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I'll be late.
I have a meeting at Austin's school.
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Okay, see you then.
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What are you playing at, little girl?
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- What?
- Don't do that.
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- Don't do what?
- Virginia, is this a game to you?
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Is this a game, Mom? No, it's not a game.
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No one here is playing games but you.
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What is it exactly that you want from me?
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I need you to grow the hell up, okay?
Grow up.
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God, I am so mad, I could just...
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Kill me?
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Austin, let's go!
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It's a funny thing to realize
your entire life has been a lie.
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♪ I think I made a big mistake ♪
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♪ You keep messing with my brain… ♪
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The only thing you can trust
in this world
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is that you can't trust anyone.
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Except me.
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I'm always gonna be here for you.
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♪ Every time I take your lead
Feels like a curse… ♪
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Come on, get your jacket.
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♪ Feels even worse ♪
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♪ Baby, you're the devil I know ♪
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♪ I know ♪
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♪ Baby, you're the devil I know… ♪
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Trust is a funny thing.
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It's so easily abused.
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And betrayal leaves a metallic taste.
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♪ Baby, I'm the devil now ♪
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I'm really enjoying
having Austin in class,
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but he's behind in a few subjects.
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I know he's moved around a lot,
so that could be part of it.
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He's a smart kid.
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Whatever he doesn't know,
he'll pick up fast.
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It's not just that.
Has he shown any signs of anxiety?
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Of anxiety?
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He's nine.
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I would love to have
the guidance counselor meet with him,
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maybe evaluate him
for a possible 504 Plan.
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No, no,
Austin doesn't need whatever that is.
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He's fine. Look, if he's behind,
we'll study harder at home.
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- I'll make sure of it.
- Ms. Miller, uh...
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- Uh…
- Sorry to interrupt.
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Give it back. Now.
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He said that he took it
from the reflection corner.
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I found it in his backpack.
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She made me sit there forever.
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It was 15 minutes, Zach,
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to reflect on why we don't call people
"bloody booger face."
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Tiffany Griffin is a bloody booger.
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I'm so sorry.
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He's having such a hard time
with everything.
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- I understand.
- No, I'm not.
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Don't blame Dad.
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Zach, we do not take
what doesn't belong to us.
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- You're busy, I'm just gonna...
- Oh no. Just... It'll...
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Thank you. Thank you for this.
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What's a 504 Plan?
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Sneaking in?
You really are my kid.
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♪ Butterflies in my chest ♪
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♪ Beating on me, beating beating on me… ♪
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Hunter.
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Hey.
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Uh, hey.
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Thank you.
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Yeah, no... No problem.
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Um…
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Was that my arch-nemesis?
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Yeah, it was nothing.
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♪ I really really like you ♪
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♪ Turn around and catch my face ♪
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♪ Cheesin' at you
Cheesin' cheesin' at you ♪
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♪ Laying in my bed… ♪
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Are you okay?
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- What was that about?
- It's nothing.
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What?
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- Are we hanging out later?
- I can't, I have therapy.
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I gotta go. I'll see you later.
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Guys, Sophie looks so happy.
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I hate it.
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"Be kind, it's free."
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Yeah, real kind, Sophie,
when you ripped my heart out.
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She kept our pictures up.
What do you think that means?
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That she loves you and misses you
and wants to get back together.
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Really?
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No.
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Perfect.
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'Cause I play the evil,
unlovable witch in the musical.
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So, you know,
different from my everyday life.
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Why do you wear these?
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There's no glass in them.
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You're so weird.
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What? Zach, you're his friend now?
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Shut up.
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Zach?
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Something tells me
this is not work-related.
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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You okay?
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Yeah. Just looking at dresses.
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Dresses that are far outside
of our budget.
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Yeah, we should talk about the budget.
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- Yeah, what about it?
- I hate it.
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Mm.
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Alas, milady,
I am but a humble civil servant,
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so you… you need to think smaller.
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Think… intimate.
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What about your parents?
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What are they getting us
for a wedding gift?
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Not a wedding,
which is where you're going with this.
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Georgia, we talked about it, okay?
I do not take money from my parents.
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I never have, and I'm not starting now.
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Mm-hmm. Who paid for your college again?
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Remind me whose Netflix account we're on.
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Georgia.
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I'm sorry, I'm just saying,
if someone has money
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and they wanna give it to you,
it's none of your business.
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She's right. You only get married once.
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Unless you get married twice
before you're 30, like a tramp.
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Is this the draft of the long-term
financial plan that I asked you for, Nick?
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The summary is that Wellsbury
is very expensive.
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Yeah, we knew that.
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Looks like Cynthia was not wrong.
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Most of this budget
is going to the schools.
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What is the school budget?
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$89,000,000.
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Jesus.
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Ooh.
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- Oh, what do you think?
- My God, Jess, I love that one.
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So do we know
who's gonna be in the limo yet?
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Derek said he's getting a Hummer.
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- No way.
- Oh my God.
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- No way.
- I'm so excited!
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That's pretty.
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I love that color.
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- Thanks.
- Are you shopping for prom too?
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Mom.
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Can I pretty, pretty please
get this purse?
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"Mom?"
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So last session I heard about
your childhood and what got you here.
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That was like the tip
of the childhood iceberg.
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You said you grew up in poverty.
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Did you ever feel like
you weren't taken care of?
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No. No, it wasn't like that.
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Georgia took care of us.
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It's just her methods were questionable.
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I'm sorry, how is any of this
related to my self-harm?
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We wanna keep identifying your triggers.
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Let's talk about
the last time you self-harmed.
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Thanksgiving.
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Okay.
And what was going on then?
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Do you remember what you were feeling
at Thanksgiving?
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No.
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I'm sensing that you're angry.
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Oh, are you? That doctorate
really coming through.
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I'm sorry.
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We have to figure out how we work together
so that I can help you help yourself.
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You're saying I need to trust you.
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Is that a problem for you?
It sounds like it is.
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Mm. Don't I have to?
That's why people come to therapy.
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Why did you come to therapy?
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To get better.
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To not hurt myself.
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Thank you.
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These are tools
I want you to try.
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The rubber band is a distractor.
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When you feel you wanna self-harm,
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snap the rubber band to distract yourself,
get out of that moment.
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And then when you're out of danger,
write your feelings in the notebook.
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And if you really think
you are going to self-harm,
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I want you to call me instead.
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Does that sound doable?
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I need a commitment
that you're going to try.
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Giving them to you does nothing
if you don't use them.
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I'll try the tools.
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And, Ginny,
it's good that you're angry.
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You're letting yourself feel.
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Keep watching out for your triggers.
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I can't see.
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You can't see? Well, that's silly.
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Okay.
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Now, do you trust me? Okay.
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I'm sorry, my daughter
must have grabbed this.
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- I didn't notice.
- Yeah.
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No problem.
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Did you know that Edith Wharton's home
is available for weddings?
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The Mount.
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Isn't that romantic?
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I… I didn't take you
for an Edith Wharton fan.
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A bunch of the Neighborhood Club women
have been to weddings there.
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- They were talking about it.
- I see.
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Hey, by the way, I'm sorry you didn't
get into the Neighborhood Club.
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- I know you really wanted it.
- It's not over till it's over.
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I do not want to know what that means.
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Hey.
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What about a barn?
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- A barn?
- Yeah, like a charming, rustic barn.
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- Like a barn, like pigs?
- No, not pigs. Okay, no.
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My friend and his wife,
they… they found this barn in Maine,
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and they got married there,
and it was… it was beautiful.
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- I like pigs.
- You do your homework, you.
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I don't wanna get called in
for any more "talks."
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- What's this?
- It's for Austin.
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Oh.
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Whoa, awesome!
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Paul, are you bribing this boy?
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What? No, I didn't get him that.
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♪ They're wishin' that I was for free
But they better beg… ♪
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I love this game.
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♪ I'm tryna walk out the back
'Cause the front door is crowded ♪
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♪ And get in the back seat
And make sure my dollars are counted ♪
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Oh, hi, Mom. Come on in.
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You went into my purse?
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You used Austin's name.
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I figured he might as well
get something out of it.
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I did that out of necessity.
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You like it here? You like this house?
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'Cause we almost lost it all.
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But why do you still have it?
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My credit score is a 315.
How'd you figure that?
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You think you are so clever,
but you are playing with fire.
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I'm not scared of you.
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Scared of me?
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I'm scared of you. You can't be trusted.
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- What was that about?
- What'd you hear?
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Nothing. Just heard the door slam.
You guys fighting?
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No, it's nothing.
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Okay.
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- There's a lot of nothing going on.
- What's that supposed to mean?
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It's…
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It's just getting hard to pretend…
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…that something's not
going on with you.
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Oh.
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It's hard for you, is it?
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Well, if I'm so hard,
why don't you just leave?
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- What are you doing?
- I'm not doing anything, Marcus.
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You keep coming here
and getting up in my shit,
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and honestly, it's annoying.
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Yeah, I'm not doing this.
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♪ But I, lie when I say
That I don't care what you think ♪
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♪ Can't you see that I'm the best thing ♪
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♪ Don't count me
Don't count me ♪
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- ♪ Don't count me ♪
- ♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪
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♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪
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♪ The best thing ♪
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♪ No ♪
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- ♪ Don't count me, don't count me ♪
- ♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪
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♪ Yeah, don't count me ♪
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License for a pickleball court.
Wanted to hand-deliver it.
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How exciting.
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Oh, that's wonderful.
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- Thank you.
- Of course.
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- Did Paul go for the Mount?
- Mm-mm.
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Listen, I know this might be a long shot
after Cynthia, but I was thinking...
254
00:14:47,011 --> 00:14:50,180
It's nothing personal, Georgia.
It's just the process.
255
00:14:50,681 --> 00:14:52,016
There's a waitlist.
256
00:14:52,099 --> 00:14:54,518
Besides,
I'm dealing with a mini-crisis right now.
257
00:14:54,602 --> 00:14:57,062
The book of Emily Dickinson's poems
is missing.
258
00:14:57,146 --> 00:14:58,272
What?
259
00:14:58,355 --> 00:15:01,692
Just gone. Middle of the night,
someone picked the lock.
260
00:15:01,775 --> 00:15:04,820
Oh no, that's terrible.
Who would do something like that?
261
00:15:04,904 --> 00:15:07,531
Well, I'm hoping
not one of our members, but…
262
00:15:08,115 --> 00:15:09,491
Maybe it's just a prank.
263
00:15:09,575 --> 00:15:12,411
The historical society
is pulling everything we have on loan.
264
00:15:12,494 --> 00:15:14,371
It's horrible.
265
00:15:14,455 --> 00:15:16,832
The whole club's reputation is at stake.
266
00:15:16,916 --> 00:15:18,459
I'm sure it'll turn up.
267
00:15:28,052 --> 00:15:29,053
Hey, are you okay?
268
00:15:29,637 --> 00:15:31,639
I'm fine.
269
00:15:35,434 --> 00:15:36,352
Switch with me?
270
00:15:37,728 --> 00:15:39,480
- Hey.
- Hi, Padma.
271
00:15:39,563 --> 00:15:42,483
Could I just grab a…
a salted caramel latte?
272
00:15:54,662 --> 00:15:57,039
- Oh, Bracia…
- Hey, guys.
273
00:15:57,122 --> 00:15:58,290
- Hey.
- Hey, Ginny.
274
00:15:58,374 --> 00:15:59,208
Hi.
275
00:16:00,501 --> 00:16:02,753
- What's wrong?
- Only everything.
276
00:16:03,963 --> 00:16:05,965
We got our cast photos back today.
277
00:16:06,840 --> 00:16:08,676
They got me looking like a Milk Dud.
278
00:16:10,302 --> 00:16:12,805
It's not… that bad.
279
00:16:12,888 --> 00:16:14,682
This ain't it. What did Beyoncé say?
280
00:16:14,765 --> 00:16:17,476
- You can't put blue lights on Black girls.
- Period.
281
00:16:17,559 --> 00:16:19,228
Mm. The caucacity.
282
00:16:20,187 --> 00:16:22,439
Look what they did to Bryon.
283
00:16:25,025 --> 00:16:26,986
Oh. Still fine though.
284
00:16:27,069 --> 00:16:28,404
At least you'll match.
285
00:16:30,364 --> 00:16:31,740
Hey, what are you doing tonight?
286
00:16:33,033 --> 00:16:34,243
Slowly dying, I guess.
287
00:16:34,326 --> 00:16:35,869
I have an idea.
288
00:16:39,456 --> 00:16:41,291
The food is so good here.
289
00:16:44,294 --> 00:16:47,339
It's nice here.
This isn't Sarabeth's.
290
00:16:47,881 --> 00:16:49,174
- This one.
- Hi.
291
00:16:49,258 --> 00:16:50,217
Hey, Ginny.
292
00:16:50,801 --> 00:16:52,970
Uh, what can I get for you guys?
293
00:16:53,053 --> 00:16:55,347
Can we get the sweet potato fries?
294
00:17:01,854 --> 00:17:04,648
- Yeah, I'll just, uh, be right back.
- Cool.
295
00:17:13,991 --> 00:17:17,202
♪ Deck the halls with boughs of holly ♪
296
00:17:17,286 --> 00:17:19,997
♪ Fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la ♪
297
00:17:20,789 --> 00:17:22,666
♪ 'Tis the season… ♪
298
00:17:22,750 --> 00:17:25,044
Hey, why so glum?
299
00:17:25,711 --> 00:17:26,670
- Nothing.
- Nothing.
300
00:17:27,171 --> 00:17:30,591
Couple of grinches.
301
00:17:31,425 --> 00:17:32,301
Yeah.
302
00:17:32,384 --> 00:17:34,136
How was rehearsal?
303
00:17:34,219 --> 00:17:37,347
Well, my character is
the evil, ugly witch.
304
00:17:37,431 --> 00:17:41,810
One of my lines is literally,
"My jowls quiver with spite."
305
00:17:41,894 --> 00:17:43,187
Oh, well, that's fun.
306
00:17:43,270 --> 00:17:44,855
Mom, it's tragic.
307
00:17:46,023 --> 00:17:49,943
There are no small roles,
only small actors.
308
00:17:50,527 --> 00:17:52,154
Dad, gross.
309
00:17:52,237 --> 00:17:57,034
I wanted to be the lead
and be all hot, and maybe win Sophie back.
310
00:17:57,117 --> 00:17:58,702
You need to get over Sophie.
311
00:17:58,786 --> 00:18:02,122
Mom, that is the most insensitive thing
you could say to me.
312
00:18:02,206 --> 00:18:05,459
I loved her,
and I can't just get over her.
313
00:18:05,542 --> 00:18:08,003
That would be like me telling you
to just get over Dad.
314
00:18:08,837 --> 00:18:11,090
I mean, it's not exactly
like getting over Dad. I hope.
315
00:18:11,173 --> 00:18:12,633
You guys are so mean.
316
00:18:12,716 --> 00:18:15,803
I'm heartbroken,
and I cry like every night.
317
00:18:15,886 --> 00:18:16,845
I don't hear you cry.
318
00:18:16,929 --> 00:18:19,264
Oh, that's 'cause
you're too busy jerking off!
319
00:18:23,894 --> 00:18:25,437
And what's bothering you?
320
00:18:26,063 --> 00:18:27,064
Global warming.
321
00:18:46,792 --> 00:18:49,586
- Hello.
- Periwinkle, lavender, or thistle?
322
00:18:49,670 --> 00:18:52,422
Last one sounds weirdly erotic,
but I'm kinda into it.
323
00:18:52,506 --> 00:18:53,799
Come again?
324
00:18:53,882 --> 00:18:55,634
Figuring out my wedding colors.
325
00:18:56,218 --> 00:18:57,052
Ah.
326
00:18:57,136 --> 00:19:00,055
I just wanted to know if you were coming.
327
00:19:00,931 --> 00:19:03,267
Oh, Peach… Uh…
328
00:19:03,350 --> 00:19:04,268
No, I know.
329
00:19:05,310 --> 00:19:06,228
I know.
330
00:19:06,937 --> 00:19:08,355
I don't think I can.
331
00:19:09,398 --> 00:19:10,899
Yeah, I get it. I just...
332
00:19:11,942 --> 00:19:14,903
Is it weird I think you might be
one of my only friends?
333
00:19:14,987 --> 00:19:19,241
No. No, it's not weird.
You mean a lot to me. You know that.
334
00:19:19,324 --> 00:19:22,202
I love you. I'll always love you.
335
00:19:23,370 --> 00:19:25,330
Yeah. Same.
336
00:19:27,708 --> 00:19:29,251
How fun for us.
337
00:19:31,753 --> 00:19:33,964
That is exactly why I can't be there.
338
00:19:34,047 --> 00:19:36,341
Yeah, I just...
339
00:19:37,968 --> 00:19:41,221
I don't really have family, you know,
and that's you.
340
00:19:44,808 --> 00:19:45,642
Thistle.
341
00:19:46,643 --> 00:19:48,979
- Yeah, you think?
- Definitely.
342
00:19:49,062 --> 00:19:50,522
Trust the photographer.
343
00:19:50,606 --> 00:19:52,608
Okay, now let's decide
on the table settings.
344
00:19:52,691 --> 00:19:55,235
Okay, I'm trying to be understanding here.
345
00:19:55,319 --> 00:19:56,320
All right, fine.
346
00:19:57,070 --> 00:19:59,323
No more wedding talk.
We'll just stick to co-parenting.
347
00:19:59,406 --> 00:20:01,575
Oh, hey, your daughter's a demon.
348
00:20:03,785 --> 00:20:07,623
Well, Beelzebub and Bracia just got here,
so I gotta go.
349
00:20:08,248 --> 00:20:09,166
Ginny's there?
350
00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:11,543
Hold... Who's Bracia?
351
00:20:12,961 --> 00:20:13,837
Hello?
352
00:20:15,214 --> 00:20:19,343
Thank you so much, Mr. Miller.
This is beyond.
353
00:20:19,426 --> 00:20:20,469
Hey, no problem.
354
00:20:21,303 --> 00:20:24,306
- You're in great hands. My dad's the best.
- Clearly.
355
00:20:24,890 --> 00:20:26,600
Um, where was this one shot?
356
00:20:27,434 --> 00:20:30,520
I shot that for National Geographic
on my last trip to India.
357
00:20:30,604 --> 00:20:32,689
Oh, casual.
358
00:20:32,773 --> 00:20:35,817
- Uh, so where else have you been?
- Everywhere.
359
00:20:35,901 --> 00:20:38,320
Oh yeah. The most dangerous of places.
360
00:20:38,403 --> 00:20:41,073
From the mountains of the Himalayas
to the biker bars of Georgia.
361
00:20:41,156 --> 00:20:43,158
Okay, Dad, save it for the book.
362
00:20:43,242 --> 00:20:44,701
Okay, let's go.
363
00:20:47,246 --> 00:20:48,080
All right.
364
00:20:53,961 --> 00:20:56,171
Hey, do whatever feels natural.
365
00:20:58,924 --> 00:21:00,342
Pick up your shoulders,
366
00:21:01,635 --> 00:21:02,719
now drop them.
367
00:21:03,303 --> 00:21:04,263
Breathe.
368
00:21:06,265 --> 00:21:07,557
Forget you've ever felt joy.
369
00:21:08,809 --> 00:21:10,185
Yeah, now glare at me.
370
00:21:10,769 --> 00:21:12,896
You hate me. Okay.
371
00:21:13,480 --> 00:21:16,191
Okay, uh, now your leg is broken
and you're in pain,
372
00:21:16,275 --> 00:21:19,361
but like a cute kind of pain,
like a pouty pain.
373
00:21:20,529 --> 00:21:21,446
Yeah.
374
00:21:23,198 --> 00:21:24,283
Ginny, get in there.
375
00:21:24,366 --> 00:21:26,910
- What?
- Ginny, get in here, please.
376
00:21:30,622 --> 00:21:31,456
Okay.
377
00:21:31,540 --> 00:21:34,042
♪ I want you to want me ♪
378
00:21:34,793 --> 00:21:38,297
♪ But you just wanna love me for the day ♪
379
00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:42,426
♪ And I can't just walk away ♪
380
00:21:42,968 --> 00:21:46,471
♪ Even though
I know you're trouble, babe… ♪
381
00:21:46,555 --> 00:21:47,973
Okay. Yes.
382
00:21:48,056 --> 00:21:50,183
♪ So I'mma take my time ♪
383
00:21:51,018 --> 00:21:54,521
♪ Go with the flow
Can't get too involved… ♪
384
00:21:55,689 --> 00:21:56,648
Ginny, come on.
385
00:21:56,732 --> 00:21:58,275
♪ You got a face that I ♪
386
00:21:59,192 --> 00:22:03,655
♪ Just can't say no to
Just can't say no to you ♪
387
00:22:04,740 --> 00:22:07,784
♪ You know I want you, baby
You know I do ♪
388
00:22:08,827 --> 00:22:10,620
♪ I'll give you my heart… ♪
389
00:22:10,704 --> 00:22:12,789
Oh my God.
390
00:22:12,873 --> 00:22:14,750
♪ You ain't no good for me ♪
391
00:22:14,833 --> 00:22:17,919
♪ I know it's true
But you don't have… ♪
392
00:22:19,212 --> 00:22:20,172
No!
393
00:22:20,756 --> 00:22:23,216
She's everywhere. She's haunting me.
394
00:22:23,300 --> 00:22:27,346
Oh my... She looks phenomenal.
395
00:22:27,429 --> 00:22:28,847
I mean, they both do.
396
00:22:28,930 --> 00:22:31,224
Okay, I did not need to see her
looking that good today.
397
00:22:31,308 --> 00:22:32,684
I did not need to see that.
398
00:22:33,977 --> 00:22:36,313
Ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow, ow.
399
00:22:36,396 --> 00:22:39,316
- What? What?
- Ow, ow, ow. Cramp attack. Ow.
400
00:22:39,399 --> 00:22:40,442
And you wore white?
401
00:22:40,525 --> 00:22:43,320
I know, okay? Don't remind me.
402
00:22:43,403 --> 00:22:45,906
- You want an Advil or something?
- No.
403
00:22:45,989 --> 00:22:46,823
Or a muzzle.
404
00:22:48,658 --> 00:22:50,535
Babe, I can't reach.
405
00:22:51,787 --> 00:22:53,955
- Press, you couldn't handle a period.
- Mm.
406
00:22:54,039 --> 00:22:56,083
- Okay, ready?
- Mm-hmm.
407
00:22:56,166 --> 00:22:58,418
- Think so.
- Yeah, here we go.
408
00:23:05,926 --> 00:23:08,595
♪ Remember the hard times that we had ♪
409
00:23:11,139 --> 00:23:14,142
♪ Looking back now
They don't seem so bad ♪
410
00:23:15,602 --> 00:23:17,270
♪ But even so ♪
411
00:23:17,354 --> 00:23:18,563
♪ I want you to know ♪
412
00:23:18,647 --> 00:23:22,401
♪ I do not regret a single thing we did ♪
413
00:23:22,484 --> 00:23:26,154
♪ 'Cause we're just kids
From the moment that we met ♪
414
00:23:28,198 --> 00:23:30,659
♪ And if I had
The chance to speak ♪
415
00:23:31,743 --> 00:23:32,786
♪ I'd tell you that ♪
416
00:23:33,537 --> 00:23:36,164
♪ That you're no good for me ♪
417
00:23:37,457 --> 00:23:42,462
♪ And love's a poison
For which there is no cure ♪
418
00:23:43,046 --> 00:23:46,842
♪ That's why I'm gettin' out
'Cause I can't take no more ♪
419
00:23:48,135 --> 00:23:52,556
♪ I'm gonna run away
To the open valley ♪
420
00:23:54,182 --> 00:23:57,352
♪ 'Cause I can't find a reason
For me to stay ♪
421
00:23:59,604 --> 00:24:03,316
♪ Staying here now
Just seems like child's play ♪
422
00:24:16,163 --> 00:24:19,499
Uh, Hunter, bro, you… you good?
423
00:24:19,583 --> 00:24:20,417
What?
424
00:24:21,501 --> 00:24:23,086
It's not like it's about anybody.
425
00:24:23,670 --> 00:24:27,174
No, no, no. Guys, come on,
gas up the band. Gas up the band.
426
00:24:27,257 --> 00:24:29,134
Great job! Yeah!
427
00:24:29,217 --> 00:24:31,428
- Guys, it's a great song!
- Babe, so good.
428
00:24:31,511 --> 00:24:33,472
- It's a sad song, but it's great.
- Yay.
429
00:24:33,555 --> 00:24:36,057
Jordan, man,
you were sloppy on the chorus.
430
00:24:36,141 --> 00:24:38,602
Dog, I am tits-deep
in a weed gummy right now.
431
00:24:38,685 --> 00:24:40,270
I...
432
00:24:40,353 --> 00:24:43,273
Oh, babe, do you want one?
It might be good for the cramps.
433
00:24:43,356 --> 00:24:44,983
- Oh. Mm-hmm.
- Aw.
434
00:24:45,066 --> 00:24:49,446
Hey, how high do I have to be
to never think anything ever again?
435
00:24:51,114 --> 00:24:52,782
Um…
436
00:24:56,536 --> 00:24:58,538
That was really special. Thank you.
437
00:24:58,622 --> 00:24:59,831
Hey, no sweat.
438
00:25:00,790 --> 00:25:03,293
It's good to see you
expanding your friend circle.
439
00:25:03,376 --> 00:25:05,712
Is that code
for "finally making Black friends"?
440
00:25:07,422 --> 00:25:09,716
So how are things going with Dr. Lily?
441
00:25:09,799 --> 00:25:11,927
She wants me to write
my feelings in a journal.
442
00:25:12,427 --> 00:25:13,762
What am I supposed to say?
443
00:25:13,845 --> 00:25:16,056
"Are you there, God? It's me, Ginny."
444
00:25:16,139 --> 00:25:18,433
"Dear Diary, today I wanna burn myself."
445
00:25:18,517 --> 00:25:22,103
How about poetry? You liked making
a poem for that contest, right?
446
00:25:22,896 --> 00:25:24,022
Yeah, I didn't win.
447
00:25:24,105 --> 00:25:26,316
Right, because therapy is about winning.
448
00:25:26,942 --> 00:25:30,111
Look, the poem you wrote was beautiful
and it came from the heart.
449
00:25:30,654 --> 00:25:31,821
Why not try that?
450
00:25:33,657 --> 00:25:36,034
Dear Diary, today I wanna burn
451
00:25:36,117 --> 00:25:37,827
When, oh, when will I ever learn?
452
00:25:38,411 --> 00:25:41,289
God, she's healed. It's a miracle.
453
00:25:41,373 --> 00:25:44,793
Thank you, God. Thank you, Freud.
Thank you, Amanda Gorman.
454
00:25:47,254 --> 00:25:48,630
There's that smile.
455
00:25:50,882 --> 00:25:52,676
It's good to see that smile.
456
00:25:54,803 --> 00:25:56,596
Thanks for not telling Mom.
457
00:25:56,680 --> 00:25:59,766
Hey, as long as you're safe and healthy.
458
00:26:07,983 --> 00:26:09,901
♪ Don't change for me ♪
459
00:26:13,697 --> 00:26:17,492
♪ I like you just the way you are now ♪
460
00:26:21,496 --> 00:26:23,498
♪ Don't pray for me ♪
461
00:26:26,918 --> 00:26:30,672
♪ I did this on my own
And I got this far now ♪
462
00:26:30,755 --> 00:26:31,923
♪ Far now ♪
463
00:26:34,467 --> 00:26:37,929
♪ And I'll get higher with it… ♪
464
00:26:41,891 --> 00:26:44,311
Ginny, music down!
465
00:26:47,897 --> 00:26:51,610
♪ Just to let you know I did it… ♪
466
00:26:53,361 --> 00:26:54,904
You don't want me to come in there.
467
00:26:54,988 --> 00:26:58,450
♪ Just to let you know I live it ♪
468
00:27:16,176 --> 00:27:18,303
♪ Stay safe for me ♪
469
00:27:21,890 --> 00:27:25,560
♪ I see the inner you
And it hurts to let go ♪
470
00:27:37,155 --> 00:27:37,989
So this is sad.
471
00:27:43,453 --> 00:27:46,081
- You have lunch this block?
- No, I'm in chem.
472
00:27:48,291 --> 00:27:50,251
- I don't wanna talk.
- Okey doke.
473
00:27:58,051 --> 00:28:00,553
I'm sorry.
474
00:28:01,388 --> 00:28:02,472
- What?
- I'm sorry.
475
00:28:02,555 --> 00:28:04,391
- What?
- Okay, yeah.
476
00:28:08,144 --> 00:28:10,772
- What are you writing?
- Poetry. Ew.
477
00:28:11,481 --> 00:28:14,734
- I said it out loud, and I hate it.
- Why? Poetry's cool.
478
00:28:19,030 --> 00:28:20,198
Can I hear one?
479
00:28:20,281 --> 00:28:21,241
A poem?
480
00:28:21,324 --> 00:28:22,158
Yeah.
481
00:28:27,038 --> 00:28:28,498
Okay. Um…
482
00:28:29,749 --> 00:28:31,292
Give me a word, any word.
483
00:28:31,918 --> 00:28:32,752
Uh…
484
00:28:35,672 --> 00:28:36,506
Christmas.
485
00:28:37,132 --> 00:28:38,133
- "Christmas?"
- Yeah.
486
00:28:38,216 --> 00:28:39,634
That rhymes with like nothing.
487
00:28:39,718 --> 00:28:41,553
- Poems don't have to rhyme.
- I know that.
488
00:28:42,220 --> 00:28:44,681
Christmas. Christmas.
489
00:28:44,764 --> 00:28:46,975
Christmas feels like Halloween
490
00:28:47,559 --> 00:28:48,393
I'm haunted
491
00:28:48,476 --> 00:28:50,603
- I like that.
- Shut up, I'm doing poetry.
492
00:28:50,687 --> 00:28:53,022
Christmas feels like Halloween
493
00:28:53,565 --> 00:28:54,899
I'm haunted
494
00:28:55,483 --> 00:28:57,694
The air is dusty, the room is musty
495
00:28:57,777 --> 00:28:58,611
The crab is crusty
496
00:28:58,695 --> 00:29:00,488
- See, that rhymes. Yeah?
- Mm. Mm-hmm.
497
00:29:03,324 --> 00:29:06,119
In your absence, everything's tense
498
00:29:06,619 --> 00:29:07,871
Nothing makes sense
499
00:29:08,955 --> 00:29:10,206
Are you coming back?
500
00:29:10,874 --> 00:29:13,543
Am I in denial, or just incredibly dense?
501
00:29:14,169 --> 00:29:16,713
There's a shiver, dust in the air
502
00:29:16,796 --> 00:29:17,839
Am I dumb? Yes
503
00:29:17,922 --> 00:29:19,632
But have things been damaged
Beyond repair?
504
00:29:19,716 --> 00:29:20,967
Oh shit.
505
00:29:21,050 --> 00:29:25,013
I stubbornly stay stuck in a place
Not wanting to break free
506
00:29:25,096 --> 00:29:28,183
Not wanting to leave the space
Where you used to be
507
00:29:28,266 --> 00:29:31,478
Allowing you room to come back to me
And make it right
508
00:29:31,561 --> 00:29:33,021
But I know you're never coming back
509
00:29:33,104 --> 00:29:34,522
Not after that night
510
00:29:34,606 --> 00:29:36,191
Not after that fight
511
00:29:36,274 --> 00:29:38,318
I'm coming back. I'm back.
512
00:29:38,401 --> 00:29:40,862
No, it's not about you. It's just a poem.
513
00:29:40,945 --> 00:29:41,946
- Okay.
- So…
514
00:29:47,118 --> 00:29:48,620
Christmas feels like Halloween
515
00:29:50,997 --> 00:29:51,915
I'm haunted
516
00:29:57,086 --> 00:29:58,588
This is sickening.
517
00:29:59,881 --> 00:30:02,801
Are you gonna blow him?
Kinda looks like you're gonna blow him.
518
00:30:04,052 --> 00:30:04,886
Piss off, Max.
519
00:30:04,969 --> 00:30:05,970
Bite me, Marcus.
520
00:30:08,723 --> 00:30:09,682
Oh.
521
00:30:10,642 --> 00:30:11,976
Max, can I talk to you for a sec?
522
00:30:12,060 --> 00:30:13,770
- No, thanks.
- Oh. I know, I know.
523
00:30:13,853 --> 00:30:15,563
I just wanted to tell you, um,
524
00:30:15,647 --> 00:30:18,191
that I was at Blue Farm,
and I saw Sophie there.
525
00:30:18,274 --> 00:30:19,108
What?
526
00:30:19,192 --> 00:30:20,735
And she was on a date with a guy.
527
00:30:20,819 --> 00:30:23,613
- I wanted you to hear it from me first...
- Screw you, Abby.
528
00:30:24,489 --> 00:30:27,367
- That's a new low, even for you.
- Oh no, Max, I did not...
529
00:30:27,450 --> 00:30:28,868
No, please leave me alone.
530
00:30:36,668 --> 00:30:38,795
Do you wanna skip next block
and go smoke weed?
531
00:30:39,712 --> 00:30:41,047
Uh, yup.
532
00:30:41,130 --> 00:30:42,799
♪ I'm the best that you know ♪
533
00:30:42,882 --> 00:30:44,592
♪ And I got it on my own ♪
534
00:30:44,676 --> 00:30:46,302
♪ Stay in Gucci head to toe ♪
535
00:30:46,386 --> 00:30:48,096
♪ Get my way or it don't go ♪
536
00:30:48,179 --> 00:30:49,597
♪ I'm the best… ♪
537
00:30:54,644 --> 00:30:56,145
This is really cute.
538
00:30:56,229 --> 00:30:57,522
What, my room?
539
00:30:58,398 --> 00:30:59,357
Eh.
540
00:31:02,944 --> 00:31:03,945
Okay.
541
00:31:04,028 --> 00:31:04,863
Yes.
542
00:31:08,616 --> 00:31:11,411
If you're to look like anybody,
who would you wanna look like?
543
00:31:11,953 --> 00:31:14,372
- I don't know. Willow Smith.
- Mm.
544
00:31:14,455 --> 00:31:16,332
- How about you?
- Oh, Hailey Bieber, easy.
545
00:31:16,416 --> 00:31:17,292
She's such a queen.
546
00:31:17,375 --> 00:31:20,587
I feel like it's a privilege to exist
at the same time that she exists.
547
00:31:21,087 --> 00:31:21,921
True.
548
00:31:30,388 --> 00:31:31,764
- Thank you.
- Yeah.
549
00:31:33,975 --> 00:31:36,227
Blow, marry, kill.
550
00:31:36,311 --> 00:31:38,354
Jordan, Press, Brodie.
551
00:31:38,438 --> 00:31:40,440
Ew.
552
00:31:40,523 --> 00:31:41,566
Do it.
553
00:31:42,150 --> 00:31:43,693
- Do it.
- That's gross.
554
00:31:43,776 --> 00:31:45,153
Ugh! Okay.
555
00:31:45,236 --> 00:31:48,740
- I'd… I'd blow Brodie.
- Yeah, you would.
556
00:31:48,823 --> 00:31:51,618
- I'd… I'd kill Press.
- Yeah, you would.
557
00:31:51,701 --> 00:31:53,077
And I'd marry Jordan.
558
00:31:53,161 --> 00:31:56,581
- Ew!
- What? Jordan. I'd marry Jordan.
559
00:32:02,670 --> 00:32:04,422
It's like a full-on 7-Eleven in there.
560
00:32:04,505 --> 00:32:08,259
Oh, I try to avoid leaving these
four walls as much as possible, dude.
561
00:32:08,343 --> 00:32:11,512
It's been so weird with my mom
these past couple of days.
562
00:32:11,596 --> 00:32:14,182
It's just like weirdly… quiet.
563
00:32:15,350 --> 00:32:16,309
I'm sorry.
564
00:32:16,392 --> 00:32:18,686
Mm, not your fault.
It's my dad's fault for leaving.
565
00:32:18,770 --> 00:32:21,689
Yeah, but that sucks, and I get that.
566
00:32:21,773 --> 00:32:22,607
Yeah.
567
00:32:24,901 --> 00:32:29,280
Well, I'm probably just gonna end up
blowing a bunch of guys
568
00:32:29,364 --> 00:32:31,783
and it's gonna be his fault
for giving me daddy issues.
569
00:32:32,909 --> 00:32:33,868
Speaking of…
570
00:32:36,579 --> 00:32:39,123
you're, like, totally
with boy Baker now, aren't you?
571
00:32:40,583 --> 00:32:43,503
- Right?
- Yeah, I think so.
572
00:32:44,003 --> 00:32:45,171
Definitive.
573
00:32:45,254 --> 00:32:49,092
I... I mean, we're talking,
and… he sleeps over a lot.
574
00:32:49,175 --> 00:32:51,803
- Oh, scandalous!
- No, no, no, no.
575
00:32:51,886 --> 00:32:54,305
- No, it's not... It's not like that.
- What do you mean?
576
00:32:54,389 --> 00:32:56,891
No, it's nice. It's nice. He's…
577
00:32:56,975 --> 00:32:57,976
He's…
578
00:32:59,602 --> 00:33:00,770
You really like him, huh?
579
00:33:02,188 --> 00:33:03,106
Yeah.
580
00:33:03,898 --> 00:33:07,986
We should start a girl band
called Daddy Issues.
581
00:33:08,069 --> 00:33:10,071
We could have matching teen pregnancies.
582
00:33:10,154 --> 00:33:12,949
And if I got a teen pregnancy,
my mom would abort me.
583
00:33:13,950 --> 00:33:15,493
She'd keep the baby, but she'd abort me.
584
00:33:15,576 --> 00:33:18,162
I wonder what we'd even look like
if we were pregnant.
585
00:33:18,705 --> 00:33:19,747
Mm.
586
00:33:22,041 --> 00:33:22,875
Hot.
587
00:33:27,672 --> 00:33:29,674
You're really pretty, you know that?
588
00:33:30,466 --> 00:33:31,384
Ew.
589
00:33:32,510 --> 00:33:36,639
It is so wild to me, bro,
that your mom was pregnant right now.
590
00:33:37,181 --> 00:33:39,350
At our age.
Like that could literally be us,
591
00:33:39,434 --> 00:33:41,436
except I don't have sex
'cause everybody's terrible.
592
00:33:42,520 --> 00:33:44,856
And not to, like,
593
00:33:44,939 --> 00:33:47,608
- talk shit or anything…
- Oh, no, Abby, talk shit. Give it to me.
594
00:33:47,692 --> 00:33:50,611
…Maxine is being…
595
00:33:50,695 --> 00:33:54,532
- Say it.
- …a raging bitch.
596
00:33:54,615 --> 00:33:59,120
- Thank you. I know. I agree.
- But it's just, like, get over yourself.
597
00:33:59,203 --> 00:34:01,873
- You know what I mean? Get over yourself.
- Thank you.
598
00:34:05,001 --> 00:34:07,879
I really hate Norah for just going along
with everything Max is saying.
599
00:34:07,962 --> 00:34:09,881
I know. It stings.
600
00:34:10,673 --> 00:34:13,301
And I hate Hunter for blaming me
for everything that happened.
601
00:34:13,384 --> 00:34:19,098
I hate Press
for being such a bullshit sociopath.
602
00:34:19,182 --> 00:34:20,850
- He full on scares me.
- What the...
603
00:34:20,933 --> 00:34:22,268
But so do you, so…
604
00:34:24,270 --> 00:34:25,271
I scare you?
605
00:34:25,354 --> 00:34:27,482
Oh, very much. Yes, definitely.
606
00:34:29,692 --> 00:34:30,651
Okay, what are you...
607
00:34:34,155 --> 00:34:35,615
Are you scared, Miller?
608
00:34:37,241 --> 00:34:38,451
Do you feel better?
609
00:34:39,118 --> 00:34:40,286
What do you think?
610
00:34:43,915 --> 00:34:45,625
You wanna do something crazy?
611
00:34:45,708 --> 00:34:46,584
Um…
612
00:34:48,044 --> 00:34:51,255
Yeah. I...
Maybe. Why, what is it?
613
00:34:51,756 --> 00:34:56,094
♪ He's just no longer your type
You've got someone else on your mind… ♪
614
00:34:56,844 --> 00:34:59,514
Mm. This is an example of you scaring me.
615
00:34:59,597 --> 00:35:01,933
♪ Tell him he did nothing wrong ♪
616
00:35:02,016 --> 00:35:04,268
♪ You just decided you prefer blondes… ♪
617
00:35:05,728 --> 00:35:08,439
Josh Spear.
That's who Sophie was on a date with.
618
00:35:08,523 --> 00:35:10,066
I found a Venmo payment.
619
00:35:10,149 --> 00:35:12,652
- I'm sorry, babe.
- I just don't get it, you know?
620
00:35:12,735 --> 00:35:14,904
Like, how can she go
from me to him so quick?
621
00:35:14,987 --> 00:35:17,156
We just broke up. I feel really stupid.
622
00:35:17,240 --> 00:35:20,243
Look, I'm sure you're gonna get over her
a lot faster than you think you will.
623
00:35:20,326 --> 00:35:22,370
That's, like, not very supportive.
624
00:35:23,788 --> 00:35:24,956
I'm not being supportive?
625
00:35:27,291 --> 00:35:29,335
♪ You're gone and buried ♪
626
00:35:29,418 --> 00:35:31,254
♪ The cemetery ♪
627
00:35:31,337 --> 00:35:32,839
♪ Boy, ain't it scary ♪
628
00:35:32,922 --> 00:35:34,924
♪ R.I.P, you're dead to me ♪
629
00:35:35,007 --> 00:35:37,343
- ♪ Hey ♪
- ♪ You're gone and buried ♪
630
00:35:38,136 --> 00:35:39,804
♪ I hope you're ready ♪
631
00:35:40,304 --> 00:35:41,597
♪ Boy, ain't it scary ♪
632
00:35:41,681 --> 00:35:43,683
♪ R.I.P, you're dead to me ♪
633
00:35:43,766 --> 00:35:46,602
♪ Cross my broken heart ♪
634
00:35:46,686 --> 00:35:51,357
♪ I hope you die, die ♪
635
00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:55,486
♪ Cross my broken heart… ♪
636
00:35:56,154 --> 00:35:57,989
Ginny Miller. Abby Littman.
637
00:35:58,072 --> 00:35:59,448
Were you just skipping class?
638
00:36:00,908 --> 00:36:01,784
Come with me.
639
00:36:11,085 --> 00:36:12,003
Hello.
640
00:36:12,795 --> 00:36:13,796
This is she.
641
00:36:14,797 --> 00:36:15,756
Okay.
642
00:36:16,507 --> 00:36:18,759
I'm sorry, if Ginny says
she was at a dentist appointment,
643
00:36:18,843 --> 00:36:19,927
why are you calling me?
644
00:36:20,011 --> 00:36:22,305
Are you insinuating
that my daughter is lying?
645
00:36:26,309 --> 00:36:27,560
No, that's okay.
646
00:36:28,436 --> 00:36:31,105
I understand.
No, of course you have to check.
647
00:36:31,189 --> 00:36:32,523
All right.
648
00:36:32,607 --> 00:36:34,901
Thanks so much. Bye-bye.
649
00:36:39,238 --> 00:36:40,740
- Hi.
- Hi.
650
00:36:41,824 --> 00:36:42,742
Here you go.
651
00:36:46,245 --> 00:36:48,372
All right, let's go.
652
00:36:58,674 --> 00:36:59,634
Hey there.
653
00:37:00,426 --> 00:37:01,510
Hi, Mom.
654
00:37:06,974 --> 00:37:09,310
I know that you've been having
a hard time lately,
655
00:37:09,393 --> 00:37:12,146
so… I bought you a present.
656
00:37:13,689 --> 00:37:16,609
And it comes
with a really pretty girl on the bag.
657
00:37:22,865 --> 00:37:25,284
Mom, this is really cute.
658
00:37:27,078 --> 00:37:28,204
Thanks, Mom.
659
00:37:30,164 --> 00:37:32,166
I love you.
660
00:37:32,250 --> 00:37:33,834
I love you too, sweetie.
661
00:37:37,421 --> 00:37:39,423
I'm so sorry for stopping by like this.
662
00:37:39,507 --> 00:37:42,051
It seems like Zach was playing
with Austin's new game,
663
00:37:42,134 --> 00:37:44,095
- and now Austin can't find it.
- Oh.
664
00:37:44,178 --> 00:37:46,889
God. Okay. Please excuse the mess.
I haven't had any time to clean,
665
00:37:46,973 --> 00:37:49,016
and I'm in the middle
of a mental breakdown.
666
00:37:49,100 --> 00:37:50,851
And now I have to find his backpack. Uh…
667
00:37:51,477 --> 00:37:52,395
Oh yeah.
668
00:37:58,484 --> 00:38:01,654
Christ, that's brutal.
I'd want someone to pull the plug.
669
00:38:01,737 --> 00:38:05,825
It would be a mercy,
but we're not here to play God.
670
00:38:11,414 --> 00:38:13,749
- I'm so sorry about this.
- Oh, don't be.
671
00:38:15,459 --> 00:38:16,460
Oh, what's that?
672
00:38:19,338 --> 00:38:21,549
Oh, crap.
673
00:38:21,632 --> 00:38:23,301
Oh, crap.
674
00:38:23,384 --> 00:38:24,218
Crap.
675
00:38:24,302 --> 00:38:26,345
- Crap, crap!
- Oh.
676
00:38:26,429 --> 00:38:29,640
They sent an email out about this.
He must have nicked it.
677
00:38:30,975 --> 00:38:32,268
Oh, you must be loving this.
678
00:38:32,351 --> 00:38:34,061
No, I'm honestly not.
679
00:38:34,145 --> 00:38:36,689
I know how hard it is
for a kid to lose their dad.
680
00:38:36,772 --> 00:38:39,400
Austin didn't speak for a month
when his dad was arrested.
681
00:38:39,483 --> 00:38:42,528
Yeah, I was just gonna say
that I'll have his dad talk to him, but I…
682
00:38:43,195 --> 00:38:44,655
I can't say that, can I?
683
00:38:45,573 --> 00:38:48,951
Hey, we moms have to stick together, okay?
684
00:38:49,493 --> 00:38:50,328
Yeah, right.
685
00:38:51,579 --> 00:38:53,706
I'm not a monster, Cynthia.
686
00:38:53,789 --> 00:38:55,791
Okay, well, I'm gonna ignore that.
687
00:38:56,792 --> 00:38:57,960
How about this?
688
00:38:58,044 --> 00:39:00,046
I'll take the book
and return it to the club.
689
00:39:00,129 --> 00:39:02,214
Say it was turned in
to the mayor's office anonymously.
690
00:39:02,298 --> 00:39:04,842
- Zach never needs to be mentioned.
- You'd do that?
691
00:39:04,925 --> 00:39:06,969
Of course.
692
00:39:07,762 --> 00:39:11,057
You know, and maybe you could do
a little, tiny something for me.
693
00:39:17,021 --> 00:39:18,773
No eating unless you're on break.
694
00:39:26,405 --> 00:39:27,281
Are you high?
695
00:39:27,823 --> 00:39:30,076
- No.
- You're totally stoned right now.
696
00:39:32,286 --> 00:39:33,746
What is going on with you?
697
00:39:34,747 --> 00:39:35,581
I'm fine.
698
00:39:36,665 --> 00:39:37,792
Are you having another date?
699
00:39:44,215 --> 00:39:46,509
Yikes. Stern Joe.
700
00:39:47,426 --> 00:39:50,179
Mm. I am stoned. Yeah.
701
00:39:51,013 --> 00:39:52,723
Marcus is really rubbing off on you.
702
00:39:53,307 --> 00:39:54,892
Maybe I'm rubbing off on Marcus.
703
00:39:56,894 --> 00:39:58,270
Hey, can I ask you something?
704
00:39:59,355 --> 00:40:01,732
What happened between you and Hunter?
705
00:40:02,691 --> 00:40:06,529
'Cause at rehearsal,
he was, like… very sad.
706
00:40:06,612 --> 00:40:08,155
Why? What did he say?
707
00:40:09,198 --> 00:40:10,282
He wrote a song.
708
00:40:10,366 --> 00:40:12,535
Not another song.
709
00:40:13,619 --> 00:40:14,954
It sucks when you're with someone
710
00:40:15,037 --> 00:40:17,039
and you're into them way more
than they're into you.
711
00:40:17,123 --> 00:40:18,541
I was into Hunter.
712
00:40:19,667 --> 00:40:21,293
I was just into Marcus way more.
713
00:40:24,338 --> 00:40:25,172
I'm sorry.
714
00:40:28,300 --> 00:40:30,261
I just get why Hunter's upset.
715
00:40:31,345 --> 00:40:35,057
Yeah, you know, I'm the bad guy
who cheated on perfect Hunter, okay?
716
00:40:35,141 --> 00:40:38,686
I'm the villain, I'm evil.
Oh, it's just so fun to hate Ginny.
717
00:40:38,769 --> 00:40:41,814
It wasn't just me, you know?
He's not completely blameless.
718
00:40:41,897 --> 00:40:43,691
Sorry to unload on you. I'm just...
719
00:40:44,692 --> 00:40:46,861
I'm going through a lot right now,
you know?
720
00:40:46,944 --> 00:40:49,530
And I can't even talk to anyone
about what's really going on,
721
00:40:49,613 --> 00:40:50,990
not even my therapist.
722
00:40:51,073 --> 00:40:52,700
By the way, I'm in therapy now.
723
00:40:53,909 --> 00:40:55,870
I don't know why
I'm telling you this.
724
00:40:56,662 --> 00:40:57,830
I'm really stoned.
725
00:41:04,336 --> 00:41:05,588
I don't think you're evil.
726
00:41:08,757 --> 00:41:09,675
Thank you.
727
00:41:12,761 --> 00:41:15,139
Well, I did it.
We're in the Neighborhood Club.
728
00:41:15,848 --> 00:41:17,224
Really?
729
00:41:17,766 --> 00:41:19,643
Even after Cynthia ripped you a new one?
730
00:41:19,727 --> 00:41:22,688
She had a change of heart. Poor thing,
she's going through a hard time.
731
00:41:23,689 --> 00:41:25,399
And how, may I ask, did you do that?
732
00:41:26,358 --> 00:41:27,735
Never mind. Never mind.
733
00:41:27,818 --> 00:41:29,445
As usual, you got what you wanted.
734
00:41:30,863 --> 00:41:33,574
- That's gotta make you happy, right?
- So happy.
735
00:41:33,657 --> 00:41:35,034
Everything's perfect.
736
00:41:35,826 --> 00:41:36,660
Mm.
737
00:41:41,790 --> 00:41:43,042
Your hair.
738
00:41:43,959 --> 00:41:44,960
Ya like?
739
00:41:45,544 --> 00:41:46,670
I hate it.
740
00:41:48,506 --> 00:41:50,299
Excuse me, miss, not so fast.
741
00:41:50,925 --> 00:41:53,344
I covered for you today,
thank you very much.
742
00:41:53,844 --> 00:41:56,263
Where were you?
I know you weren't at the dentist.
743
00:41:56,347 --> 00:41:59,808
I was smoking weed and skipping school.
Is that what you wanna hear?
744
00:41:59,892 --> 00:42:01,894
Oh yeah, that's my dream.
745
00:42:02,978 --> 00:42:04,730
Sure you want Paul here for this?
746
00:42:05,314 --> 00:42:06,607
I'm done. I can go.
747
00:42:06,690 --> 00:42:09,693
Paul's marrying me.
He's here for all of it.
748
00:42:10,694 --> 00:42:12,655
You sure about that? All of it?
749
00:42:17,409 --> 00:42:18,285
Go to your room.
750
00:42:19,036 --> 00:42:20,454
- Right now.
- Why?
751
00:42:20,538 --> 00:42:24,583
We're all such a happy family.
You, me, Paul, Austin, Mary.
752
00:42:33,884 --> 00:42:35,553
Who's Mary?
753
00:42:47,439 --> 00:42:48,274
Hey...
754
00:43:37,406 --> 00:43:39,283
What do you think makes a bad person?
755
00:43:41,160 --> 00:43:41,994
A bad person?
756
00:43:42,077 --> 00:43:42,911
Yeah.
757
00:43:44,496 --> 00:43:46,624
I guess a desire to do bad things.
758
00:43:46,707 --> 00:43:50,085
What if they… they do these things,
but they think they need to?
759
00:43:50,169 --> 00:43:54,465
Uh, I think it's rare for things
to be as clean-cut as good or bad.
760
00:43:54,548 --> 00:43:56,592
It's usually something in the middle.
761
00:43:56,675 --> 00:43:58,594
What if it's something
that's undeniably terrible?
762
00:43:58,677 --> 00:44:00,429
Is there any redemption for that?
763
00:44:02,014 --> 00:44:03,390
I think I need details.
764
00:44:11,273 --> 00:44:12,274
It's my mom.
765
00:44:16,111 --> 00:44:19,531
She's done
some really messed up…
766
00:44:21,367 --> 00:44:22,660
I can't even say it.
767
00:44:23,952 --> 00:44:26,121
Just think about
the worst thing you could do.
768
00:44:26,205 --> 00:44:27,998
What, did she murder someone?
769
00:44:31,752 --> 00:44:32,586
Oh.
770
00:44:34,672 --> 00:44:35,506
Okay.
771
00:44:37,508 --> 00:44:38,467
Damn. Um…
772
00:44:40,511 --> 00:44:41,929
Something just changed.
773
00:44:42,930 --> 00:44:45,599
Like, I know, it's…
it's so bad and it's dark,
774
00:44:45,683 --> 00:44:48,644
and now there's this something
in the room with us.
775
00:44:48,727 --> 00:44:49,853
No. Come on.
776
00:44:49,937 --> 00:44:51,021
This is my mother.
777
00:44:51,522 --> 00:44:55,359
This is the woman that gave birth to me,
and she… she did this…
778
00:44:55,859 --> 00:44:59,613
this horrific thing, and...
779
00:45:01,865 --> 00:45:04,827
- Who else knows about it?
- I don't know.
780
00:45:05,828 --> 00:45:08,997
This detective guy,
he's a private investigator.
781
00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:12,960
Who'd she kill?
782
00:45:13,043 --> 00:45:14,837
- Jesus.
- What?
783
00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:18,424
Who'd she kill?
Like that's a normal question?
784
00:45:18,507 --> 00:45:20,217
No, it's not normal.
785
00:45:20,300 --> 00:45:23,554
I don't like how calm you're being.
It's really freaking me out.
786
00:45:23,637 --> 00:45:26,682
I mean, how can you be so calm
after what I've just told you?
787
00:45:29,601 --> 00:45:31,270
I wouldn't put much past your mom.
788
00:45:32,229 --> 00:45:33,731
- She's a...
- Psycho.
789
00:45:33,814 --> 00:45:34,732
A force.
790
00:45:36,567 --> 00:45:38,694
Anything that gets in her way
gets taken down.
791
00:45:38,777 --> 00:45:40,988
This… kinda makes sense.
792
00:45:41,071 --> 00:45:43,323
Nothing makes sense. Are you kidding me?
793
00:45:43,407 --> 00:45:46,493
- Literally, nothing makes sense.
- Hey, breathe.
794
00:45:49,747 --> 00:45:50,664
Am I like that?
795
00:45:53,250 --> 00:45:54,126
Am I a force?
796
00:45:55,711 --> 00:45:56,587
Are you?
797
00:46:00,716 --> 00:46:01,550
I don't know.
798
00:46:05,220 --> 00:46:06,722
Who'd she kill?
799
00:46:09,183 --> 00:46:10,058
My stepdad.
800
00:46:11,560 --> 00:46:12,686
Was he a good guy?
801
00:46:15,814 --> 00:46:17,191
No, not really.
802
00:46:17,900 --> 00:46:18,734
Okay, then.
803
00:46:19,818 --> 00:46:20,694
What?
804
00:46:20,778 --> 00:46:21,945
"Okay, then?"
805
00:46:22,529 --> 00:46:25,949
Like, so it's just fine?
He's not a good guy, so uh-oh time to die?
806
00:46:26,033 --> 00:46:28,827
You're acting like you want me
to get mad at you or something.
807
00:46:29,453 --> 00:46:30,704
You didn't do this.
808
00:46:30,788 --> 00:46:33,707
No, but I know about it,
and I feel like I did it.
809
00:46:37,294 --> 00:46:38,253
How'd she do it?
810
00:46:40,464 --> 00:46:41,298
Poison.
811
00:46:42,508 --> 00:46:44,092
- Badass.
- Marcus.
812
00:46:47,095 --> 00:46:48,263
Shit. I can't…
813
00:46:49,515 --> 00:46:51,767
I can't believe your mom killed a guy.
814
00:46:54,728 --> 00:46:55,562
Yeah.
815
00:47:07,449 --> 00:47:08,534
Hey.
816
00:47:08,617 --> 00:47:11,662
- What… What are you doing?
- I don't wanna think, hmm?
817
00:47:11,745 --> 00:47:13,622
Hey, no. No.
818
00:47:14,832 --> 00:47:15,666
Come on.
819
00:47:16,917 --> 00:47:19,461
- Never mind. I gotta... I need to go.
- No. Hey, come on.
820
00:47:19,545 --> 00:47:21,255
- Ginny... Ginny, stop.
- Just let me...
821
00:47:21,338 --> 00:47:22,798
- Marcus...
- Stop.
822
00:47:33,433 --> 00:47:35,060
I wonder what it felt like…
823
00:47:38,981 --> 00:47:43,068
for the air to leave your lungs like that.
824
00:47:47,030 --> 00:47:49,533
For you to know that
that's your last breath.
825
00:47:50,117 --> 00:47:51,660
Come on.
826
00:47:51,743 --> 00:47:53,328
Come here.
827
00:47:57,332 --> 00:47:59,251
Marcus, you can't tell anyone, okay?
828
00:48:00,127 --> 00:48:01,003
I mean it.
829
00:48:01,086 --> 00:48:02,045
I won't.
830
00:48:04,798 --> 00:48:05,966
Come on.
831
00:48:09,428 --> 00:48:10,929
It's okay.
832
00:48:14,850 --> 00:48:16,393
I don't wanna be like her.
833
00:48:18,979 --> 00:48:20,689
I don't wanna be a force.
834
00:48:23,442 --> 00:48:28,196
♪ So hold on, baby
'Cause lately I feel crazy ♪
835
00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:31,158
♪ Oh, you hold on ♪
836
00:48:31,241 --> 00:48:34,202
♪ Never let me go ♪
837
00:48:34,286 --> 00:48:39,041
♪ So strong, baby
I feel you holdin' on ♪
838
00:48:39,124 --> 00:48:41,501
♪ When I'm so done ♪
839
00:48:42,085 --> 00:48:45,047
♪ You never let me go ♪
840
00:48:45,881 --> 00:48:48,717
♪ Sirens shout ♪
841
00:48:48,800 --> 00:48:52,346
♪ I can't sleep no more ♪
842
00:48:56,266 --> 00:48:58,894
♪ Oh, I'm hypersensitive ♪
843
00:49:09,446 --> 00:49:10,697
Why'd you do it, Mom?
844
00:49:11,615 --> 00:49:14,117
Don't ask questions
you don't want the answers to.
845
00:49:15,577 --> 00:49:17,037
I need to know.
846
00:49:21,750 --> 00:49:22,876
For you.
847
00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:24,002
For me.
848
00:49:24,086 --> 00:49:25,212
For my family.
849
00:49:25,837 --> 00:49:27,589
It wasn't something I did lightly.
850
00:49:29,174 --> 00:49:32,177
I'm not proud of how I got us here,
but I'm proud I got us here.
851
00:49:34,388 --> 00:49:36,348
I never said I was a good person.
852
00:49:37,724 --> 00:49:38,642
You're my mom.
853
00:49:39,643 --> 00:49:41,687
I need to believe you're a good person.
854
00:49:42,729 --> 00:49:44,147
It would be nice, huh?
855
00:49:44,648 --> 00:49:46,024
If it was that simple, huh?
856
00:49:48,193 --> 00:49:49,653
You wanna know why I did it?
857
00:49:50,487 --> 00:49:53,073
I don't know that I ever felt
I had another option.
858
00:49:53,949 --> 00:49:55,409
You could always not murder.
859
00:49:56,410 --> 00:49:58,036
Not murdering is an option.
860
00:49:58,996 --> 00:50:00,831
Do you even feel remorse?
861
00:50:00,914 --> 00:50:03,542
There was no one protecting me, Ginny.
862
00:50:03,625 --> 00:50:04,543
No one.
863
00:50:05,127 --> 00:50:08,130
You have no idea how lucky you are
to have me. I'd kill for you.
864
00:50:08,213 --> 00:50:10,841
I'd actually kill for you.
865
00:50:11,550 --> 00:50:14,261
Let that sink in. That's not nothing.
866
00:50:14,886 --> 00:50:17,639
And I may be wrong, and I may be horrible,
867
00:50:17,723 --> 00:50:19,766
and I may be ugly
and not worthy of anything.
868
00:50:19,850 --> 00:50:21,810
Fine, I'm not worthy of anything.
869
00:50:24,312 --> 00:50:25,272
But you are.
870
00:50:26,773 --> 00:50:28,859
And it was up to me
to make sure you got that.
871
00:50:28,942 --> 00:50:32,112
And I did that.
Like it or not, I did that.
872
00:50:32,696 --> 00:50:35,490
I took all the darkness, and I ate it.
873
00:50:35,574 --> 00:50:38,160
I became it, like fricking Bane.
874
00:50:38,660 --> 00:50:42,164
Okay? So that you, my daughter,
could live a good life.
875
00:50:44,332 --> 00:50:47,335
I kept you safe. 'Cause that hand
doesn't stop on the thigh,
876
00:50:47,419 --> 00:50:50,797
and I spent my whole childhood wishing
my mom would stop that hand.
877
00:50:54,092 --> 00:50:57,637
I've got a lot of demons.
A lot of nightmares in my past.
878
00:50:59,181 --> 00:51:00,474
And I had a choice.
879
00:51:01,475 --> 00:51:05,645
I could live in the past, drown in it,
feel it every day, be there.
880
00:51:09,900 --> 00:51:13,737
But you have to live for the future,
'cause the past'll eat you.
881
00:51:14,404 --> 00:51:16,073
There's more to life than that hell.
882
00:51:18,617 --> 00:51:22,037
You and Austin, you're my future.
883
00:51:23,080 --> 00:51:24,998
You're what I live for.
884
00:51:26,208 --> 00:51:28,168
The second that test
told me I was pregnant…
885
00:51:28,835 --> 00:51:33,298
I mean, I was 15.
I was younger than you are right now.
886
00:51:33,882 --> 00:51:38,053
And then that strip turned pink
in a rest station bathroom in Georgia,
887
00:51:38,136 --> 00:51:39,596
and everything had to change.
888
00:51:41,014 --> 00:51:44,518
I left that bathroom, and I saw
this group of kids. They were so happy.
889
00:51:45,227 --> 00:51:47,104
They didn't have a care in the world.
890
00:51:47,646 --> 00:51:50,315
They wore nice clothes,
and they were smiling,
891
00:51:51,566 --> 00:51:52,818
and they were loved.
892
00:51:53,443 --> 00:51:56,530
You could tell these kids were loved,
they were taken care of.
893
00:51:57,572 --> 00:52:02,202
They were my age,
but they were loved and I wasn't.
894
00:52:04,121 --> 00:52:06,748
I decided right then
you were never gonna be like me,
895
00:52:06,832 --> 00:52:08,250
you were gonna be like them.
896
00:52:09,084 --> 00:52:13,338
And I knew I would do anything,
anything to make that happen.
897
00:52:15,006 --> 00:52:17,634
And it took a long time,
and it wasn't easy, but I did it.
898
00:52:18,135 --> 00:52:20,595
I got you on that bus with those kids.
899
00:52:21,805 --> 00:52:23,056
So you can hate me,
900
00:52:23,140 --> 00:52:26,101
you can think I'm the worst mother
in the entire world, and maybe I am,
901
00:52:26,685 --> 00:52:28,186
but I got you on that bus.
902
00:52:28,270 --> 00:52:30,230
I did what I had to do,
and I'd do it again.
903
00:52:30,313 --> 00:52:31,606
I have no remorse.
904
00:52:32,607 --> 00:52:35,277
Everything I do
is for you and your brother.
905
00:52:36,486 --> 00:52:38,113
You don't trust me? Trust that.
906
00:52:46,371 --> 00:52:48,707
And I really do like your hair.
907
00:52:51,042 --> 00:52:51,918
Thanks, Mom.
908
00:52:55,755 --> 00:52:56,590
Come here.
909
00:53:06,391 --> 00:53:08,018
But you can't tell anyone.
910
00:53:08,101 --> 00:53:09,978
You know that, right? Promise me.
911
00:53:12,647 --> 00:53:13,607
I promise.
912
00:53:15,817 --> 00:53:17,944
Me and you against the world, right?
913
00:53:29,998 --> 00:53:33,001
Mom, if you're done borrowing my game,
can I have it now?
914
00:53:33,084 --> 00:53:34,044
Mm.
915
00:53:34,711 --> 00:53:36,379
Trust is a tricky thing…
916
00:53:40,008 --> 00:53:42,552
because trust goes both ways.
917
00:53:45,722 --> 00:53:47,349
We're in this together now.
918
00:53:49,017 --> 00:53:51,102
{\an8}♪ Do you wanna fight me?
I'm ready ♪
919
00:53:51,728 --> 00:53:53,438
♪ I'll test your strength
Hold steady ♪
920
00:53:53,980 --> 00:53:56,233
♪ Stand on the sidelines betting ♪
921
00:53:56,316 --> 00:53:58,276
♪ Or you could just leave ♪
922
00:53:58,360 --> 00:54:00,695
♪ I've been through shit
And I came out strong ♪
923
00:54:00,779 --> 00:54:03,365
♪ Some say that I turned out wrong ♪
924
00:54:03,448 --> 00:54:05,784
♪ Until now I've been letting them ♪
925
00:54:05,867 --> 00:54:07,285
♪ Have a hold on me ♪
926
00:54:07,369 --> 00:54:09,996
♪ Now I say Welcome to my life ♪
927
00:54:10,080 --> 00:54:12,374
♪ This is who I am ♪