
522
00:22:32,685 --> 00:22:34,151
You were never
a replacement, son.
523
00:22:34,153 --> 00:22:35,553
Do you understand?
524
00:22:39,158 --> 00:22:40,558
If I had known
525
00:22:40,560 --> 00:22:43,461
that the man who abandoned me
regretted it...
526
00:22:43,463 --> 00:22:47,064
that he wanted me back...
527
00:22:47,066 --> 00:22:50,868
that would've made
all the difference in the world.
528
00:22:55,641 --> 00:22:58,809
I'm sorry that she lied to you.
529
00:22:58,811 --> 00:23:02,813
But we can't change that,
so what do you want to do now?
530
00:23:18,731 --> 00:23:21,232
You gotta go for it, go for it.
531
00:23:21,234 --> 00:23:23,901
Oh!
- Whoa! Big roll!
532
00:23:23,903 --> 00:23:24,902
Big roll.
533
00:23:24,904 --> 00:23:28,172
I want her to hurt
as much as I do.
534
00:23:30,910 --> 00:23:35,713
Been working at a little
music shop, in the back room,
535
00:23:35,715 --> 00:23:39,083
you know, cleaning and, uh,
repairing instruments.
536
00:23:39,085 --> 00:23:40,885
It keeps me busy.
537
00:23:40,887 --> 00:23:43,721
Although it keeps
my hands cracked, too.
538
00:23:45,525 --> 00:23:48,793
A friend from N.A.
got me the job.
539
00:23:50,463 --> 00:23:52,029
N.A.?
540
00:23:52,031 --> 00:23:53,798
Narcotics Anonymous.
541
00:23:53,800 --> 00:23:56,801
Been clean for over five years.
542
00:23:56,803 --> 00:23:58,068
Wow.
543
00:23:58,070 --> 00:23:59,270
That's great.
544
00:23:59,272 --> 00:24:01,839
That's really good for you.
545
00:24:04,110 --> 00:24:06,076
How is he? Kyle?
546
00:24:06,078 --> 00:24:08,879
Oh, um...
547
00:24:08,881 --> 00:24:13,217
we... we changed his name,
actually.
548
00:24:13,219 --> 00:24:16,220
To Randall.
549
00:24:16,222 --> 00:24:18,189
After Dudley Randall.
550
00:24:21,127 --> 00:24:24,261
Dudley Randall.
551
00:24:24,263 --> 00:24:25,996
How's Randall, then?
552
00:24:25,998 --> 00:24:28,065
He's good.
553
00:24:28,067 --> 00:24:29,400
He is, um...
554
00:24:31,904 --> 00:24:34,405
He's really smart, very smart.
555
00:24:34,407 --> 00:24:36,073
He loves math and science,
556
00:24:36,075 --> 00:24:39,176
he loves G.I. Joe, he...
557
00:24:39,178 --> 00:24:44,315
My... my husband went out
of town for work last month
558
00:24:44,317 --> 00:24:45,983
and it was for the first time
559
00:24:45,985 --> 00:24:48,953
he's ever been away
from home for the night.
560
00:24:48,955 --> 00:24:52,456
And Randall slept
in my bed with me.
561
00:24:52,458 --> 00:24:54,158
Not because he was scared,
562
00:24:54,160 --> 00:24:57,161
but because he didn't
want me to be scared.
563
00:24:57,163 --> 00:24:58,929
He's a sweet boy.
564
00:24:58,931 --> 00:25:02,132
He is a very, very sweet boy.
565
00:25:12,545 --> 00:25:14,378
Spent the last nine years
wondering
566
00:25:14,380 --> 00:25:16,614
if I did the right thing.
567
00:25:16,616 --> 00:25:18,649
But I didn't even know
568
00:25:18,651 --> 00:25:21,852
your last name to look you up
in the phone book.
569
00:25:25,291 --> 00:25:27,725
Seems like it was right, though.
570
00:25:29,896 --> 00:25:32,630
For him.
571
00:25:38,304 --> 00:25:40,704
He's, um...
572
00:25:40,706 --> 00:25:43,607
he's been asking about you.
573
00:25:45,545 --> 00:25:50,247
He really...
wants to meet his father.
574
00:25:51,684 --> 00:25:55,219
And so that's why I'm here.
575
00:25:57,590 --> 00:26:00,057
My boy wants to meet me?
576
00:26:02,395 --> 00:26:06,196
Uh, maybe you can bring him
by the store sometime.
577
00:26:06,198 --> 00:26:07,398
Maybe.
578
00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:09,833
But I...
Is he musical at all?
579
00:26:09,835 --> 00:26:11,068
No.
580
00:26:11,070 --> 00:26:13,103
Maybe I can, uh,
teach him some things.
581
00:26:13,105 --> 00:26:14,505
Hold on, I want to show you
something.
582
00:26:14,507 --> 00:26:15,906
Well...
583
00:26:18,778 --> 00:26:21,278
I know this isn't
no Ritz-Carlton,
584
00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:22,846
but he'd be welcome,
585
00:26:22,848 --> 00:26:25,516
you know, to come over
any time and...
586
00:26:25,518 --> 00:26:28,519
Hey, why are you
against even trying?
587
00:26:28,521 --> 00:26:29,920
Huh?
588
00:26:37,363 --> 00:26:40,698
Because what if they're great?
589
00:26:40,700 --> 00:26:43,200
What if they regret
abandoning him
590
00:26:43,202 --> 00:26:44,435
and they want him back?
591
00:26:44,437 --> 00:26:47,705
Look, no one can take him
away from us, okay?
592
00:26:47,707 --> 00:26:49,306
He is legally our son.
593
00:26:49,308 --> 00:26:52,209
No. No one legally gave him up.
594
00:26:52,211 --> 00:26:53,210
There's not some sort of
595
00:26:53,212 --> 00:26:55,613
fire station paper trail
out there, Jack.
596
00:26:55,615 --> 00:26:57,781
His birth parents
could have rights
597
00:26:57,783 --> 00:26:59,383
and I cannot,
598
00:26:59,385 --> 00:27:02,052
I cannot lose my son.
599
00:27:02,054 --> 00:27:03,954
I can't.
600
00:27:06,058 --> 00:27:08,559
Could get a cot
601
00:27:08,561 --> 00:27:10,060
if he wanted to stay over.
602
00:27:10,062 --> 00:27:11,595
Keep me from bein' scared
at night, too.
603
00:27:11,597 --> 00:27:13,230
Here it is.
604
00:27:13,232 --> 00:27:15,332
Seen better days, but...
605
00:27:15,334 --> 00:27:16,734
Rebecca?
606
00:27:28,748 --> 00:27:31,081
Oh. - Sorry. Hi. I'm
not, uh, hiding
607
00:27:31,083 --> 00:27:33,083
or looking through stuff,
I'm just trying
608
00:27:33,085 --> 00:27:34,918
to get a signal.
That's all right.
609
00:27:34,920 --> 00:27:37,320
I'm just here to get a sweater;
Olivia said she's cold, so...
610
00:27:38,924 --> 00:27:41,592
Hey, let me ask you, uh...
611
00:27:41,594 --> 00:27:43,927
speaking of Olivia, what's
the deal with her and Asher?
612
00:27:43,929 --> 00:27:45,162
Oh.
613
00:27:45,164 --> 00:27:46,797
I hate her.
614
00:27:46,799 --> 00:27:48,699
I truly hate her.
615
00:27:48,701 --> 00:27:51,035
You hate Olivia?
- Mm-hmm.
616
00:27:51,037 --> 00:27:52,770
I rented a car
to drive to Albany
617
00:27:52,772 --> 00:27:55,372
because my sister Elise
went into labor last night
618
00:27:55,374 --> 00:27:58,375
and she knew I had it
and asked me to take her here.
619
00:27:58,377 --> 00:28:00,844
And I said yes, because
she's the star of my play
620
00:28:00,846 --> 00:28:03,280
and I need her to like me.
621
00:28:03,282 --> 00:28:06,150
She wanted an "authentic
cabin experience."
622
00:28:06,152 --> 00:28:08,819
You know where
I have always dreamed
623
00:28:08,821 --> 00:28:11,188
about taking my
soon-to-be-born niece someday?
624
00:28:11,190 --> 00:28:12,656
Epcot.
625
00:28:12,658 --> 00:28:14,191
It's my favorite place
in the world
626
00:28:14,193 --> 00:28:16,193
and there's nothing
more inauthentic
627
00:28:16,195 --> 00:28:19,863
than their perfectly clean,
crime-free versions of
628
00:28:19,865 --> 00:28:22,232
international cities.
629
00:28:22,234 --> 00:28:24,802
I love inauthentic!
630
00:28:27,039 --> 00:28:28,338
I'm sorry.
631
00:28:28,340 --> 00:28:29,807
I shouldn't be talking
to you about this.
632
00:28:29,809 --> 00:28:31,475
No.
- Um...
633
00:28:31,477 --> 00:28:34,144
Your cabin is really nice.
634
00:28:34,146 --> 00:28:35,379
Thank you.
635
00:28:35,381 --> 00:28:36,647
I like this thing.
636
00:28:36,649 --> 00:28:40,417
I made something like it
at camp once.
637
00:28:41,854 --> 00:28:44,822
Is, uh... congratulations
on your niece.
638
00:28:44,824 --> 00:28:46,523
That's... awesome.
639
00:28:46,525 --> 00:28:48,926
So...
- Thank you.
640
00:28:53,833 --> 00:28:56,400
Hello?
641
00:28:56,402 --> 00:28:57,835
Hi.
642
00:28:57,837 --> 00:29:00,671
I... I didn't think
you were gonna pick up.
643
00:29:00,673 --> 00:29:04,174
Yeah. Uh... me neither.
644
00:29:05,544 --> 00:29:08,278
I know I shouldn't be
calling you, but...
645
00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:11,348
my God,
Randall is seeing things,
646
00:29:11,350 --> 00:29:14,017
Kevin has his head up his ass
and his girlfriend...
647
00:29:14,019 --> 00:29:15,385
oh, my God,
she is, like, this she-demon.
648
00:29:15,387 --> 00:29:17,187
I don't even know
where she's from.
649
00:29:17,189 --> 00:29:18,589
See? And you thought the cabin
650
00:29:18,591 --> 00:29:19,923
wouldn't be like a horror movie.
651
00:29:19,925 --> 00:29:22,459
Yeah.
652
00:29:25,631 --> 00:29:29,032
Well, I'm, uh, sorry
you're having a hard day.
653
00:29:29,034 --> 00:29:31,769
But are we still broken up?
654
00:29:33,405 --> 00:29:35,105
Well, yeah.
655
00:29:35,107 --> 00:29:39,543
Well, then I can't be this
person for you anymore, Kate.
656
00:29:39,545 --> 00:29:41,245
I'm sorry.
657
00:29:41,247 --> 00:29:43,313
Good-bye.
658
00:29:48,754 --> 00:29:50,921
For our next talent show act,
659
00:29:50,923 --> 00:29:53,991
I will be performing "Time After
Time." OLMA: Bless her. Aw.
660
00:29:55,628 --> 00:29:56,827
Oh, my God, look at her.
661
00:29:56,829 --> 00:29:58,128
I love that song, sweetie.
662
00:29:58,130 --> 00:29:59,897
Hey!
663
00:29:59,899 --> 00:30:01,932
Oh, my God.
664
00:30:01,934 --> 00:30:05,235
Ash, you've got to try
this squash. So good.
665
00:30:05,237 --> 00:30:06,670
You were taking too long
and I don't like your song!
666
00:30:06,672 --> 00:30:07,971
- Mm. So good.
- Right?
667
00:30:07,973 --> 00:30:09,406
- Cyndi Lauper rules! Mmm.
- Mmm.
668
00:30:09,408 --> 00:30:11,074
I mean, this? Her?
669
00:30:11,076 --> 00:30:12,676
Don't tell your brother to shut up.
- This is...
670
00:30:12,678 --> 00:30:14,912
Why don't you sing a song together?
- this is everything.
671
00:30:14,914 --> 00:30:16,413
Super cute.
672
00:30:16,415 --> 00:30:17,781
No, you don't!
Okay, I...
673
00:30:17,783 --> 00:30:18,949
Yes, I do!
674
00:30:21,253 --> 00:30:23,153
What the hell's going on
over there?
675
00:30:23,155 --> 00:30:24,354
Huh?
676
00:30:24,356 --> 00:30:26,089
First of all, Ash,
677
00:30:26,091 --> 00:30:28,292
do not "aw" every time my sister
Kate comes on the screen.
678
00:30:28,294 --> 00:30:29,827
I know that you're
making fun of her, all right?
679
00:30:29,829 --> 00:30:31,528
That's not cool.
680
00:30:31,530 --> 00:30:33,263
And I know you've been making
fun of this place all day long.
681
00:30:33,265 --> 00:30:34,832
Also not cool. You know what?
682
00:30:34,834 --> 00:30:36,500
It is quaint here.
It is American.
683
00:30:36,502 --> 00:30:38,068
But guess what?
So are we.
684
00:30:39,038 --> 00:30:40,604
I mean, you're not, obviously,
685
00:30:40,606 --> 00:30:43,774
but my point is,
what's wrong with being normal?
686
00:30:43,776 --> 00:30:47,511
Olivia, you're always talking
about... being real.
687
00:30:47,513 --> 00:30:49,112
Right?
688
00:30:52,017 --> 00:30:53,450
That kiss that we had yesterday,
689
00:30:53,452 --> 00:30:55,519
let's talk about that for
a second. That was real.
690
00:30:55,521 --> 00:30:57,554
Those feelings were real
691
00:30:57,556 --> 00:30:59,289
and I know that you know that.
692
00:30:59,291 --> 00:31:02,025
And it doesn't shock me
that you're scared, right?
693
00:31:02,027 --> 00:31:04,962
You are horrified and
you're trying to sabotage it.
694
00:31:04,964 --> 00:31:06,864
I understand that. But what
might be worse than that
695
00:31:06,866 --> 00:31:09,366
is I'm not sure you've ever
experienced anything real
696
00:31:09,368 --> 00:31:11,235
your entire life.
697
00:31:12,705 --> 00:31:14,338
I'm starting to feel like...
698
00:31:14,340 --> 00:31:18,809
like you attaching yourself
to something that's not...
699
00:31:18,811 --> 00:31:20,477
a calculated act
is just too much
700
00:31:20,479 --> 00:31:23,280
for your empty human shell
to handle.
701
00:31:26,752 --> 00:31:29,286
I feel sorry for you.
702
00:31:32,024 --> 00:31:34,591
And that's our cue to leave.
703
00:31:49,008 --> 00:31:51,675
My sister had the baby!
704
00:31:51,677 --> 00:31:54,378
Uh, where'd they go?
705
00:31:54,380 --> 00:31:55,579
Uh, they left.
706
00:31:55,581 --> 00:31:57,080
It was a Brexit.
707
00:31:57,082 --> 00:31:59,383
My car!
708
00:32:14,300 --> 00:32:15,499
Hey.
709
00:32:17,803 --> 00:32:21,071
So, uh, on a scale of...
710
00:32:21,073 --> 00:32:23,206
you know, ripping off
your Barbie dolls' heads
711
00:32:23,208 --> 00:32:24,608
and forgetting where I hid them,
712
00:32:24,610 --> 00:32:27,811
to spilling marinara
on your junior prom dress,
713
00:32:27,813 --> 00:32:31,148
how-how mad are we?
714
00:32:31,150 --> 00:32:33,717
More than prom.
715
00:32:33,719 --> 00:32:36,286
Really?
716
00:32:36,288 --> 00:32:38,088
Okay.
717
00:32:38,090 --> 00:32:39,589
Okay, yeah, no, that's fair.
718
00:32:39,591 --> 00:32:41,291
Um...
719
00:32:45,064 --> 00:32:46,763
I'm sorry...
720
00:32:46,765 --> 00:32:48,231
Kate, for everything, all right?
721
00:32:48,233 --> 00:32:50,667
You were right about Olivia,
of course.
722
00:32:52,304 --> 00:32:55,739
Yeah, well,
she was right about me.
723
00:32:55,741 --> 00:32:59,076
What if I have the surgery
724
00:32:59,078 --> 00:33:01,578
and nothing changes?
725
00:33:03,415 --> 00:33:06,249
If you think that,
then why risk it?
726
00:33:06,251 --> 00:33:07,918
Kate, it's dangerous,
that's what I've been saying
727
00:33:07,920 --> 00:33:09,453
the whole time.
728
00:33:09,455 --> 00:33:11,288
Because...
729
00:33:11,290 --> 00:33:14,291
I'm more scared of not trying.
730
00:33:14,293 --> 00:33:18,028
Because I broke up with
Toby to focus on all of this.
731
00:33:18,030 --> 00:33:19,429
I mean, maybe
that was a stupid...
732
00:33:19,431 --> 00:33:20,931
I don't know, I don't know.
No, come on.
733
00:33:20,933 --> 00:33:22,132
I just...
734
00:33:22,134 --> 00:33:23,533
Don't do that.
735
00:33:26,839 --> 00:33:28,872
Oh, my God.
736
00:33:31,276 --> 00:33:32,609
I can't do this alone, Kevin.
737
00:33:32,611 --> 00:33:34,878
And I can't do it
without my brothers.
738
00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:36,113
You won't.
739
00:33:36,115 --> 00:33:39,516
You hear me?
Okay? You won't.
740
00:33:39,518 --> 00:33:41,218
No way.
741
00:33:41,220 --> 00:33:44,287
Not to make this...
about me,
742
00:33:44,289 --> 00:33:47,157
but... if you want do it here,
you know...
743
00:33:47,159 --> 00:33:48,692
I really need you here, Kate.
744
00:33:48,694 --> 00:33:51,094
I mean, I need you here bad.
745
00:33:54,500 --> 00:33:55,732
Hey, look at that.
746
00:33:55,734 --> 00:33:57,701
The family tree.
747
00:33:57,703 --> 00:33:59,136
Our names are still there,
you remember that?
748
00:33:59,138 --> 00:34:00,303
Yeah.
- Yeah?
749
00:34:00,305 --> 00:34:02,472
Look at that, our names.
750
00:34:02,474 --> 00:34:04,574
Oh, man.
751
00:34:04,576 --> 00:34:06,743
That's Dad's pocket knife.
I mean, that's kind of cool,
752
00:34:06,745 --> 00:34:08,078
right?
753
00:34:08,080 --> 00:34:11,581
"Kate was here."
754
00:34:11,583 --> 00:34:14,317
Oh, man!
755
00:34:14,319 --> 00:34:15,685
Oh!
- Baltic again.
756
00:34:15,687 --> 00:34:17,821
I am on a bad roll-roll.
757
00:34:17,823 --> 00:34:20,190
Mom, I need to talk to you.
Kate, your turn, babe.
758
00:34:20,192 --> 00:34:21,992
Oh, no, she has to
skip her turn, remember?
759
00:34:21,994 --> 00:34:23,393
That's right.
760
00:34:23,395 --> 00:34:25,262
All right, so it's my turn.
Randall?
761
00:34:25,264 --> 00:34:26,563
Baby, can I have the dice please?
No, no,
762
00:34:26,565 --> 00:34:28,398
not until you listen to me.
Here.
763
00:34:29,268 --> 00:34:31,001
Damn it, Randall.
764
00:34:31,003 --> 00:34:32,769
Master.
765
00:34:32,771 --> 00:34:33,837
Thank you very much,
766
00:34:33,839 --> 00:34:35,005
Look, one:
767
00:34:35,007 --> 00:34:36,206
you lied to me my entire life.
768
00:34:36,208 --> 00:34:38,375
That's 13,215 days.
769
00:34:38,377 --> 00:34:39,776
Bad roll.
770
00:34:39,778 --> 00:34:41,344
Bad roll.
Bad roll.
771
00:34:41,346 --> 00:34:42,746
- Oh!
- What?
772
00:34:42,748 --> 00:34:44,014
Snake eyes.
773
00:34:44,016 --> 00:34:45,782
$500, please, Mr. Banker.
774
00:34:45,784 --> 00:34:47,717
Are you sure your mom's
not playing dirty?
775
00:34:47,719 --> 00:34:49,920
You knew I needed something
776
00:34:49,922 --> 00:34:51,755
that you couldn't give me,
and you actively denied me
777
00:34:51,757 --> 00:34:53,623
the person who could.
778
00:34:53,625 --> 00:34:56,259
Look, William could've heard
my valedictorian speech.
779
00:34:56,261 --> 00:34:58,395
He-he could've
played music at my wedding.
780
00:34:58,397 --> 00:35:00,063
He could've been at the hospital
Yes!
781
00:35:00,065 --> 00:35:01,431
When my children were born.
782
00:35:01,433 --> 00:35:02,766
That's three, four, and five.
783
00:35:02,768 --> 00:35:04,201
You stole that from all of us.
784
00:35:04,203 --> 00:35:06,403
- Oh, popcorn.
- Yeah.
785
00:35:06,405 --> 00:35:08,605
I trusted you more
than anyone, Mom.
786
00:35:08,607 --> 00:35:10,574
You have robbed me
of the feeling of trust.
787
00:35:10,576 --> 00:35:13,810
Do you understand
how that feels?
788
00:35:19,218 --> 00:35:20,617
Feel better yelling at her?
789
00:35:20,619 --> 00:35:24,421
No, 'cause she couldn't
care less.
790
00:35:24,423 --> 00:35:25,922
Come on, you're
a parent, Randall.
791
00:35:25,924 --> 00:35:28,058
You know that these things
aren't that simple.
792
00:35:29,728 --> 00:35:31,561
Maybe you're looking at this
793
00:35:31,563 --> 00:35:34,331
all the wrong way.
- What other way could there possibly be?
794
00:35:34,333 --> 00:35:37,501
Relax your eyes
and look through it.
795
00:35:37,503 --> 00:35:40,070
It's there right
in front of you.
796
00:36:06,431 --> 00:36:09,599
What's is it? What's going on?
797
00:36:09,601 --> 00:36:12,536
She had three
wildly different kids.
798
00:36:12,538 --> 00:36:14,771
Along with their
own sets of problems.
799
00:36:14,773 --> 00:36:17,307
Our marriage
wasn't always perfect.
800
00:36:17,309 --> 00:36:19,809
I certainly wasn't.
801
00:36:19,811 --> 00:36:21,571
And she had her own things
to deal with, too.
802
00:36:25,217 --> 00:36:26,616
But she kept everything out.
803
00:36:26,618 --> 00:36:30,320
She always made
sure we were all safe.
804
00:36:38,130 --> 00:36:42,065
- Mom?
805
00:36:44,736 --> 00:36:46,136
We're here.
We're right here.
806
00:37:18,403 --> 00:37:20,170
Kev.
807
00:37:20,172 --> 00:37:22,172
Kev, do you hear that?
808
00:37:22,174 --> 00:37:23,773
Yeah.
809
00:37:23,775 --> 00:37:26,209
Uh-huh.
810
00:37:26,211 --> 00:37:27,944
Kev...
811
00:37:27,946 --> 00:37:29,946
is that Sloane in your bed?
812
00:37:34,353 --> 00:37:36,753
Hey, Kate.
813
00:37:37,856 --> 00:37:40,590
- Well, good morning.
- Good morning.
814
00:37:48,233 --> 00:37:49,699
Hey, man.
- Hey.
815
00:37:49,701 --> 00:37:51,534
You recovered from yesterday?
816
00:37:51,536 --> 00:37:53,770
Yeah.
817
00:37:53,772 --> 00:37:57,374
You can't be so mad at Mom
if you're fixing stuff for her.
818
00:37:57,376 --> 00:38:00,644
It's not for Mom.
819
00:38:00,646 --> 00:38:02,545
I'm doing it for Dad.
820
00:38:08,220 --> 00:38:11,087
What are we here to build, boys?
821
00:38:11,089 --> 00:38:13,256
Body, spirit, community.
822
00:38:13,258 --> 00:38:15,625
The three pillars.
823
00:38:15,627 --> 00:38:19,896
Now, before we begin, we have
a new member to initiate today.
824
00:38:19,898 --> 00:38:21,131
Randall,
825
00:38:21,133 --> 00:38:22,832
come over here.
826
00:38:22,834 --> 00:38:25,001
Fathers.
827
00:38:28,307 --> 00:38:30,407
Randall, how old are you, son?
828
00:38:30,409 --> 00:38:32,909
Nine.
- Nine years old.
829
00:38:32,911 --> 00:38:35,278
Fine age.
830
00:38:35,280 --> 00:38:37,747
Do you think
you have a good life?
831
00:38:37,749 --> 00:38:41,284
- Yeah, I think so.
- Good.
832
00:38:41,286 --> 00:38:44,354
Good, I hope you always
have a good life.
833
00:38:44,356 --> 00:38:46,323
But as you get older,
you might start to find
834
00:38:46,325 --> 00:38:47,824
that things get harder.
835
00:38:47,826 --> 00:38:52,262
The world isn't
always a kind place.
836
00:38:52,264 --> 00:38:56,333
Especially... for men like us.
837
00:38:56,335 --> 00:38:59,135
Take a look at the
people on this mat.
838
00:38:59,137 --> 00:39:03,006
We are your community.
839
00:39:03,008 --> 00:39:05,975
When things get hard,
840
00:39:05,977 --> 00:39:07,644
we are gonna be the ones
841
00:39:07,646 --> 00:39:10,880
who hold each other up.
842
00:39:10,882 --> 00:39:13,850
As Randall's father,
you are his foundation.
843
00:39:15,520 --> 00:39:17,620
Come lie down, as if
you're gonna do a push-up.
844
00:39:17,622 --> 00:39:19,856
Randall,
climb on your father's back.
845
00:39:29,968 --> 00:39:32,202
Jack, your back
846
00:39:32,204 --> 00:39:35,405
was built to carry
your son through life.
847
00:39:35,407 --> 00:39:38,141
Are you willing to hold him up,
848
00:39:38,143 --> 00:39:40,043
no matter what comes his way?
849
00:39:40,045 --> 00:39:42,178
Yes.
- Show him.
850
00:39:44,716 --> 00:39:46,816
Good. Now keep going.
851
00:39:50,355 --> 00:39:53,556
Are you willing to
raise this young boy
852
00:39:53,558 --> 00:39:56,159
into a strong man?
Yes.
853
00:39:56,161 --> 00:39:57,694
Are you willing to push him
854
00:39:57,696 --> 00:39:59,596
to be the best man in the world
855
00:39:59,598 --> 00:40:02,999
he can be?
- Yes.
856
00:40:06,605 --> 00:40:09,105
I cannot lose my son.
857
00:40:09,107 --> 00:40:11,408
I can't.
858
00:40:15,347 --> 00:40:17,514
Listen.
859
00:40:17,516 --> 00:40:20,617
I would never let that happen.
860
00:40:20,619 --> 00:40:23,019
I would never let
that happen, okay?
861
00:40:23,021 --> 00:40:24,554
Okay?
862
00:40:24,556 --> 00:40:27,757
I promise.
We need to be enough for him.
863
00:40:27,759 --> 00:40:29,626
We need...
864
00:40:29,628 --> 00:40:32,262
to be... enough for him.
865
00:40:34,633 --> 00:40:36,399
Are you willing to lift him
866
00:40:36,401 --> 00:40:38,802
to greater heights,
even if it hurts?
867
00:40:38,804 --> 00:40:40,770
Yes.
868
00:40:43,475 --> 00:40:45,408
All right.
869
00:40:45,410 --> 00:40:47,110
I think that's enough.
870
00:40:47,112 --> 00:40:49,212
I won't stop.
871
00:40:51,750 --> 00:40:53,817
Dear William,
872
00:40:53,819 --> 00:40:58,421
I'm sorry for the pain
it may cause, but...
873
00:40:58,423 --> 00:41:00,590
you cannot meet Randall.
874
00:41:02,427 --> 00:41:04,060
This is for the best for him.
875
00:41:04,062 --> 00:41:05,462
Because he has...
876
00:41:05,464 --> 00:41:06,963
an extraordinary father
877
00:41:06,965 --> 00:41:10,967
who gives him
everything he needs.
878
00:41:17,242 --> 00:41:18,641
I hope you take comfort
879
00:41:18,643 --> 00:41:21,177
in knowing just how loved
880
00:41:21,179 --> 00:41:22,412
Randall is.
881
00:41:38,096 --> 00:41:41,097
I have here a list of all
the reasons I came up with
882
00:41:41,099 --> 00:41:42,799
in the past day for why
you have destroyed me
883
00:41:42,801 --> 00:41:44,501
by keeping William a secret
884
00:41:44,503 --> 00:41:46,503
for 36 years, okay? Please.
Sweetheart, please let me explain,
885
00:41:46,505 --> 00:41:49,005
Uh-uh.
I, uh...
886
00:41:53,111 --> 00:41:55,512
You kept that secret
for 36 years.
887
00:41:59,618 --> 00:42:02,752
That must have
been incredibly lonely.
888
00:42:11,796 --> 00:42:13,830
No.
889
00:42:13,832 --> 00:42:16,032
Not yet.
890
00:42:17,502 --> 00:42:19,135
I'll see you at Christmas.