1 00:00:31,990 --> 00:00:33,408 Lexi... 2 00:00:34,659 --> 00:00:35,994 We're ready. 3 00:01:06,274 --> 00:01:08,359 ♪ ♪ 4 00:01:23,291 --> 00:01:25,418 ♪ ♪ 5 00:01:39,307 --> 00:01:41,392 ♪ ♪ 6 00:01:49,901 --> 00:01:52,237 Wasn't it a lovely memorial? 7 00:01:52,320 --> 00:01:55,907 Oh, yes. It was up. It wasn't down at all. 8 00:01:58,910 --> 00:02:01,579 A good heart, and, you know, 9 00:02:01,663 --> 00:02:04,666 she takes after him. 10 00:02:04,749 --> 00:02:06,167 Thanks, Grandma. 11 00:02:08,795 --> 00:02:12,131 - It was so warm and from the heart. - Yes, it was. 12 00:02:12,215 --> 00:02:14,717 - It was just-- It was lovely, dear. - Wasn't it, wasn't it? 13 00:02:14,801 --> 00:02:18,012 You know what? He was a special man. 14 00:02:18,096 --> 00:02:20,390 Did he have life insurance? 15 00:02:20,473 --> 00:02:22,851 Uh... a little bit. 16 00:02:26,312 --> 00:02:28,731 We'll figure it out. 17 00:02:28,815 --> 00:02:30,692 But he was young. 18 00:02:30,775 --> 00:02:33,403 Yeah, he, he was young. 19 00:02:33,486 --> 00:02:37,907 Are you gonna be able to-- The house, the kids? 20 00:02:37,991 --> 00:02:41,035 - We'll figure it out. - Good, good. 21 00:02:41,119 --> 00:02:44,247 - It's, it's gotta be a relief. - Thank you. 22 00:02:44,330 --> 00:02:45,456 Thank you for coming. 23 00:02:52,171 --> 00:02:55,633 - Hey. - How's it goin' over there? 24 00:02:57,135 --> 00:03:00,430 - She's asking me all these questions. - Oh, yeah? 25 00:03:09,939 --> 00:03:12,567 - She skipped class. - Is anyone gonna check on her? 26 00:03:12,650 --> 00:03:14,527 - Is Rue in her room? - Yeah. 27 00:03:14,611 --> 00:03:18,031 - She hasn't opened the door. - Do you think she's okay? 28 00:03:18,114 --> 00:03:21,242 Don't just stand here and gossip. It's rude. 29 00:03:22,619 --> 00:03:23,745 Rue? 30 00:03:25,204 --> 00:03:27,332 - Hey. - Hey. 31 00:03:40,511 --> 00:03:42,055 These were my dad's. 32 00:03:45,141 --> 00:03:47,268 How are you feeling? 33 00:03:54,233 --> 00:03:59,322 Yeah. I... found this poem, and I thought of you. 34 00:03:59,405 --> 00:04:01,574 If it's C.S. Lewis, I can't. 35 00:04:01,658 --> 00:04:05,078 - No, it's not. I promise. - Every hospice nurse says 36 00:04:05,161 --> 00:04:08,373 that "Grief is a long valley." 37 00:04:08,456 --> 00:04:10,667 Yeah, but that's not the full quote. 38 00:04:12,251 --> 00:04:15,505 Yeah, well, it's enough for me. 39 00:04:15,588 --> 00:04:17,632 Well, the second part's kind of sweet. 40 00:04:18,424 --> 00:04:19,926 What is it? 41 00:04:21,386 --> 00:04:25,431 Uh, "A winding valley where every bend... 42 00:04:25,515 --> 00:04:28,267 may reveal a new landscape." 43 00:04:32,271 --> 00:04:33,773 That's not that bad. 44 00:04:41,531 --> 00:04:43,282 Can I read this to you? 45 00:04:47,161 --> 00:04:48,913 Uh, yeah, I'd love that. 46 00:04:54,669 --> 00:04:55,795 Uh... 47 00:04:57,338 --> 00:05:00,341 It's called "Let This Darkness Be a Bell Tower" 48 00:05:00,425 --> 00:05:02,552 by Rainer Maria Rilke. 49 00:05:09,058 --> 00:05:12,061 "Quiet friend who has come so far, 50 00:05:12,145 --> 00:05:16,232 "feel how your breathing makes more space around you. 51 00:05:25,616 --> 00:05:31,956 "Let this darkness be a bell tower and you the bell. 52 00:05:32,040 --> 00:05:37,295 "As you ring, what batters you becomes your strength. 53 00:05:37,378 --> 00:05:41,007 "Move back and forth into the change. 54 00:05:42,216 --> 00:05:46,429 "What is it like, such intensity of pain? 55 00:05:46,512 --> 00:05:50,767 "If the drink is bitter, turn yourself into wine. 56 00:05:52,018 --> 00:05:54,562 "In this uncontainable night, 57 00:05:54,645 --> 00:05:59,734 "be the mystery at the crossroads of your senses, 58 00:05:59,817 --> 00:06:01,944 "the meaning discovered there. 59 00:06:03,196 --> 00:06:06,240 "And if the world has ceased to hear you, 60 00:06:06,324 --> 00:06:09,702 "say to the silent earth: I flow. 61 00:06:09,786 --> 00:06:14,082 To the rushing water, speak: I am." 62 00:06:14,165 --> 00:06:16,584 ♪ ♪ 63 00:07:05,550 --> 00:07:07,718 I knew Jade had been doing drugs, 64 00:07:07,802 --> 00:07:09,804 but it wasn't until that day, 65 00:07:09,887 --> 00:07:11,514 at her dad's memorial, 66 00:07:11,597 --> 00:07:14,058 that I realized they were a greater comfort 67 00:07:14,142 --> 00:07:16,352 than I ever could be. 68 00:07:16,435 --> 00:07:18,271 Maybe that's a silly observation, 69 00:07:18,354 --> 00:07:20,439 but I was only 13. 70 00:07:22,275 --> 00:07:25,570 It was the summer before I started ninth grade... 71 00:07:25,653 --> 00:07:28,364 back when we thought we'd all be friends forever. 72 00:07:34,328 --> 00:07:35,496 Move. 73 00:07:37,039 --> 00:07:38,166 Move, move, move! 74 00:07:39,500 --> 00:07:41,085 Lights, four, go. 75 00:07:43,629 --> 00:07:45,464 There were five of us. 76 00:07:47,300 --> 00:07:48,759 There was me, Grace... 77 00:07:52,346 --> 00:07:55,641 ♪ Love will keep us together ♪ 78 00:07:55,725 --> 00:07:57,894 ♪ Think of me babe, whenever ♪ 79 00:07:57,977 --> 00:07:59,562 My sister, Hallie... 80 00:07:59,645 --> 00:08:03,191 ♪ Some sweet-talking girl comes along ♪ 81 00:08:03,274 --> 00:08:05,067 ♪ Singing her song ♪ 82 00:08:05,151 --> 00:08:06,652 Her best friend, Marta... 83 00:08:06,736 --> 00:08:10,198 ♪ You've just gotta be strong, just stop ♪ 84 00:08:10,281 --> 00:08:12,575 ♪ 'Cause I really love you, stop ♪ 85 00:08:12,658 --> 00:08:14,243 Marta's best friend, Luna. 86 00:08:14,327 --> 00:08:16,204 ♪ I've been thinking of you ♪ 87 00:08:16,287 --> 00:08:18,915 ♪ Look in my heart and let love ♪ 88 00:08:18,998 --> 00:08:20,625 And my best friend, Jade. 89 00:08:20,708 --> 00:08:22,335 ♪ Keep us together ♪ 90 00:08:23,211 --> 00:08:25,087 ♪ Whatever ♪ 91 00:08:28,257 --> 00:08:30,301 Bring out the fucking letters now. 92 00:08:37,350 --> 00:08:39,393 And this is life. 93 00:08:42,188 --> 00:08:43,898 Not everyone's life... 94 00:08:45,316 --> 00:08:46,859 But our life! 95 00:08:53,699 --> 00:08:57,203 - Oh, that's fuckin' cool. 96 00:09:01,207 --> 00:09:03,834 Wait, is this fucking play about us? 97 00:09:13,052 --> 00:09:14,804 For the last few months, 98 00:09:14,887 --> 00:09:17,265 Lexi had been talking to Fezco every day. 99 00:09:17,348 --> 00:09:22,270 But I still don't understand what the play is actually about, though. 100 00:09:22,353 --> 00:09:25,273 It's about friendship. 101 00:09:25,356 --> 00:09:28,859 Well, that's nice. Everybody's gonna love that. 102 00:09:28,943 --> 00:09:30,528 Yeah, I-I mean, I hope so. 103 00:09:30,611 --> 00:09:33,114 I just-- I keep second-guessing myself 104 00:09:33,197 --> 00:09:35,283 and getting anxious, like, if people are gonna think 105 00:09:35,366 --> 00:09:36,784 that it's good or bad, 106 00:09:36,867 --> 00:09:40,204 or if it's gonna upset people or not. 107 00:09:40,288 --> 00:09:42,790 But why would anyone be upset by it? 108 00:09:42,873 --> 00:09:46,252 Oh, you know, it's, it's based on real people. 109 00:09:46,335 --> 00:09:50,631 Yeah, you really strokin' the bee's nest with that one. 110 00:09:50,715 --> 00:09:53,759 - Am I? - I mean... 111 00:09:53,843 --> 00:09:56,512 if someone invited me to a play, and... 112 00:09:56,596 --> 00:09:59,765 they didn't even tell me I was a character in it? 113 00:09:59,849 --> 00:10:01,726 I'd definitely have some questions. 114 00:10:01,809 --> 00:10:03,853 Like, bad questions? 115 00:10:03,936 --> 00:10:05,855 Depends on the play. 116 00:10:05,938 --> 00:10:08,316 Well, would you be upset by it? 117 00:10:08,399 --> 00:10:10,860 It depends on the play. 118 00:10:10,943 --> 00:10:14,864 - Right. - And the intentions of the person who made the play. 119 00:10:14,947 --> 00:10:17,199 My intentions are good. 120 00:10:17,283 --> 00:10:20,703 Then you ain't got nothin' to worry about. 121 00:10:20,786 --> 00:10:25,499 But... what if they think my intentions aren't good 122 00:10:25,583 --> 00:10:27,752 when in reality they are good? 123 00:10:27,835 --> 00:10:30,046 Well, that's what I call a quandary. 124 00:10:31,088 --> 00:10:32,757 What's the answer? 125 00:10:32,840 --> 00:10:36,677 Uh, wait, what was the question again? 126 00:10:36,761 --> 00:10:40,222 Like, what happens if Cassie sees the play 127 00:10:40,306 --> 00:10:43,517 and thinks I'm being cruel, even though I'm not? 128 00:10:43,601 --> 00:10:45,936 Well, how about you just don't invite her then? 129 00:10:46,020 --> 00:10:47,938 No, she'd get so mad. 130 00:10:48,022 --> 00:10:51,734 Even more mad than if she actually saw the play? 131 00:10:52,651 --> 00:10:54,779 That's-- I don't know. 132 00:10:58,616 --> 00:11:00,659 Okay, this might kinda be 133 00:11:00,743 --> 00:11:03,204 a weird and embarrassing thing to admit, 134 00:11:03,287 --> 00:11:06,582 but I think the most defining moment of my adolescence 135 00:11:06,665 --> 00:11:09,085 was when my sister went through puberty. 136 00:11:12,797 --> 00:11:15,800 - Uck, I look disgusting. 137 00:11:15,883 --> 00:11:18,010 Hey, Hallie, I'm in the middle of somethin'. 138 00:11:18,094 --> 00:11:20,763 It's just this dress is so not flattering. 139 00:11:20,846 --> 00:11:25,101 - Hallie, I'm kinda puttin' on a play right now. - What? 140 00:11:25,184 --> 00:11:26,685 Like, there's an entire audience 141 00:11:26,769 --> 00:11:28,104 waiting for me to continue talking. 142 00:11:28,187 --> 00:11:31,732 - Where? 143 00:11:31,816 --> 00:11:33,192 Right here. 144 00:11:34,151 --> 00:11:37,113 Oh, . Hi. Wow. 145 00:11:39,907 --> 00:11:42,743 Whatever. The point is, I couldn't wait 146 00:11:42,827 --> 00:11:44,370 to go through puberty. 147 00:11:45,246 --> 00:11:47,957 Wow, wow, wow! 148 00:11:48,040 --> 00:11:51,460 - Look at you! 149 00:11:51,544 --> 00:11:55,464 - I feel like a big baby. - Hallie... 150 00:11:55,548 --> 00:11:58,759 I've been on this planet for 38 goddamn years, 151 00:11:58,843 --> 00:12:03,139 and I have never seen a baby with knockers like yours. 152 00:12:04,723 --> 00:12:08,060 Mom, that was the grossest thing I've ever heard you say. 153 00:12:08,144 --> 00:12:11,105 Okay. 154 00:12:11,188 --> 00:12:12,731 Lights, 12, go. 155 00:12:12,815 --> 00:12:16,652 Look, I know being informed, smart, hardworking, and curious 156 00:12:16,735 --> 00:12:18,404 are all very important qualities, 157 00:12:18,487 --> 00:12:23,909 but imagine having all of those qualities and also being hot. 158 00:12:23,993 --> 00:12:27,705 So, if Hallie was 433 days older than me, 159 00:12:27,788 --> 00:12:31,167 then all I would have to do is wait... 160 00:12:31,250 --> 00:12:35,504 433 days, and I'd look just like her. 161 00:12:59,904 --> 00:13:04,116 - Yo, Ash, get the door, man. 162 00:13:09,079 --> 00:13:10,915 Okay, I need you to pull it way back. 163 00:13:10,998 --> 00:13:13,209 You're too broad. It's not funny. 164 00:13:16,045 --> 00:13:18,297 Oh my god. Are you crying? 165 00:13:18,380 --> 00:13:21,842 It's a directorial note. You just take it and move on, okay? 166 00:13:23,427 --> 00:13:25,387 Hey, I need the light cues to be 40% faster, 167 00:13:25,471 --> 00:13:27,848 - and the stagehands to be 20% faster. - Copy that. 168 00:13:27,932 --> 00:13:32,478 Ew! God! What the-- Did someone die in this dress?! 169 00:13:32,561 --> 00:13:35,147 It smells like shit. 170 00:13:39,193 --> 00:13:40,653 I love the theater. 171 00:13:40,736 --> 00:13:43,030 What we got goin' on? 172 00:13:43,113 --> 00:13:46,659 - Freshly steamed. - Ooh. 173 00:13:47,618 --> 00:13:49,370 Yes, yes, yes. 174 00:13:50,162 --> 00:13:51,705 You da best. 175 00:13:53,040 --> 00:13:56,293 Mmm. Yeah, we steppin' out tonight. 176 00:13:57,795 --> 00:13:59,755 Ooh, bless your heart. 177 00:14:02,466 --> 00:14:06,762 Nah, I really do appreciate you doin' that, though. 178 00:14:08,180 --> 00:14:10,599 Custer: Damn, what's good? 179 00:14:10,683 --> 00:14:12,476 Yo, wassup, man? 180 00:14:12,560 --> 00:14:14,436 Yo, I'm, I'm, actually, a little busy. 181 00:14:14,520 --> 00:14:16,897 I'm, I'm gettin' ready to go out. 182 00:14:17,773 --> 00:14:19,191 We goin' to a party? 183 00:14:19,817 --> 00:14:21,151 Where you goin'? 184 00:14:21,235 --> 00:14:25,364 Don't worry about what I'm doin', man. Worry about yourself. 185 00:14:25,447 --> 00:14:28,117 All right. I'mma just chill then. 186 00:14:55,436 --> 00:14:57,521 ♪ ♪ 187 00:15:09,116 --> 00:15:10,951 This is your dream. 188 00:15:12,536 --> 00:15:13,579 Mick... 189 00:15:13,662 --> 00:15:16,040 don't screw this up. 190 00:15:16,123 --> 00:15:17,666 Lights, 12, go. 191 00:15:19,835 --> 00:15:21,795 I could see myself now. 192 00:15:23,422 --> 00:15:25,382 - Damn! Shit! - I'd be the girl... 193 00:15:25,466 --> 00:15:28,719 - no one ever... could get. - Is that Lexi? 194 00:15:28,802 --> 00:15:32,514 - Hi. 195 00:15:32,598 --> 00:15:35,517 - Hey, Ted, how are you? - Woo! 196 00:15:35,601 --> 00:15:37,978 Damn! Oh shit! 197 00:15:38,062 --> 00:15:41,607 Hey, boys. How are you? 198 00:15:41,690 --> 00:15:42,816 Shit! 199 00:15:42,900 --> 00:15:45,819 And I'd imagine my former classmates... 200 00:15:45,903 --> 00:15:47,488 sitting around at barbecues 201 00:15:47,571 --> 00:15:49,573 in their dirty, dirty backyards 202 00:15:49,657 --> 00:15:50,991 20 years from now. 203 00:15:51,075 --> 00:15:54,745 Man... I really wish I'd boned Lexi Howard. 204 00:15:54,828 --> 00:15:56,914 Yeah, you and the rest of East Highland. 205 00:16:00,167 --> 00:16:02,336 All I had to do was wait. 206 00:16:07,549 --> 00:16:09,718 Light, 86, go. 207 00:16:11,845 --> 00:16:13,931 ♪ ♪ 208 00:16:17,893 --> 00:16:21,605 - Look, Lexi, some guys prefer smaller boobs. - Yeah? 209 00:16:23,440 --> 00:16:25,109 I mean, if you and I could trade bodies, 210 00:16:25,192 --> 00:16:26,819 I'd do it in a heartbeat. 211 00:16:26,902 --> 00:16:29,488 - Well maybe they're still growing. - No, they're not. 212 00:16:29,571 --> 00:16:32,866 - Well, sometimes, it takes-- - No, they're fully formed. 213 00:16:36,120 --> 00:16:37,871 To be honest, I'm not really the kind of person 214 00:16:37,955 --> 00:16:39,998 who wants to be known for their body. 215 00:16:47,047 --> 00:16:50,467 But I also didn't want the troubles that came along with it. 216 00:16:52,428 --> 00:16:56,348 I wasn't even looking at him, I swear. 217 00:16:56,432 --> 00:16:58,809 You're the only person I've ever dreamed of. 218 00:17:18,037 --> 00:17:20,456 Well, she certainly looks the part. 219 00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:32,176 I feel like I've lived most of my life in my imagination. 220 00:17:36,889 --> 00:17:38,932 Taking the smallest moments 221 00:17:39,016 --> 00:17:42,227 and dreaming them up into something bigger. 222 00:17:46,815 --> 00:17:48,275 Of course, I'mma be there. 223 00:17:48,358 --> 00:17:51,236 I'mma be sittin' in the front row, shorty. 224 00:17:52,237 --> 00:17:55,657 - I promise you that. - Okay. 225 00:17:59,411 --> 00:18:02,915 A little exchange and I fall in love. 226 00:18:11,548 --> 00:18:15,385 A moment to myself and I'm onstage. 227 00:18:25,479 --> 00:18:29,358 But reality always finds a way of pulling me back. 228 00:18:31,693 --> 00:18:34,154 Do you think he's okay? 229 00:18:34,238 --> 00:18:36,240 I think he's just sleeping. 230 00:18:36,323 --> 00:18:38,158 It's the middle of the day. 231 00:18:47,918 --> 00:18:50,879 I think we should have Mom come pick us up. 232 00:18:50,963 --> 00:18:55,509 - Don't be rude. - It doesn't matter if it's rude. 233 00:18:55,592 --> 00:18:58,220 I don't want him to think that we don't trust him. 234 00:18:59,596 --> 00:19:01,431 Gus: Come on, girls. 235 00:19:02,182 --> 00:19:03,851 Get in the car. 236 00:19:08,438 --> 00:19:09,731 Come on, Lex. 237 00:19:37,676 --> 00:19:39,761 ♪ ♪ 238 00:19:54,776 --> 00:19:58,822 Uh, I just need, like, like an eighth of weed. That's all. 239 00:19:58,906 --> 00:20:00,908 - I can help with that. - All right. 240 00:20:00,991 --> 00:20:03,201 Uh, yo, I'll just be a second. 241 00:20:19,885 --> 00:20:21,678 I think before high school we should think about 242 00:20:21,762 --> 00:20:24,514 all the things we don't like about ourselves... 243 00:20:24,598 --> 00:20:27,643 and then change them, so we can be, like, 244 00:20:27,726 --> 00:20:30,812 like, different, cooler people. 245 00:20:30,896 --> 00:20:32,731 I don't think we need to be cooler. 246 00:20:32,814 --> 00:20:35,692 Well, we should at least try and know what's cool. 247 00:20:35,776 --> 00:20:38,779 Yeah, but that shit, like, changes all the time. 248 00:20:38,862 --> 00:20:41,114 That's what makes it hard to follow. 249 00:20:41,198 --> 00:20:43,951 Yeah, but I think it's a good thing. 250 00:20:44,034 --> 00:20:47,913 But... what if we get excluded from things? 251 00:20:47,996 --> 00:20:50,332 That's also a good thing. 252 00:20:50,415 --> 00:20:53,168 - Really? - Yeah. 253 00:20:53,251 --> 00:20:56,296 My dad says he refuses to be a part of any club 254 00:20:56,380 --> 00:20:57,923 that would have him as a member. 255 00:20:59,007 --> 00:21:00,342 Well, that's cool. 256 00:21:00,425 --> 00:21:04,304 Yeah, don't tell anyone. They'll fuckin' ruin it. 257 00:21:08,725 --> 00:21:12,896 Jade was the first person who made me feel okay about not being cool. 258 00:21:12,980 --> 00:21:14,314 Lights, 10, go. 259 00:21:16,191 --> 00:21:17,526 I just feel like in 10 years, 260 00:21:17,609 --> 00:21:19,236 technology's gonna get really scary, 261 00:21:19,319 --> 00:21:21,446 and we're all gonna wish we'd never used it. 262 00:21:21,530 --> 00:21:23,323 What are you talking about? 263 00:21:23,407 --> 00:21:26,118 Well, all these tech companies are simultaneously 264 00:21:26,201 --> 00:21:28,328 developing artificial intelligence and robotics, 265 00:21:28,412 --> 00:21:30,247 so it's only a matter of time before they 266 00:21:30,330 --> 00:21:32,124 become the new military-industrial complex 267 00:21:32,207 --> 00:21:34,376 and start making killer robots. 268 00:21:34,459 --> 00:21:35,794 I think there's a big difference 269 00:21:35,877 --> 00:21:38,797 between taking selfies and killer robots. 270 00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:41,299 Yeah, maybe now, but that gap will close. 271 00:21:44,970 --> 00:21:47,597 But anyway, back to where I was. 272 00:21:47,681 --> 00:21:50,392 We talked and laughed for hours that night. 273 00:21:51,435 --> 00:21:53,895 I miss those days. 274 00:21:53,979 --> 00:21:58,442 It was before my dad left and Jade's dad died. 275 00:21:58,525 --> 00:22:00,694 Before Jade got into heavy drugs, 276 00:22:00,777 --> 00:22:03,405 and before I got inside my head. 277 00:22:05,282 --> 00:22:07,325 It was before we grew apart, 278 00:22:07,409 --> 00:22:09,536 and before I started doubting myself 279 00:22:09,619 --> 00:22:13,540 every time someone would ask me if Jade was my best friend. 280 00:22:16,376 --> 00:22:19,421 "Let this darkness be a bell tower... 281 00:22:20,422 --> 00:22:22,257 and you the bell." 282 00:22:25,677 --> 00:22:28,930 Feel like I don't know anything about your life anymore. 283 00:22:30,640 --> 00:22:32,851 I'll tell you when you get back. 284 00:22:36,605 --> 00:22:38,899 - Good night. - Good night. 285 00:22:43,528 --> 00:22:47,616 Um... do you ever worry as you get older... 286 00:22:49,034 --> 00:22:51,661 you'll have less and less memories of Dad? 287 00:22:54,706 --> 00:22:55,916 Yeah. 288 00:22:59,377 --> 00:23:02,214 How do you stop that from happening? 289 00:23:09,554 --> 00:23:10,931 You can't. 290 00:23:24,611 --> 00:23:30,325 I... I remember a couple of days before you passed away... 291 00:23:31,701 --> 00:23:34,413 you told me... 292 00:23:34,496 --> 00:23:36,706 that if I ever wanted to be with you... 293 00:23:38,625 --> 00:23:41,128 all I would have to do is close my eyes... 294 00:23:42,671 --> 00:23:45,674 and we'd be together. 295 00:23:45,757 --> 00:23:50,011 You said that... memories exist outside of time. 296 00:23:55,267 --> 00:24:01,565 ♪ More than the greatest love the world has known ♪ 297 00:24:01,648 --> 00:24:05,402 ♪ This is the love that I give to you ♪ 298 00:24:05,485 --> 00:24:07,821 Gus: Hey, come on! Come join us. 299 00:24:07,904 --> 00:24:12,868 ♪ More than the simple words I try to say ♪ 300 00:24:14,244 --> 00:24:20,584 ♪ I only live to love you more each day ♪ 301 00:24:20,667 --> 00:24:23,170 ♪ More than you'll ever know ♪ 302 00:24:23,253 --> 00:24:26,256 ♪ My arms long to hold you so ♪ 303 00:24:26,339 --> 00:24:29,676 ♪ My life will be in your keeping ♪ 304 00:24:29,759 --> 00:24:32,888 ♪ Waking, sleeping, laughing, weeping ♪ 305 00:24:32,971 --> 00:24:39,728 ♪ Longer than always is a long, long time ♪ 306 00:24:39,811 --> 00:24:45,942 ♪ But far beyond forever you'll be mine ♪ 307 00:24:46,026 --> 00:24:49,738 ♪ I know I've never lived before ♪ 308 00:24:49,821 --> 00:24:52,782 ♪ And my heart is very sure ♪ 309 00:24:52,866 --> 00:24:59,206 ♪ No one else could love you more ♪ 310 00:24:59,289 --> 00:25:04,920 ♪ Than the greatest love the world has known ♪ 311 00:25:05,003 --> 00:25:11,343 ♪ This is the love that I give to you alone ♪ 312 00:25:11,426 --> 00:25:16,514 ♪ More than the simple words I try to say ♪ 313 00:25:17,766 --> 00:25:23,980 ♪ I only live to love you more each day ♪ 314 00:25:24,064 --> 00:25:26,233 ♪ More than you'll ever know ♪ 315 00:25:26,316 --> 00:25:29,444 ♪ My arms got to hold you so ♪ 316 00:25:29,527 --> 00:25:32,989 ♪ My life will be in your keeping ♪ 317 00:25:33,073 --> 00:25:34,366 ♪ Waking, sleeping ♪ 318 00:25:34,449 --> 00:25:37,077 I sometimes think about how my sister and I 319 00:25:37,160 --> 00:25:41,081 had so many of the same wishes growing up... 320 00:25:41,164 --> 00:25:43,583 and how different we became. 321 00:25:48,004 --> 00:25:50,090 ♪ ♪ 322 00:26:05,772 --> 00:26:09,985 At that age, we all thought we knew what love looked like. 323 00:26:10,068 --> 00:26:12,153 ♪ ♪ 324 00:26:15,824 --> 00:26:20,245 And we had our suspicions of what it felt like. 325 00:26:20,328 --> 00:26:23,540 But that's also what made it so intoxicating. 326 00:26:24,874 --> 00:26:28,003 None of us had any idea what it actually was. 327 00:26:30,463 --> 00:26:32,507 I don't think there's anything more beautiful 328 00:26:32,590 --> 00:26:35,635 than dedicating your life to loving someone. 329 00:26:35,719 --> 00:26:37,804 ♪ ♪ 330 00:26:41,433 --> 00:26:43,476 I think that's my biggest dream... 331 00:26:46,021 --> 00:26:47,522 To be your girl... 332 00:26:51,484 --> 00:26:53,695 To love you more than anything. 333 00:26:57,449 --> 00:26:59,534 ♪ ♪ 334 00:27:16,634 --> 00:27:18,720 ♪ ♪ 335 00:27:22,932 --> 00:27:25,060 You could never scare me. 336 00:27:40,283 --> 00:27:42,869 I don't know if I wanna do this. 337 00:27:42,952 --> 00:27:45,497 It's just weed. It's not heroin. 338 00:28:00,678 --> 00:28:03,223 Lexi wildin' out today. 339 00:28:04,682 --> 00:28:07,936 - You okay? - My god, that really burns. 340 00:28:10,563 --> 00:28:12,399 My whole life, I've always had this feeling 341 00:28:12,482 --> 00:28:16,277 that at any moment, something horrible was about to happen. 342 00:28:27,372 --> 00:28:28,581 Psst. 343 00:28:37,257 --> 00:28:38,466 Faye! 344 00:28:38,550 --> 00:28:39,634 Come here. 345 00:28:48,351 --> 00:28:50,437 ♪ ♪ 346 00:29:06,870 --> 00:29:09,330 Be cool. 347 00:29:10,874 --> 00:29:12,250 I love you. 348 00:29:17,755 --> 00:29:20,091 ♪ ♪ 349 00:29:25,763 --> 00:29:28,475 - Yo, Faye! - Yeah? 350 00:29:28,558 --> 00:29:30,768 Come here for a split second. 351 00:29:31,853 --> 00:29:33,313 I'll be right there. 352 00:29:42,947 --> 00:29:45,033 ♪ ♪ 353 00:29:54,250 --> 00:29:56,794 Tie or no tie? 354 00:30:00,882 --> 00:30:02,634 - You okay? - Um... 355 00:30:04,219 --> 00:30:05,762 Yeah, I'm good. 356 00:30:12,185 --> 00:30:15,063 Yo, you got her lookin' like that, 357 00:30:15,146 --> 00:30:17,232 that white guy with the afro. 358 00:30:17,315 --> 00:30:18,858 He be paintin' on TV. 359 00:30:18,942 --> 00:30:20,777 - Fuckin' Bob Ross. 360 00:30:20,860 --> 00:30:24,072 - She looks like Bob Ross. - Bobby, Bobby, it's a fire! 361 00:30:24,155 --> 00:30:26,366 - We gotta, We gotta go. We gotta go. Yeah. - It's a fire! C'mon, c'mon! 362 00:30:29,452 --> 00:30:31,663 I don't think I like weed. 363 00:30:32,956 --> 00:30:36,459 Yeah, well, that's... crazy talk. 364 00:30:36,543 --> 00:30:42,924 I just can't control my brain the same way... I normally can. 365 00:30:43,007 --> 00:30:45,635 Yeah, but that's, like, the best part. 366 00:30:51,140 --> 00:30:55,603 All right, well, see ya later, homie. Good night. 367 00:30:57,564 --> 00:30:59,065 Get home safe. 368 00:31:01,025 --> 00:31:02,151 Okay. 369 00:31:04,529 --> 00:31:06,239 I think Jade used drugs 370 00:31:06,322 --> 00:31:08,491 to push away all the bad thoughts. 371 00:31:08,575 --> 00:31:11,578 But it did the opposite for me. 372 00:31:13,997 --> 00:31:16,916 All I could think about were the bad thoughts. 373 00:31:28,678 --> 00:31:31,222 The things that could go wrong... 374 00:31:31,306 --> 00:31:33,558 the people I could lose... 375 00:31:33,641 --> 00:31:37,937 and the million and one reasons why I'm not good enough. 376 00:31:38,605 --> 00:31:40,648 ♪ ♪ 377 00:31:52,243 --> 00:31:55,955 Jules and I hadn't spoken since that bullshit intervention. 378 00:31:58,207 --> 00:32:00,251 Even though I see her around. 379 00:32:00,335 --> 00:32:02,420 ♪ ♪ 380 00:32:12,263 --> 00:32:15,558 It's funny how I used to think we were meant for each other. 381 00:32:19,020 --> 00:32:21,189 That feels like a lifetime ago. 382 00:32:31,366 --> 00:32:33,451 ♪ ♪ 383 00:32:34,744 --> 00:32:36,079 What's up? 384 00:32:41,250 --> 00:32:43,378 ♪ ♪ 385 00:33:07,860 --> 00:33:09,404 You broke me. 386 00:33:12,657 --> 00:33:14,784 Completely broke me. 387 00:33:18,538 --> 00:33:20,331 I give up. 388 00:33:20,415 --> 00:33:22,375 Hey... 389 00:33:22,458 --> 00:33:24,919 you wanna kill yourself doin' drugs? Go ahead. 390 00:33:25,002 --> 00:33:26,796 I'm not gonna stand in your way. 391 00:33:29,507 --> 00:33:31,592 - So I can do drugs? - Yeah. 392 00:33:31,676 --> 00:33:34,929 - Anything I want? - The world's your oyster. 393 00:33:38,349 --> 00:33:41,060 - Mom, are you fucking with me right now? - No. 394 00:33:41,144 --> 00:33:44,564 If you wanna fry every last brain cell in your head, 395 00:33:44,647 --> 00:33:45,732 go ahead. 396 00:33:45,815 --> 00:33:48,276 What? What? 397 00:33:48,359 --> 00:33:50,486 - That's exciting to you, huh? - What? 398 00:33:50,570 --> 00:33:51,738 Bein' a crackhead? 399 00:33:51,821 --> 00:33:54,240 I just feel like there's a catch here. 400 00:33:54,323 --> 00:33:57,326 I can't convince you that your life is important. 401 00:33:57,410 --> 00:34:00,621 You're gonna have to make that decision on your own. 402 00:34:00,705 --> 00:34:05,251 You'll be 18 soon... and outta my house. 403 00:34:05,334 --> 00:34:08,629 And you're gonna make whatever decisions you're gonna make. 404 00:34:11,674 --> 00:34:13,426 I'm takin' you off my plate. 405 00:34:17,597 --> 00:34:19,265 Okay. 406 00:34:19,348 --> 00:34:21,100 I'm gonna focus on Gia. 407 00:34:22,894 --> 00:34:24,479 Yeah, but she's fine, though. 408 00:34:26,355 --> 00:34:28,357 She's been gettin' D's in math. 409 00:34:29,776 --> 00:34:30,693 Yeah. 410 00:34:30,777 --> 00:34:32,320 She's been in detention 411 00:34:32,403 --> 00:34:35,490 three times in the past two weeks. 412 00:34:35,573 --> 00:34:37,825 And every mornin', when I go into her room 413 00:34:37,909 --> 00:34:38,951 to make sure she's awake, 414 00:34:39,035 --> 00:34:41,621 she already up... on the phone. 415 00:34:41,704 --> 00:34:44,582 And I know she's not getting any sleep. 416 00:34:44,665 --> 00:34:49,003 But if you say she's fine... I'll just take your word for it. 417 00:34:53,174 --> 00:34:54,717 I didn't know any of that. 418 00:34:55,802 --> 00:34:57,595 Why would you? 419 00:34:57,678 --> 00:34:59,889 You only ever think about yourself. 420 00:35:03,184 --> 00:35:04,519 That's not true, Mom. 421 00:35:07,522 --> 00:35:10,983 If I have to choose between losin' one daughter or two? 422 00:35:12,443 --> 00:35:14,195 I'mma fight to save her. 423 00:35:23,579 --> 00:35:25,123 Nah, that's fair. 424 00:35:28,835 --> 00:35:32,088 Move it, move it, move it. 425 00:35:32,171 --> 00:35:35,049 When Hallie and Marta entered ninth grade, 426 00:35:35,132 --> 00:35:37,426 they became inseparable. 427 00:35:42,139 --> 00:35:45,476 - ♪ I tried and I tried ♪ 428 00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:47,061 ♪ To avoid ♪ 429 00:35:47,144 --> 00:35:49,438 ♪ But this thing was happening ♪ 430 00:35:49,522 --> 00:35:54,318 ♪ Swallowed my pride, let it ride and partied ♪ 431 00:35:54,402 --> 00:35:58,739 ♪ But this body felt just like mines ♪ 432 00:35:58,823 --> 00:36:02,034 ♪ I got worried, I looked over to the left ♪ 433 00:36:02,118 --> 00:36:04,036 ♪ A reflection of myself ♪ 434 00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:06,747 ♪ That's why I couldn't catch my breath ♪ 435 00:36:06,831 --> 00:36:12,503 ♪ Oops, there goes my shirt up over my head, oh my ♪ 436 00:36:19,927 --> 00:36:22,013 ♪ ♪ 437 00:36:35,610 --> 00:36:38,905 When I first met Marta, she made me nervous. 438 00:36:41,741 --> 00:36:46,579 I had never seen anyone as sure of themself as her. 439 00:36:46,662 --> 00:36:49,165 Because of that, I didn't really trust her. 440 00:36:49,248 --> 00:36:51,500 Woo! 441 00:36:55,755 --> 00:36:57,798 Until her parents started fighting all the time 442 00:36:57,882 --> 00:37:01,093 and she basically moved in with us for a few months. 443 00:37:06,557 --> 00:37:07,892 D'ya like it? 444 00:37:07,975 --> 00:37:09,393 I feel stupid. 445 00:37:09,477 --> 00:37:11,979 What? Everyone feels stupid. Who cares? 446 00:37:12,063 --> 00:37:14,190 - You feel stupid? - Yeah, I did. 447 00:37:14,273 --> 00:37:18,361 And then, I just chose not to feel stupid. 448 00:37:18,444 --> 00:37:23,449 I don't know if... I can... really get to that point. 449 00:37:23,532 --> 00:37:25,868 90% of life is confidence. 450 00:37:25,952 --> 00:37:29,246 And the thing about confidence is no one knows if it's real or not. 451 00:37:32,291 --> 00:37:34,543 Okay, okay, I'm not runnin' a brothel here. 452 00:37:34,627 --> 00:37:37,254 All right, girls? It's time for bed. 453 00:37:37,338 --> 00:37:39,340 It's supposed to be me. 454 00:37:39,423 --> 00:37:41,592 Oh, that's supposed to be me. 455 00:37:41,676 --> 00:37:46,263 All righty, beauty queens. It's time for bed. Good night. 456 00:37:46,347 --> 00:37:48,683 Good night, sugar pops. 457 00:37:53,813 --> 00:37:55,022 Marta... 458 00:37:57,066 --> 00:37:58,401 Marta: Yeah? 459 00:37:59,944 --> 00:38:02,154 You can sleep in my bed if you want. 460 00:38:16,377 --> 00:38:20,381 My parents used to fight all the time, too, so I get it. 461 00:38:22,133 --> 00:38:24,719 You can stay here as long as you want. 462 00:38:39,984 --> 00:38:42,528 MADDY: Open the fucking door, Cassie. 463 00:38:42,611 --> 00:38:44,697 Open the door and tell me it was worth it. 464 00:38:44,780 --> 00:38:46,073 You owe me that. 465 00:38:49,910 --> 00:38:52,663 Open the fucking door, Cassie! 466 00:38:53,831 --> 00:38:55,583 What kind of fucking friend are you? 467 00:38:55,666 --> 00:38:57,585 What the fuck? 468 00:38:57,668 --> 00:38:58,836 This isn't about Nate. 469 00:38:58,919 --> 00:39:00,755 This is about you and me 470 00:39:00,838 --> 00:39:02,256 and our friendship, and if you wanna 471 00:39:02,339 --> 00:39:04,425 throw it away, then fine. 472 00:39:04,508 --> 00:39:08,095 'Cause I don't wanna be fucking friends with you. 473 00:39:08,179 --> 00:39:10,389 Come here, babe. Let's go. 474 00:39:11,682 --> 00:39:14,935 I'm just sick of it. I'm sick of it. 475 00:39:15,019 --> 00:39:18,731 He put me through hell and now he's with my fucking best friend? 476 00:39:18,814 --> 00:39:21,067 Like, what the fuck? 477 00:39:21,150 --> 00:39:24,236 - It's fucked up. - When is it gonna end? 478 00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:25,738 It's fucked up. 479 00:39:31,577 --> 00:39:33,829 MADDY: Open the fucking door, Cassie! 480 00:39:33,913 --> 00:39:35,790 Open the fucking door! 481 00:39:35,873 --> 00:39:37,458 She's not gonna open it. Let's just go. 482 00:39:37,541 --> 00:39:39,126 MADDY: Open the door! 483 00:39:39,210 --> 00:39:42,296 - Maddy, come on. 484 00:39:42,379 --> 00:39:44,924 You're a fucking coward. 485 00:39:46,050 --> 00:39:47,259 You're a fucking coward, 486 00:39:47,343 --> 00:39:50,387 and I would've never done this to you. 487 00:39:50,471 --> 00:39:52,890 I would've never done this to you. 488 00:40:26,340 --> 00:40:28,425 ♪ ♪ 489 00:40:38,602 --> 00:40:40,563 ♪ ♪ 490 00:40:56,620 --> 00:40:58,539 ♪ ♪ 491 00:41:14,305 --> 00:41:16,390 ♪ ♪ 492 00:42:01,685 --> 00:42:04,480 ♪ ♪ 493 00:42:04,563 --> 00:42:06,941 Am I everything you wished for? 494 00:42:09,610 --> 00:42:11,695 ♪ ♪ 495 00:42:28,295 --> 00:42:31,298 I would love for you to fuck me... 496 00:42:31,382 --> 00:42:35,261 whenever and... however you want. 497 00:42:39,390 --> 00:42:41,976 You can control what I wear... 498 00:42:43,060 --> 00:42:44,353 what I eat... 499 00:42:45,396 --> 00:42:47,439 ♪ ♪ 500 00:42:49,900 --> 00:42:51,860 who I talk to. 501 00:42:55,906 --> 00:42:59,201 I want every guy you know to wanna fuck me... 502 00:43:00,369 --> 00:43:02,121 but they can't. 503 00:43:03,706 --> 00:43:06,083 Because they know I'm yours. 504 00:43:07,293 --> 00:43:09,044 I belong to you... 505 00:43:11,171 --> 00:43:13,465 and I will never complain 506 00:43:13,549 --> 00:43:16,176 because I trust you know what's best. 507 00:43:19,305 --> 00:43:21,390 ♪ ♪ 508 00:43:25,102 --> 00:43:28,314 Aren't you afraid people are gonna look down on ya? 509 00:43:32,776 --> 00:43:34,528 At least I'm loved. 510 00:43:38,282 --> 00:43:40,367 ♪ ♪ 511 00:43:49,084 --> 00:43:51,045 Jake and Marta's relationship 512 00:43:51,128 --> 00:43:53,756 was our first impression of love. 513 00:43:55,507 --> 00:43:58,510 No one's ever loved me as much as you. 514 00:43:58,594 --> 00:44:00,137 No one ever will. 515 00:44:26,246 --> 00:44:28,332 ♪ ♪ 516 00:44:42,304 --> 00:44:44,390 ♪ ♪ 517 00:44:58,278 --> 00:45:00,364 ♪ ♪ 518 00:45:30,310 --> 00:45:32,396 ♪ ♪ 519 00:45:47,995 --> 00:45:50,289 Shh, shh, shh. 520 00:45:53,375 --> 00:45:54,960 It's just a dream. 521 00:45:56,295 --> 00:45:59,506 - Shh... Quiet. 522 00:46:25,199 --> 00:46:28,494 But every relationship has its cracks. 523 00:46:31,079 --> 00:46:33,624 Some bigger than others. 524 00:46:36,293 --> 00:46:39,713 - I'm afraid to tell him. - Mm-hm. 525 00:46:39,797 --> 00:46:42,382 Do you think he's gonna cry? 526 00:46:42,466 --> 00:46:46,136 - He might. - Mm, don't say that. 527 00:46:46,220 --> 00:46:48,597 - But he might. 528 00:46:48,680 --> 00:46:50,224 I just feel bad. 529 00:46:52,059 --> 00:46:54,978 Bad enough to stay in East Highland for the rest of your life? 530 00:46:55,854 --> 00:46:57,105 Fuck no. 531 00:46:58,440 --> 00:47:00,651 Oh, you've made your decision. 532 00:47:03,612 --> 00:47:05,822 I just feel like I'm gonna break his heart. 533 00:47:06,949 --> 00:47:08,826 - It's good practice. 534 00:47:12,579 --> 00:47:14,081 I got you something. 535 00:47:14,164 --> 00:47:16,792 - What? You didn't have to. - I know. 536 00:47:19,378 --> 00:47:21,213 Somethin' tells me you'll enjoy it. 537 00:47:49,491 --> 00:47:51,034 Ugh, hurry up! 538 00:47:52,661 --> 00:47:53,912 Okay, this is it, people! 539 00:47:53,996 --> 00:47:56,873 It's fuckin' showtime! Let's go! 540 00:47:56,957 --> 00:47:59,793 I need more energy, passion! 541 00:47:59,876 --> 00:48:02,337 - More glycerol, Sarah. - But it makes my skin break out. 542 00:48:02,421 --> 00:48:03,755 I don't fuckin' care. 543 00:48:05,382 --> 00:48:06,717 - You ready? - Yeah, I'm fuckin' ready. 544 00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:08,176 - Yeah, you ready? - Yeah, I'm fuckin' re-- 545 00:48:10,929 --> 00:48:13,849 Okay, Bobbi. if Mick fucks up another light cue, 546 00:48:13,932 --> 00:48:14,975 I'm gonna fuckin' kill him. 547 00:48:15,058 --> 00:48:16,184 Mick, you were two seconds 548 00:48:16,268 --> 00:48:17,394 too late on that light cue. 549 00:48:17,477 --> 00:48:19,062 Lexi is very angry with you. 550 00:48:20,439 --> 00:48:22,399 Copy that. I'm really sorry. 551 00:48:25,527 --> 00:48:27,696 - He says sorry. - Okay, I don't fuckin' care. 552 00:48:27,779 --> 00:48:29,781 Tell him we'll replace him. 553 00:48:29,865 --> 00:48:33,368 - We don't have anyone to replace him with. - Just threaten him. 554 00:48:34,870 --> 00:48:37,414 Mick, I am relaying a message directly from Lexi. 555 00:48:37,497 --> 00:48:40,042 If you mess up again, we will replace you. 556 00:48:40,125 --> 00:48:41,501 With who? 557 00:48:41,585 --> 00:48:44,880 - He's asking with who. - Literally anybody. Any-- 558 00:48:44,963 --> 00:48:49,593 Mick, Mick, y-you-- A blind three-year-old could do a better job than you. 559 00:48:55,182 --> 00:48:56,892 ♪ See man rolling up ♪ 560 00:48:56,975 --> 00:48:58,685 ♪ And my dream gold as-- Woo! ♪ 561 00:48:58,769 --> 00:49:00,479 ♪ ♪ 562 00:49:06,610 --> 00:49:08,487 ♪ Yeah, they don't know what's up ♪ 563 00:49:08,570 --> 00:49:10,489 ♪ Yeah, they don't know what's up ♪ 564 00:49:10,572 --> 00:49:12,115 ♪ See me all rolling up ♪ 565 00:49:12,199 --> 00:49:14,326 ♪ ♪ 566 00:49:16,536 --> 00:49:18,997 ♪ ♪ 567 00:49:23,126 --> 00:49:26,463 All right, babe. Time for me and the boys to work out. 568 00:49:39,309 --> 00:49:41,478 You guys are so gay. 569 00:49:49,069 --> 00:49:52,614 - Babe, that's not funny. 570 00:49:52,698 --> 00:49:56,451 By the way, your friend never came to pick up his ticket. 571 00:49:56,535 --> 00:49:57,911 Oh, yeah, yeah. 572 00:49:57,994 --> 00:49:59,287 Man... 573 00:50:00,038 --> 00:50:01,498 Whoo! 574 00:50:25,814 --> 00:50:28,108 Tie... no tie? 575 00:50:28,191 --> 00:50:31,528 I think you look handsome with no tie. 576 00:50:31,611 --> 00:50:33,947 All right, fuck this shit then. 577 00:50:36,450 --> 00:50:38,535 Yo, you think, uh... 578 00:50:38,618 --> 00:50:42,122 you think other people will think that I look handsome? 579 00:50:42,789 --> 00:50:43,874 I do. 580 00:50:44,916 --> 00:50:48,587 Cool... I'm finna go put my pants on. 581 00:51:00,182 --> 00:51:02,142 ♪ ♪ 582 00:51:24,581 --> 00:51:26,666 ♪ ♪ 583 00:51:28,585 --> 00:51:30,712 How ya doin', playa? 584 00:51:36,593 --> 00:51:38,678 ♪ ♪ 585 00:51:49,606 --> 00:51:53,235 ♪ ♪ 586 00:51:56,321 --> 00:51:59,616 All right, uh... I'm finna head out. 587 00:51:59,699 --> 00:52:01,159 Wait, you're, uh, you're leavin'? 588 00:52:03,161 --> 00:52:04,788 Yeah, I'm about to leave right now. 589 00:52:11,127 --> 00:52:14,381 Is-is everything good? 590 00:52:14,464 --> 00:52:16,174 All right, c'mon. Get outta here. 591 00:52:16,258 --> 00:52:18,552 Run along, babe. 592 00:52:19,928 --> 00:52:22,305 Man, whoo! 593 00:52:22,389 --> 00:52:24,349 All right. Come on, tiger. 594 00:52:26,852 --> 00:52:28,603 Come on, let's pump some iron, boys! 595 00:52:32,315 --> 00:52:34,442 Hey, Paulie. Could you rub a smidgen of oil on my back? 596 00:52:34,526 --> 00:52:37,654 I can't reach. My pecs are gettin' too freakin' big. 597 00:52:37,737 --> 00:52:38,905 Anything for you, Jake. 598 00:52:38,989 --> 00:52:42,158 Hey, Jake. Your body's fantastic. Can I help? 599 00:52:42,242 --> 00:52:44,160 ♪ ♪ 600 00:52:49,916 --> 00:52:51,418 ♪ ♪ 601 00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:57,465 ♪ Where have all the good men gone ♪ 602 00:52:57,549 --> 00:53:00,760 ♪ And where are all the gods ♪ 603 00:53:00,844 --> 00:53:03,597 ♪ Where's the streetwise Hercules ♪ 604 00:53:03,680 --> 00:53:07,601 - ♪ To fight the rising odds ♪ 605 00:53:07,684 --> 00:53:13,773 ♪ Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed ♪ 606 00:53:13,857 --> 00:53:16,693 ♪ Late at night, I toss and I turn ♪ 607 00:53:16,776 --> 00:53:19,487 ♪ And I dream of what I need ♪ 608 00:53:19,571 --> 00:53:21,907 - ♪ I need a hero ♪ 609 00:53:21,990 --> 00:53:25,994 ♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ 610 00:53:26,077 --> 00:53:29,664 ♪ He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast ♪ 611 00:53:29,748 --> 00:53:31,958 ♪ Gotta be fresh from the fight ♪ 612 00:53:32,042 --> 00:53:33,877 ♪ I need a hero ♪ 613 00:53:33,960 --> 00:53:38,757 - ♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the morning light ♪ 614 00:53:38,840 --> 00:53:42,636 - ♪ He's gotta be sure, and it's gotta be soon ♪ 615 00:53:42,719 --> 00:53:46,473 ♪ Gotta be larger than life ♪ 616 00:53:46,556 --> 00:53:48,975 ♪ Larger than life ♪ 617 00:53:49,059 --> 00:53:53,438 - ♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ 618 00:53:54,773 --> 00:53:56,900 ♪ ♪ 619 00:54:01,237 --> 00:54:03,114 ♪ ♪ 620 00:54:06,701 --> 00:54:09,955 ♪ Up where the mountains meet the heavens above ♪ 621 00:54:10,038 --> 00:54:12,999 ♪ Out where the lightning splits the sea ♪ 622 00:54:13,083 --> 00:54:15,085 ♪ I could swear there is someone ♪ 623 00:54:15,168 --> 00:54:19,506 ♪ Somewhere watching me ♪ 624 00:54:19,589 --> 00:54:22,884 ♪ Through the wind and the chill and the rain ♪ 625 00:54:22,968 --> 00:54:25,762 ♪ The storm and the flood ♪ 626 00:54:25,845 --> 00:54:30,684 - ♪ I can feel his approach like a fire in my blood ♪ 627 00:54:30,767 --> 00:54:34,229 ♪ Like a fire in my brain, like a fire in my brain ♪ 628 00:54:34,312 --> 00:54:36,690 ♪ Like a fire in my... ♪ 629 00:54:39,818 --> 00:54:42,070 - ♪ I need a hero ♪ 630 00:54:42,153 --> 00:54:45,323 - ♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ 631 00:54:45,407 --> 00:54:49,828 - Oh my god! - ♪ He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast ♪ 632 00:54:49,911 --> 00:54:52,372 ♪ Gotta be fresh from the fight ♪ 633 00:54:52,455 --> 00:54:54,499 ♪ I need a hero ♪ 634 00:54:56,126 --> 00:54:58,545 ♪ Hero 'til the morning light ♪ 635 00:54:58,628 --> 00:55:02,966 ♪ He's gotta be sure, and it's gotta be soon ♪ 636 00:55:03,049 --> 00:55:05,260 ♪ Gotta be larger than life ♪ 637 00:55:05,343 --> 00:55:07,637 ♪ I need a hero ♪ 638 00:55:07,721 --> 00:55:11,725 ♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ 639 00:55:11,808 --> 00:55:15,186 ♪ He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast ♪ 640 00:55:15,270 --> 00:55:17,981 - ♪ Gotta be fresh from the fight ♪ 641 00:55:18,064 --> 00:55:20,025 ♪ I need a hero ♪ 642 00:55:20,108 --> 00:55:24,362 - ♪ Holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night ♪ - Woo! 643 00:55:24,446 --> 00:55:28,074 - ♪ He's gotta be strong, and he's gotta be fast ♪ 644 00:55:28,158 --> 00:55:31,870 ♪ Gotta be fresh from the fight... ♪ 645 00:55:41,296 --> 00:55:43,423 Lexi, you're a fuckin' G! 646 00:56:07,072 --> 00:56:08,406 It's goin' good, right? 647 00:56:09,699 --> 00:56:12,577 She's brilliant. Lexi's brilliant. 648 00:56:14,579 --> 00:56:16,539 - Nate. - Why the fuck are they laughing? 649 00:56:16,623 --> 00:56:19,000 - Nate! - That shit is so fuckin' homophobic. 650 00:56:19,084 --> 00:56:20,794 Babe, I'm so sorry. I had no idea Lex-- 651 00:56:20,877 --> 00:56:22,462 - She's your fuckin' sister! - No, I-- 652 00:56:22,545 --> 00:56:24,464 - I, I-- No-- - You know what, pack your shit. Get the fuck outta my house. 653 00:56:24,547 --> 00:56:25,882 I'm fuckin' done. 654 00:57:18,309 --> 00:57:20,395 ♪ ♪ 655 00:57:35,243 --> 00:57:37,328 ♪ ♪ 656 00:57:51,301 --> 00:57:53,386 ♪ ♪ 657 00:58:07,275 --> 00:58:09,360 ♪ ♪ 658 00:58:23,249 --> 00:58:25,376 ♪ ♪