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- Fifty hours.
- Fifteen?
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Fifty, 5-0.
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Did you do at home?
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Oh, hell no.
And thank God, you know...
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Oh, that's right,
because you had the whole...
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Tear.
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Uh-huh, yep, same with my sister.
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Oh, and the little surgery to fix it?
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- Ugh.
- Woof.
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Oh, and going to the bathroom after?
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Forget it. For months.
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I had a cyst on my vagina last week.
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Ugh. Size of a golf ball.
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Did they drain it?
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Longest needle I've ever seen.
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Ha!
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But it'll all be worth it.
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Mm-hmm, that's right.
Of course, it will be.
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And the best part is design superstar
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Ella Patel herself will be doing
the nursery for me,
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- personally.
- No.
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Stop it! Stop it!
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- No.
- Shut up, shut up!
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This is all I hear everywhere in town.
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Ella Patel Designs, Ella Patel Design.
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I told her
I didn't wanna know a thing
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just as long
as there's a crib in there.
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Years of trust built off
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of holding each other's hair
back in college.
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I saw your feature in Tribeza. Stunning.
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Oh, my God, I almost died
when Shauna told me you'd be here.
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I need you to do my lake house.
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Yeah, well, she can't fit you in.
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Our girl's graduated to resorts.
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She just beat out
all the major firms.
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- Hey, whose kid is...
- Oh!
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- Babe?
- Hey, are you okay?
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Yeah. You wanna feel?
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No, thank you.
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It's a baby, El, not an alien.
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Ella, when are you
and Aidan gonna have kids?
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Ella, when are you and Aidan...
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Ella doesn't want kids.
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Why don't you want kids?
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- Well...
- Yes, you do. You want kids.
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Um...
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- But family is everything.
- I have a family.
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Don't worry, your clock will kick in.
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I mean, what do you do all day
without kids?
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And we should get that installed
as soon as possible
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'cause I know that would
make them so happy.
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Hi, Rosie. How you doing?
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- My little Meal Angel.
- It's good to see you.
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No, no.
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Children are the best thing
that will ever happen to you.
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Oh my...
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Hi, Ella.
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I'm Dr. Webber.
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Nice to meet you, Dr. Webber.
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My husband, Aidan Patel,
speaks so highly of you.
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Says that you are the best of the best.
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We all love Aidan
down at the hospital.
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Keeps things light.
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I like him too.
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So we're just here for your annual?
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- Yes.
- Okay.
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Okay, we're gonna start
with your breast exam.
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- Mm.
- Tender?
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Just around my cycle.
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Mm.
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Um, my mother passed away
from breast cancer
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when she was my age.
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That's why Aidan wanted me
to start seeing you this year.
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Hmm.
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Go ahead and scoot down for me.
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Are you, uh, taking
any kind of birth control?
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I stopped taking birth control
when I was 35
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'cause of the breast cancer thing.
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Ah.
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So we just use condoms.
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Ugh.
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Just a little pressure.
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Are you and Aidan planning
on starting a family?
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Just don't think
I'm quite ready yet.
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All done. You can sit up now.
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Everything looks good.
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But you're 37?
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- Yes.
- Mm.
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It's technically geriatric,
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so, unfortunately, you don't get
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to be not quite ready yet anymore.
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Well, it's not that I'm not quite ready,
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it's that I just actually
don't want children.
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I never have.
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I keep waiting for my clock
to start ticking.
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I wake up every morning
hoping that today will be the day.
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But it just hasn't happened.
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I think I actually
don't have a clock.
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- It's just...
- All women have a biological clock.
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Maybe yours is just broken.
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Well, there she is.
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- Ella Patel.
- Hey, Harvs.
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I bought 'em out of every copy.
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Sweet.
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Hey, I got your order
already in the back.
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Huh.
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- His what?
- Femur.
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His what? What, what is that thing?
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Yeah, thigh bone.
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- No.
- Right through his skin.
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But he's okay?
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Oh yeah.
I mean, uh, emergency surgery
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and he's gonna be in a cast
for a couple months,
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but, uh,
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you know kids, they bounce back.
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From your mouth to God's ears.
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You, you get me anything this week?
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Hospital grade.
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Oh.
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Oh.
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Pens.
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I keep telling you,
we have way better swag now, Dad.
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We have, uh, iPad cases, totes.
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Oh! No, I like my pens.
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Are you kidding me?
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This is caviar.
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You brought him more pens.
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- Wow.
- I cleared out, like, six boxes
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of those things
from his office last week.
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So? Oh, my God.
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That looks great, what is that?
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Beluga.
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Beluga Caviar and pens.
What did I do to deserve this?
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Mwah!
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Well, we could all
be dead tomorrow.
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Don't say that. You do not say...
What's wrong with you?
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Pull your ears right now.
Pull your ears.
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- There.
- Right.
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That looks amazing, babe.
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Look at the two of you,
you're both so wonderful.
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You, you're the best cook I know.
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And you have a beautiful home,
you have wonderful careers.
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Look at you, you're crazy
about each other. Mm?
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Only one thing, there's a couple
of empty chairs at the table.
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Dad, can we not?
Can we just enjoy this meal?
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Her mother and I,
we would've had more.
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We would've had six,
we would've had seven.
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We loved each other that much.
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But, you know, she was sick,
she was too sick.
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Not about how much
you love your spouse, Dad.
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You know, her grandparents?
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Ah, that's all they ever wanted,
they wanted a big family.
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Can we not bring
Zadie and Bubbie into this?
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Yeah. Ah, I'm sorry
you don't want to hear it.
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I'm sorry
that makes you uncomfortable.
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But really, their story
is also your story.
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And it is a story
that is much bigger than you.
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It's a story that started
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when the fish first crawled
out of the sea.
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It's a story about becoming primates,
becoming humans.
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It's a story about your ancestors
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who survived thousands of years.
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Survived the camps.
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For what, for it all to end
right now, with you?
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Dad.
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Well, I'm just speaking reality.
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There's not a lot of us left.
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I just have to go.
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Just enjoy dinner, okay.
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I don't want you getting riled up.
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It's not good for your heart.
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She's the reason my heart aches.
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She's why my heart aches.
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What's wrong?
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What's happening?
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We can't do this 'cause of your dad.
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It's not just him.
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It's everyone, everything, everywhere.
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So fuck it.
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Let's just do it.
Let's have one.
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Romantic.
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Well, you want a family, so...
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Not like this.
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I want us both to want one
or I don't want one at all.
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Well, then you're probably
shit out of luck, Aidan.
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Yeah, I know, El.
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We've been through this
a million times,
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and every time I tell you,
as long as I get to be with you,
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I'm happy, with or without kids.
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I wish I believed that.
I really wish I believed that.
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I don't know what else
you want me to say.
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There's nothing to say.
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There's nothing that people
haven't been saying
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since we were married
10 years ago,
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when I was fresh and shiny
and chock full of eggs.
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I just... I-I am about
to be 38 years old, Aidan,
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and I am out of time.
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I'm out of time.
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Why do you seem surprised by this?
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We both knew this day was coming.
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And there's no magic potion
out there that's gonna fix you.
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Fix me?
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Come on, El,
I didn't mean it like that.
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You know that.
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All women have a biological clock.
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Maybe yours is just broken.
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Broken?
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As in, can be fixed?
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Big article about it
in the journals recently.
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Uh, been looked at as a fertility issue
for the first time.
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Could be as simple
as a hormonal imbalance.
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And if you find the right balance,
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perhaps your clock
will start ticking after all.
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New biotech firm doing
a clinical trial this month.
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Want me to see if I can get you in?
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Thank you.
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It's just, I have this huge job
that starts next week.
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In person.
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- The dates are just...
- Sure. Um, well, look.
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I don't usually do this,
but you are Aidan's wife, so...
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Here, here's my cell,
if you change your mind.
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Huh.
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You almost left your portfolio.
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Lifesaver.
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Knock it out
of the park, gorgeous.
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Thank you. Love you.
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I love you too.
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- Call me.
- I will.
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Hi, Michael.
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So, I, um, I have some bad news.
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Something's come up,
and I have to pull out
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of the job.
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I'm leaving the project.
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I know.
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I know you really took
a chance on me and...
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No, this was my dream job.
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Yes. I know how this looks
and the position it puts you in.
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I'm so sorry.
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Mm-hmm.
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I know. It's insane.
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Yeah, it's a lot.
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You know what?
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Don't even worry
about it right now.
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Hi, I'm Dr. Simmons.
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Ella Patel.
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Well, I'm grateful you're here, Ella.
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This is my study we're conducting,
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and anyone who volunteers
their time is much appreciated.
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Thank you.
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Well, let me break down
the next 10 days for you
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so that you know what to expect.
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First off, my background is
in obstetrics and gynecology
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with an emphasis on the cognitive side
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of fertility issues.
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I have seen too many women
like you over the years
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just pulling their hair out, miserable,
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because they don't want to have children.
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But after hearing their stories
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and knowing their medical history,
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I have become 100 percent convinced
261
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that this is
a fixable physiological issue.
262
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The idea is simple.
263
00:20:01,869 --> 00:20:06,707
It is the singular evolutionary goal
of a species to procreate.
264
00:20:07,332 --> 00:20:09,668
That is our purpose, right?
265
00:20:10,836 --> 00:20:12,837
- Right.
- Which says to me that
266
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because you are otherwise
physically healthy,
267
00:20:15,549 --> 00:20:19,636
your system is just a little off,
chemically, mentally.
268
00:20:20,637 --> 00:20:23,432
No different than someone
with depression. You follow?
269
00:20:24,516 --> 00:20:27,768
- Sure.
- So the whole goal of this trial
270
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is to get you back realigned
with your natural state.
271
00:20:31,607 --> 00:20:32,983
And what does that involve?
272
00:20:33,525 --> 00:20:35,152
A multi-pronged approach.
273
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We administer medication,
274
00:20:37,070 --> 00:20:39,572
a newly engineered synthetic hormone...
275
00:20:39,573 --> 00:20:42,283
- Synthetic?
- A regimen of pills.
276
00:20:42,284 --> 00:20:45,953
The same naturally occurring hormones
that already exist in your body,
277
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just formulated
to up your desire for kids.
278
00:20:49,041 --> 00:20:52,418
And we pair that course
of treatment with CBT,
279
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cognitive behavioral therapy.
280
00:20:54,421 --> 00:20:55,922
Sorry, how much
can you really accomplish
281
00:20:55,923 --> 00:20:57,299
with 10 days of therapy?
282
00:20:57,716 --> 00:21:00,384
So we use a very targeted approach.
283
00:21:00,385 --> 00:21:02,179
Intense, but effective.
284
00:21:02,971 --> 00:21:05,515
And look, this trial is just
a jumping-off point.
285
00:21:05,516 --> 00:21:08,226
Don't expect to leave here in 10 days
with baby fever.
286
00:21:08,227 --> 00:21:09,269
I'm not a magician.
287
00:21:09,978 --> 00:21:12,104
But we can refer you
to someone good after,
288
00:21:12,105 --> 00:21:14,066
and you can continue
the work if you choose.
289
00:21:15,234 --> 00:21:16,735
- Hmm.
- Hey.
290
00:21:17,986 --> 00:21:21,031
You showed up today.
Hardest part is already over.
291
00:21:22,449 --> 00:21:25,826
Tonight, just relax
292
00:21:25,827 --> 00:21:28,830
and let modern medicine
do the rest.
293
00:21:33,377 --> 00:21:36,171
Uh, did, uh,
Cara show you the dining room?
294
00:21:36,755 --> 00:21:38,841
The food here
is actually really good.
295
00:21:39,925 --> 00:21:40,925
Fresh.
296
00:21:43,387 --> 00:21:45,597
Okay then, I will see you tomorrow.
297
00:21:49,017 --> 00:21:50,017
Dr. Simmons.
298
00:21:53,021 --> 00:21:54,439
I might be a tough case.
299
00:21:56,900 --> 00:21:58,318
You're not a case to me, Ella.
300
00:21:58,819 --> 00:22:02,155
You're a human being,
and the best kind, too.
301
00:22:03,532 --> 00:22:04,658
What kind is that?
302
00:22:06,034 --> 00:22:07,034
A woman.
303
00:24:19,585 --> 00:24:21,336
I just don't want
the responsibility.
304
00:24:21,920 --> 00:24:25,090
And... being constantly covered
in throw-up,
305
00:24:25,632 --> 00:24:26,841
cleaning up shit.
306
00:24:26,842 --> 00:24:28,719
Like, that's your reward?
307
00:24:29,553 --> 00:24:32,013
That's if you even make it
through the birth.
308
00:24:32,014 --> 00:24:33,514
What do you mean by that?
309
00:24:33,515 --> 00:24:34,640
"Make it through the birth."
310
00:24:34,641 --> 00:24:37,226
Like, if you make it through
your pelvis separating,
311
00:24:37,227 --> 00:24:39,604
or the vaginal cysts.
312
00:24:39,605 --> 00:24:42,524
Clogged ducts, the blood, shit, pain.
313
00:24:43,108 --> 00:24:44,650
Well, there are meds for that.
314
00:24:44,651 --> 00:24:46,485
Yeah.
315
00:24:46,486 --> 00:24:49,198
Hard pass on a giant needle
in my spine.
316
00:24:50,157 --> 00:24:52,992
You know,
it's highly unlikely for a woman to die
317
00:24:52,993 --> 00:24:55,829
or suffer lasting side effects
in childbirth these days.
318
00:24:58,165 --> 00:24:59,541
But why take the risk?
319
00:25:00,876 --> 00:25:03,596
Have you ever considered
that you might have tokophobia?
320
00:25:04,213 --> 00:25:05,380
Tokophobia?
321
00:25:06,632 --> 00:25:08,509
A pathological fear of pregnancy.
322
00:25:10,135 --> 00:25:13,054
I didn't know there was
a technical term for it,
323
00:25:13,055 --> 00:25:15,140
but... yeah,
324
00:25:16,975 --> 00:25:18,267
I'm terrified.
325
00:25:18,268 --> 00:25:21,980
And yet you chose to come here
to conquer your fears.
326
00:25:23,357 --> 00:25:25,149
That must mean a lot to your husband.
327
00:25:26,652 --> 00:25:27,861
He doesn't know that I'm here.
328
00:25:28,403 --> 00:25:29,446
Oh.
329
00:25:30,239 --> 00:25:32,366
Interesting. Why not?
330
00:25:34,451 --> 00:25:36,036
Because what if it doesn't work?
331
00:25:39,998 --> 00:25:43,752
Now, a diagnosis is good,
but it's meaningless
332
00:25:44,419 --> 00:25:48,131
unless we uncover why your phobia exists.
333
00:25:49,466 --> 00:25:50,591
What drives it.
334
00:25:50,592 --> 00:25:51,634
Okay.
335
00:25:51,635 --> 00:25:53,219
Don't be nervous.
336
00:25:53,220 --> 00:25:55,179
You're just gonna look at some cards
337
00:25:55,180 --> 00:25:56,557
and tell me what you see.
338
00:25:59,893 --> 00:26:02,019
Like a Rorschach test?
339
00:26:02,020 --> 00:26:03,020
Similar.
340
00:26:03,522 --> 00:26:06,191
Some women see more than others,
341
00:26:06,817 --> 00:26:08,777
but the amount doesn't mean anything.
342
00:26:10,988 --> 00:26:12,155
Sit with them.
343
00:26:34,761 --> 00:26:36,180
Are you seeing this?
344
00:26:36,930 --> 00:26:38,490
Tell me what you're seeing.
345
00:26:41,018 --> 00:26:43,937
A very tall woman.
346
00:26:45,272 --> 00:26:46,398
Anything else?
347
00:26:51,111 --> 00:26:53,363
- Oh.
- Yes?
348
00:26:54,907 --> 00:26:56,700
A pile of...
349
00:26:57,367 --> 00:27:01,455
A-a family of... of dead bugs.
350
00:27:02,623 --> 00:27:03,665
Spiders.
351
00:27:10,923 --> 00:27:12,299
A grandfather clock.
352
00:27:14,051 --> 00:27:15,051
Yeah.
353
00:27:15,844 --> 00:27:17,012
Anything else?
354
00:27:22,643 --> 00:27:23,643
Hmm.
355
00:27:29,525 --> 00:27:30,984
No, nothing else.
356
00:27:35,322 --> 00:27:36,657
What do they all mean?
357
00:27:39,535 --> 00:27:42,329
We will get to the bottom
of that tomorrow.
358
00:28:57,112 --> 00:28:58,992
Well, I guess we should start
with the easy one.
359
00:29:00,407 --> 00:29:02,533
Okay. Let's start with the easy one.
360
00:29:02,534 --> 00:29:06,538
My dad has a massive
grandfather coffin in his living room.
361
00:29:07,289 --> 00:29:11,126
It's a very important family heirloom,
our one and only.
362
00:29:12,336 --> 00:29:13,896
And why is it so important?
363
00:29:15,464 --> 00:29:18,383
'Cause it's the one thing that they...
364
00:29:19,259 --> 00:29:20,594
Finish that sentence?
365
00:29:21,053 --> 00:29:26,015
Recovered from their home
after the war.
366
00:29:26,016 --> 00:29:27,225
And who is they?
367
00:29:27,226 --> 00:29:28,726
My grandparents.
368
00:29:28,727 --> 00:29:30,978
Survivors. Birkenau.
369
00:29:30,979 --> 00:29:33,648
That explains why you called it
a coffin a moment ago.
370
00:29:33,649 --> 00:29:34,900
I didn't call it a coffin.
371
00:29:35,567 --> 00:29:37,486
You called it a grandfather coffin.
372
00:29:39,196 --> 00:29:41,490
Why do you think
it symbolizes death to you?
373
00:29:44,034 --> 00:29:46,953
Is it possible that
what that clock symbolizes
374
00:29:46,954 --> 00:29:50,998
to everyone else, survival, is meaningless
375
00:29:50,999 --> 00:29:54,378
if you as an only child
make no heirs to pass it on to?
376
00:29:56,421 --> 00:30:00,091
Perhaps it feels like
a physical representation
377
00:30:00,092 --> 00:30:02,511
of the final resting place
of your family's storyline.
378
00:30:04,137 --> 00:30:05,305
A coffin.
379
00:30:10,185 --> 00:30:11,185
Okay.
380
00:30:11,812 --> 00:30:13,647
And the spiders.
381
00:30:14,064 --> 00:30:17,149
Uh, you said you saw a, a pile of...
382
00:30:17,150 --> 00:30:20,736
A, a family of, uh, dead bugs.
383
00:30:20,737 --> 00:30:23,115
Well, that one seems
pretty easy too now.
384
00:30:23,907 --> 00:30:26,243
- Tell me.
- Well, that's how they did it.
385
00:30:27,327 --> 00:30:29,788
They called us bugs
until people believed them.
386
00:30:30,831 --> 00:30:33,667
You exterminate bugs. Insects.
387
00:30:35,377 --> 00:30:38,422
And when they were done,
they just piled us.
388
00:30:39,506 --> 00:30:41,049
One on top of the other.
389
00:30:45,804 --> 00:30:48,765
It's uncomfortable
to talk about, isn't it?
390
00:30:49,183 --> 00:30:52,059
Horrifying. The ultimate evil.
391
00:30:52,060 --> 00:30:53,312
Why do you say that?
392
00:30:54,479 --> 00:30:55,689
"The ultimate evil."
393
00:30:58,317 --> 00:31:00,359
Well, I hardly need to tell you.
394
00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:01,861
Uh, six million...
395
00:31:01,862 --> 00:31:04,281
Yeah, but there have been
far greater numbers,
396
00:31:04,948 --> 00:31:07,034
genocides, than that.
397
00:31:09,786 --> 00:31:12,039
So why do people consider
this one the worst?
398
00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:20,214
Because things were good.
399
00:31:20,589 --> 00:31:26,178
This happened amongst wealthy,
educated, cultured people.
400
00:31:27,262 --> 00:31:30,807
Modern people,
between neighbors and friends,
401
00:31:31,391 --> 00:31:32,976
husbands and wives,
402
00:31:34,269 --> 00:31:38,023
doctors... and patients.
403
00:31:39,775 --> 00:31:43,861
So deep down, people understand
that if it happened there and then,
404
00:31:43,862 --> 00:31:46,156
it could happen here and now.
405
00:31:47,324 --> 00:31:48,924
That scares the living shit out of them.
406
00:31:49,826 --> 00:31:52,828
What one might be willing to do
to another human being
407
00:31:52,829 --> 00:31:56,542
if society simply
gave them permission.
408
00:32:01,588 --> 00:32:04,632
And you... struggle
409
00:32:04,633 --> 00:32:07,135
with the concept of bringing
a child into a world like that.
410
00:32:10,180 --> 00:32:13,433
Anyone who doesn't
isn't paying attention.
411
00:32:19,565 --> 00:32:21,984
And the very tall woman?
412
00:32:23,443 --> 00:32:24,444
No clue.
413
00:32:27,614 --> 00:32:28,614
Okay.
414
00:32:30,576 --> 00:32:32,536
Very good work today.
415
00:32:33,704 --> 00:32:34,871
Now, before we end,
416
00:32:34,872 --> 00:32:38,542
I want to talk to you about
the results of your blood work.
417
00:32:39,084 --> 00:32:41,878
The numbers are what
would be considered low.
418
00:32:41,879 --> 00:32:44,005
It won't be impossible
for you to get pregnant,
419
00:32:44,006 --> 00:32:46,716
but in order to accelerate the process,
420
00:32:46,717 --> 00:32:48,927
I would like to offer you
the option of an implant.
421
00:32:49,469 --> 00:32:50,887
Implant?
422
00:32:50,888 --> 00:32:52,764
We are finding it highly effective.
423
00:32:53,724 --> 00:32:54,724
When?
424
00:32:55,142 --> 00:32:59,061
On your last day, we would do
a simple procedure, painless,
425
00:32:59,062 --> 00:33:02,231
Valium, and implant a small device
426
00:33:02,232 --> 00:33:04,942
that would dispense additional hormones
427
00:33:04,943 --> 00:33:06,944
in conjunction with the pills.
428
00:33:06,945 --> 00:33:09,113
And how long does that have to stay in?
429
00:33:09,114 --> 00:33:12,116
Well, the good news,
actually, is that, uh,
430
00:33:12,117 --> 00:33:13,493
it's not meant to come out.
431
00:33:14,453 --> 00:33:15,494
Permanent.
432
00:34:38,662 --> 00:34:39,662
Day six?
433
00:34:40,622 --> 00:34:41,622
Sorry.
434
00:34:42,583 --> 00:34:44,042
Didn't mean to scare you.
435
00:35:23,123 --> 00:35:24,123
Thank you.
436
00:35:26,960 --> 00:35:27,960
Day five.
437
00:35:29,588 --> 00:35:30,588
You?
438
00:35:31,924 --> 00:35:32,924
Last night.
439
00:35:34,301 --> 00:35:35,719
Get my implant in the morning.
440
00:35:37,471 --> 00:35:39,056
Feels like graduation.
441
00:35:55,906 --> 00:35:56,907
Don't worry.
442
00:35:57,741 --> 00:36:00,369
It really does get easier
once you make it through The Tank.
443
00:36:28,438 --> 00:36:30,065
Aah!
444
00:36:32,651 --> 00:36:33,819
Aah!
445
00:36:40,909 --> 00:36:42,229
You got service.
446
00:36:43,537 --> 00:36:44,537
Aidan.
447
00:36:45,789 --> 00:36:47,331
What's wrong?
448
00:36:47,332 --> 00:36:51,879
Uh, I don't know. I just...
449
00:36:53,755 --> 00:36:54,755
Rough day.
450
00:36:55,924 --> 00:36:57,176
Meetings not go well?
451
00:36:58,093 --> 00:37:00,178
Yeah, no, they, they went well.
452
00:37:00,179 --> 00:37:01,179
I just...
453
00:37:03,140 --> 00:37:05,309
I just really wanted
to hear your voice.
454
00:37:05,976 --> 00:37:07,019
Yeah.
455
00:37:08,562 --> 00:37:09,979
I don't think
I've ever gone this long
456
00:37:09,980 --> 00:37:11,315
without talking to you...
457
00:37:12,983 --> 00:37:13,984
since we met.
458
00:37:14,610 --> 00:37:15,610
Yeah.
459
00:37:16,570 --> 00:37:17,613
I miss you.
460
00:37:29,291 --> 00:37:30,292
Tell me.
461
00:37:32,920 --> 00:37:35,547
Tell me what you'd do to me
if I were there right now.
462
00:37:47,518 --> 00:37:50,478
The tank is systematic desensitization.
463
00:37:50,479 --> 00:37:52,855
There's really nothing to be scared of.
464
00:37:52,856 --> 00:37:55,816
We tailor every experience
to the individual
465
00:37:55,817 --> 00:37:59,613
and whatever mental blocks
they're working to overcome.
466
00:38:16,338 --> 00:38:17,381
Water temp okay?
467
00:38:21,760 --> 00:38:22,760
Yes.
468
00:38:23,136 --> 00:38:24,512
If it ever gets to be too much,
469
00:38:24,513 --> 00:38:27,933
you just press that button right there
to release the hatch.
470
00:38:29,142 --> 00:38:30,476
Any questions?
471
00:38:30,477 --> 00:38:32,396
- I just kinda...
- Yep.
472
00:38:32,855 --> 00:38:34,273
Get in and close.
473
00:38:38,026 --> 00:38:39,653
You can set your robe on the bench.
474
00:39:53,769 --> 00:39:54,895
Ah!
475
00:39:57,439 --> 00:40:00,441
Hello,
I'm Dr. Elizabeth Simmons,
476
00:40:00,442 --> 00:40:02,944
and today we'll be learning
to perform maintenance
477
00:40:02,945 --> 00:40:04,403
on a working clock.
478
00:40:06,532 --> 00:40:09,659
We'll be using a wrench, pliers,
479
00:40:09,660 --> 00:40:10,993
and tweezers
480
00:40:10,994 --> 00:40:12,120
to reset the cog
481
00:40:13,539 --> 00:40:14,539
behind the pendulum.
482
00:40:16,750 --> 00:40:18,126
Aah! Aah!
483
00:40:18,502 --> 00:40:19,919
I wanna get out!
484
00:40:19,920 --> 00:40:21,964
I need to get out! Help!
485
00:40:24,216 --> 00:40:25,342
Let me out!
486
00:40:27,010 --> 00:40:28,052
Let me out!
487
00:40:28,053 --> 00:40:30,264
Dr. Simmons, let me out!
488
00:40:30,764 --> 00:40:31,764
Let me out!
489
00:40:57,165 --> 00:40:59,584
- Oh God.
- No, no, no, no, no.
490
00:40:59,585 --> 00:41:01,043
Do not try to stand up.
491
00:41:01,044 --> 00:41:02,587
I examined you myself,
492
00:41:02,588 --> 00:41:05,339
but the paramedics are
on their way just to be safe.
493
00:41:05,340 --> 00:41:06,340
Ella, listen.
494
00:41:06,842 --> 00:41:10,052
I understand that the tank
can be very traumatic,
495
00:41:10,053 --> 00:41:11,889
but that is the whole point.
496
00:41:12,639 --> 00:41:15,266
And the stronger the reaction,
the better the outcome.
497
00:41:15,267 --> 00:41:18,227
And for what it's worth,
I thought you were magnificent in there.
498
00:41:18,228 --> 00:41:19,645
You made it through the whole video.
499
00:41:19,646 --> 00:41:20,855
Not many women do.
500
00:41:20,856 --> 00:41:22,607
You were watching me?
501
00:41:22,608 --> 00:41:26,110
Of course. This is a clinical study.
502
00:41:26,111 --> 00:41:27,831
- We monitor everything.
- So you saw the...
503
00:41:28,864 --> 00:41:30,823
- Who is she?
- Who is who?
504
00:41:30,824 --> 00:41:32,867
- The woman.
- Annika?
505
00:41:32,868 --> 00:41:36,162
No, no, the, the, the woman
who came at the end.
506
00:41:36,163 --> 00:41:36,997
Yes, Annika.
507
00:41:36,998 --> 00:41:38,831
- No, that was not her...
- The nurse who did your intake
508
00:41:38,832 --> 00:41:40,291
the first...
509
00:41:40,292 --> 00:41:41,292
I'm happy to show you.
510
00:41:45,881 --> 00:41:47,299
Look. Look.
511
00:41:49,676 --> 00:41:50,719
Let me out!
512
00:41:51,261 --> 00:41:53,596
Can somebody hear me?
Let me out!
513
00:41:53,597 --> 00:41:55,306
Dr. Simmons, let me out!
514
00:41:55,307 --> 00:41:57,851
Let me out!
515
00:41:59,436 --> 00:42:00,895
Ms. Patel, are you okay?
516
00:42:03,148 --> 00:42:05,150
Ms. Patel. Ms...
517
00:42:05,526 --> 00:42:08,403
Help! Somebody help us!
Dr. Simmons.
518
00:42:11,573 --> 00:42:12,658
No. U-Uh...
519
00:42:13,242 --> 00:42:15,868
No, I wanna go.
I wanna go home. I...
520
00:42:15,869 --> 00:42:17,119
Yes, tomorrow.
521
00:42:17,120 --> 00:42:20,249
No, I'm done
with this experimental bullshit.
522
00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:24,378
May I remind you, Ella,
523
00:42:26,004 --> 00:42:30,133
that this is a voluntary program
that you signed up for,
524
00:42:30,592 --> 00:42:33,386
that women in pain sign up for.
525
00:42:33,387 --> 00:42:34,637
Well, it doesn't work.
526
00:42:34,638 --> 00:42:37,723
You just sat on this couch
and watched scenes from a birth
527
00:42:37,724 --> 00:42:39,308
without even blinking.
528
00:42:39,309 --> 00:42:41,143
The therapy fixes your fears,
529
00:42:41,144 --> 00:42:43,479
and the hormones fix your desire.
530
00:42:43,480 --> 00:42:45,190
It works.
531
00:42:49,570 --> 00:42:51,196
Paramedics are downstairs.
532
00:42:51,780 --> 00:42:53,907
If they take you in,
you can't come back.
533
00:42:55,117 --> 00:42:56,243
Policy.
534
00:43:06,837 --> 00:43:09,005
Implant can cause
some discomfort with insertion,
535
00:43:09,006 --> 00:43:11,383
so... Valium.
536
00:43:15,762 --> 00:43:17,598
Is everything alright?
537
00:43:18,932 --> 00:43:20,683
Yeah, I'm just gonna pass
on the pills.
538
00:43:20,684 --> 00:43:22,644
Oh, I wouldn't recommend that.
539
00:43:23,520 --> 00:43:25,063
Yeah, I'm still feeling a little...
540
00:43:25,606 --> 00:43:26,981
From my fall.
541
00:43:26,982 --> 00:43:30,611
And Dr. Simmons
said it'll be quick, so...
542
00:43:31,820 --> 00:43:32,820
Okay.
543
00:43:33,614 --> 00:43:34,614
She'll be in shortly.
544
00:43:57,387 --> 00:44:01,016
Deep breath.
545
00:44:14,363 --> 00:44:15,405
You alright?
546
00:44:16,490 --> 00:44:17,490
Fine.
547
00:44:18,408 --> 00:44:19,408
Okay.
548
00:44:20,661 --> 00:44:24,164
Two pills daily,
same time every day.
549
00:44:24,665 --> 00:44:28,210
You'll be receiving check-in calls from me
to track your progress.
550
00:44:28,627 --> 00:44:31,922
And wait at least three weeks
before you have intercourse, okay?
551
00:44:33,131 --> 00:44:34,131
Okay.
552
00:44:34,675 --> 00:44:36,927
Hey. That's it.
553
00:44:38,428 --> 00:44:40,556
You did it. It's done.
554
00:44:42,558 --> 00:44:45,226
I really believe in a couple of weeks,
you're gonna think coming here was
555
00:44:45,227 --> 00:44:47,396
the best decision you ever made.
556
00:44:50,190 --> 00:44:51,483
Thank you, Dr. Simmons.
557
00:45:37,404 --> 00:45:38,405
Aah!
558
00:45:45,871 --> 00:45:46,871
Ah.
559
00:45:48,290 --> 00:45:49,708
She's not real.
560
00:45:51,126 --> 00:45:52,586
She's not real.
561
00:47:28,182 --> 00:47:29,765
What are you barking at, you nut?
562
00:47:29,766 --> 00:47:30,933
What's he doing?
563
00:47:30,934 --> 00:47:32,685
What are you doing?
That's your mother, you lunatic.
564
00:47:32,686 --> 00:47:34,562
Jesus, welcome home.
565
00:47:34,563 --> 00:47:36,606
See what happens
when you leave us for too long?
566
00:47:36,607 --> 00:47:38,108
We lose our goddamn minds.
567
00:47:39,651 --> 00:47:40,777
Mm.
568
00:47:43,780 --> 00:47:44,780
Hey, gorgeous.
569
00:47:45,199 --> 00:47:46,199
Hi.
570
00:47:48,202 --> 00:47:49,203
You okay?
571
00:47:49,745 --> 00:47:50,745
Mm-hmm.
572
00:47:51,872 --> 00:47:53,081
You feel a little clammy.
573
00:47:53,874 --> 00:47:57,084
Oh. Just long drive.
574
00:47:57,085 --> 00:47:57,836
Hmm.
575
00:47:57,837 --> 00:48:00,671
Low blood sugar.
Gonna get something to eat.
576
00:48:00,672 --> 00:48:02,673
Okay. Well, I want
to hear all about it.
577
00:48:02,674 --> 00:48:04,760
- Mm-hmm.
- I've got a bottle coming to temp.
578
00:48:05,636 --> 00:48:06,636
Mm.
579
00:48:12,726 --> 00:48:16,480
Hello. I'm Dr. Elizabeth Simmons.
580
00:48:19,399 --> 00:48:21,859
And today, we'll be learning
to perform maintenance
581
00:48:21,860 --> 00:48:23,403
on a working clock.
582
00:48:30,452 --> 00:48:32,079
We will take the clock apart,
583
00:48:37,292 --> 00:48:38,460
reassemble it,
584
00:48:42,840 --> 00:48:44,341
and then put it in beat.
585
00:48:47,970 --> 00:48:50,305
So that it will run reliably.
586
00:49:05,487 --> 00:49:06,613
I missed you.
587
00:49:07,072 --> 00:49:08,448
I missed you.
588
00:49:40,189 --> 00:49:41,189
Wait.
589
00:49:41,481 --> 00:49:42,481
I... Um,
590
00:49:43,400 --> 00:49:46,320
I'm actually exhausted
591
00:49:46,945 --> 00:49:49,072
from the week and the drive.
592
00:49:54,369 --> 00:49:55,412
Okay.
593
00:50:01,877 --> 00:50:03,754
Whew. Is it hot in here?
594
00:50:06,131 --> 00:50:07,341
No.
595
00:50:11,595 --> 00:50:12,971
I'm gonna get some water.
596
00:50:29,530 --> 00:50:30,531
Phew.
597
00:50:35,035 --> 00:50:36,035
Ugh.
598
00:51:49,693 --> 00:51:54,530
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
599
00:51:54,531 --> 00:51:59,328
♪ Happy birthday, dear Ella ♪
600
00:51:59,828 --> 00:52:04,040
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
601
00:52:13,091 --> 00:52:15,092
Assholes.
602
00:52:15,093 --> 00:52:16,093
Help me.
603
00:52:17,930 --> 00:52:20,557
- Yay!
- Woo!
604
00:52:21,308 --> 00:52:23,976
So, when do you start the install?
605
00:52:23,977 --> 00:52:24,977
On the resort?
606
00:52:26,271 --> 00:52:27,231
Not quite sure.
607
00:52:27,232 --> 00:52:29,732
Okay, but you'll do
the nursery first, right?
608
00:52:29,733 --> 00:52:30,567
Of course.
609
00:52:30,568 --> 00:52:31,776
Ella, you've been saying that
for months.
610
00:52:31,777 --> 00:52:33,778
You really don't have to do it
if you're too busy.
611
00:52:33,779 --> 00:52:35,029
We completely understand.
612
00:52:35,030 --> 00:52:36,949
No, no, absolutely.
613
00:52:38,158 --> 00:52:40,118
I-I'm sorry.
614
00:52:41,203 --> 00:52:43,079
Just superstition.
615
00:52:43,080 --> 00:52:44,080
Superstition?
616
00:52:44,081 --> 00:52:45,665
Jewish superstition.
617
00:52:45,666 --> 00:52:48,000
We don't set up the nursery
until the very end.
618
00:52:48,001 --> 00:52:49,168
Why?
619
00:52:49,169 --> 00:52:51,295
Because the universe knows
when you're happy,
620
00:52:51,296 --> 00:52:53,422
and it doesn't like that.
621
00:52:53,423 --> 00:52:55,383
Jesus, El.
622
00:52:55,384 --> 00:52:57,094
We have a vengeful god.
623
00:52:59,096 --> 00:53:01,097
Who I very much don't believe in.
624
00:53:01,098 --> 00:53:04,017
So, yes, I will start tomorrow.
625
00:53:04,726 --> 00:53:05,726
Promise.
626
00:53:06,061 --> 00:53:07,061
Well, you better.
627
00:53:11,275 --> 00:53:12,275
Can I...
628
00:53:14,444 --> 00:53:15,571
You wanna touch it?
629
00:53:17,406 --> 00:53:18,490
Is that okay?
630
00:53:19,199 --> 00:53:20,993
Yeah, of course.
631
00:54:00,157 --> 00:54:01,116
El?
632
00:54:12,127 --> 00:54:13,170
Oh, my God.
633
00:54:14,379 --> 00:54:17,298
Shauna, don't move.
634
00:54:17,299 --> 00:54:18,467
What?
635
00:54:19,051 --> 00:54:20,051
What is it?
636
00:54:21,220 --> 00:54:22,221
Don't move.
637
00:54:25,182 --> 00:54:26,182
I got you.
638
00:54:27,059 --> 00:54:28,059
What?
639
00:54:28,936 --> 00:54:30,103
Just stay still.
640
00:54:30,938 --> 00:54:32,564
Don't move.
641
00:54:37,486 --> 00:54:38,486
El?
642
00:54:39,613 --> 00:54:40,697
- Ahh!
- El! El!
643
00:54:44,910 --> 00:54:47,662
I'm not feeling very good.
644
00:54:47,663 --> 00:54:48,747
Ugh.
645
00:54:49,122 --> 00:54:49,831
Oh.
646
00:54:49,832 --> 00:54:51,749
I think we have to go.
647
00:54:51,750 --> 00:54:52,875
Okay.
648
00:54:52,876 --> 00:54:54,335
- I'll be back tomorrow...
- Wait.
649
00:54:54,336 --> 00:54:56,170
To start the nursery.
650
00:54:56,171 --> 00:54:57,256
Thank you.
651
00:55:01,051 --> 00:55:03,428
- Oh, okay, love you guys.
- Love you.
652
00:55:04,888 --> 00:55:07,088
- Is she okay?
- Yeah, she's fine, she's fine.
653
00:55:08,100 --> 00:55:09,100
Just tired.
654
00:55:10,060 --> 00:55:11,436
Let me know what time...
655
00:55:12,521 --> 00:55:13,521
Aidan.
656
00:55:25,325 --> 00:55:26,326
Harvey?
657
00:55:27,035 --> 00:55:28,369
Yes, sweetheart?
658
00:55:28,370 --> 00:55:29,997
Why'd you change everything around?
659
00:55:31,456 --> 00:55:32,915
Huh?
660
00:55:32,916 --> 00:55:34,667
I can't find anything.
661
00:55:34,668 --> 00:55:36,836
Yeah, I didn't change a thing.
662
00:55:36,837 --> 00:55:39,088
Harvey, this is where
the blues are.
663
00:55:39,089 --> 00:55:42,259
I'm looking for sky blue.
This is where the blues are.
664
00:55:42,718 --> 00:55:45,012
Yeah. Aisle three.
665
00:55:46,388 --> 00:55:47,681
You're in the right spot.
666
00:55:52,394 --> 00:55:54,479
Right. Sorry.
667
00:55:58,233 --> 00:55:59,776
Hey, holler if you need me.
668
00:56:03,780 --> 00:56:04,864
Hello.
669
00:56:04,865 --> 00:56:06,158
Ella, how are you?
670
00:56:08,035 --> 00:56:09,410
Dr. Simmons?
671
00:56:09,411 --> 00:56:10,953
It's your one-week check-in.
672
00:56:10,954 --> 00:56:12,079
How are things going?
673
00:56:12,080 --> 00:56:14,166
Right, yeah, good.
674
00:56:15,250 --> 00:56:17,544
- But...
- But what?
675
00:56:18,420 --> 00:56:20,464
I don't know. I'm not...
676
00:56:20,923 --> 00:56:22,924
Baby crazy.
677
00:56:22,925 --> 00:56:24,842
I can feel the beginnings of it.
678
00:56:24,843 --> 00:56:26,261
- Good.
- I can.
679
00:56:27,179 --> 00:56:28,972
- Which is so, so great.
- Good.
680
00:56:29,473 --> 00:56:30,640
It just...
681
00:56:30,641 --> 00:56:33,143
I'm not quite there yet.
682
00:56:33,685 --> 00:56:36,085
Give the hormones
a few months to fully kick in.
683
00:56:37,105 --> 00:56:38,985
Thought you said I don't have
that kind of time.
684
00:56:40,526 --> 00:56:43,819
Are you experiencing
any negative side effects?
685
00:56:43,820 --> 00:56:45,279
Vertigo, insomnia?
686
00:56:45,280 --> 00:56:46,490
If I was?
687
00:56:47,282 --> 00:56:49,002
We'd stop the meds immediately.
688
00:56:49,535 --> 00:56:50,826
So I'd be disqualified.
689
00:56:50,827 --> 00:56:53,037
Well, it's not pass/fail, Ella.
690
00:56:53,038 --> 00:56:56,499
This is your health we're talking about,
so I need you to be honest with me.
691
00:56:56,500 --> 00:56:59,086
Are you experiencing any side effects?
692
00:57:05,968 --> 00:57:06,968
Hot.
693
00:57:07,970 --> 00:57:09,095
I'm hot.
694
00:57:09,096 --> 00:57:11,722
Perfectly normal
as your body adjusts.
695
00:57:11,723 --> 00:57:13,766
Okay, let's up your dosage.
696
00:57:13,767 --> 00:57:16,520
300 milligrams per day,
that's truly the limit.
697
00:57:16,979 --> 00:57:18,521
- Don't miss a dose.
- Okay.
698
00:57:18,522 --> 00:57:20,064
Call if anything changes.
699
00:57:20,065 --> 00:57:22,316
- Otherwise, we'll talk next week.
- Okay.
700
00:57:22,317 --> 00:57:24,151
Oh, and Ella?
701
00:57:24,152 --> 00:57:25,152
Yes?
702
00:57:25,904 --> 00:57:26,989
Happy birthday.
703
00:57:29,783 --> 00:57:31,326
Thank you, Dr. Simmons.
704
00:58:01,440 --> 00:58:02,816
Hello.
705
00:58:04,067 --> 00:58:05,777
I'm Dr. Elizabeth Simmons.
706
00:58:07,070 --> 00:58:09,530
And today, we'll be learning
to perform maintenance
707
00:58:09,531 --> 00:58:10,866
on a working clock.
708
00:58:11,742 --> 00:58:14,870
We will take the clock apart,
reassemble it,
709
00:58:15,537 --> 00:58:17,997
and then put it in beat
so that it will run...
710
00:58:17,998 --> 00:58:21,250
We will be using a wrench, pliers,
711
00:58:21,251 --> 00:58:22,127
and tweezers.
712
00:58:22,128 --> 00:58:23,754
We will take the clock apart...
713
00:58:24,796 --> 00:58:26,923
So that it will run reliably.
714
00:58:26,924 --> 00:58:28,132
El?
715
00:58:28,133 --> 00:58:29,550
Don't, don't, don't.
Yeah, yeah.
716
00:58:29,551 --> 00:58:31,803
Don't, don't. I just...
717
00:58:32,262 --> 00:58:33,847
I don't want you to see it yet.
718
00:58:34,723 --> 00:58:35,723
Okay.
719
00:58:36,308 --> 00:58:37,725
Wanna take a little walk with me?
720
00:58:37,726 --> 00:58:39,061
Need to stretch my legs.
721
00:58:39,770 --> 00:58:42,606
Yeah. Sure. One second.
722
00:58:49,863 --> 00:58:51,281
No peeking.
723
00:58:52,908 --> 00:58:53,908
Where's your crew?
724
00:58:54,993 --> 00:58:56,203
This one's all me.
725
00:58:57,037 --> 00:58:59,498
- My gift.
- I cannot wait.
726
00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:11,040
- You want me to get it?
- Yeah.
727
00:59:12,302 --> 00:59:13,302
Ah, unknown.
728
00:59:13,929 --> 00:59:16,472
Uh, I'll take it. Here.
729
00:59:16,473 --> 00:59:18,099
- Huh?
- I'll meet you in there.
730
00:59:18,100 --> 00:59:19,100
Okay.
731
00:59:19,935 --> 00:59:21,270
- Got it?
- I got it.
732
00:59:22,688 --> 00:59:23,897
Dad, we're here.
733
00:59:27,776 --> 00:59:28,694
Hello?
734
00:59:28,695 --> 00:59:30,279
Hi, Ella, Dr. Simmons here.
735
00:59:31,697 --> 00:59:33,907
- Hi.
- Two-week check-in.
736
00:59:35,284 --> 00:59:37,910
They
decided to take me off the Plavix,
737
00:59:37,911 --> 00:59:39,991
and now he's decided
to put me on something called...
738
00:59:40,372 --> 00:59:44,126
It's some... Uh, it's some empire.
739
00:59:44,543 --> 00:59:46,419
- Empire?
- Byzantine or something.
740
00:59:46,420 --> 00:59:48,580
I don't know.
They come up with these ridiculous names.
741
00:59:50,757 --> 00:59:52,300
- Persantine.
- Persantine, yes.
742
00:59:52,301 --> 00:59:53,426
Okay, uh...
743
00:59:59,766 --> 01:00:01,309
Look, this is you and your mother.
744
01:00:01,310 --> 01:00:02,602
You couldn't have been more than,
I don't know,
745
01:00:02,603 --> 01:00:04,103
you're probably
two days old here.
746
01:00:04,104 --> 01:00:07,231
She was so excited
about becoming a mother.
747
01:00:07,232 --> 01:00:08,774
Which reminds me,
I have to call your mother back,
748
01:00:08,775 --> 01:00:11,277
because she promised to bring me over
the whatchamacallit stuff
749
01:00:11,278 --> 01:00:12,528
I love with the pistachios.
750
01:00:12,529 --> 01:00:14,113
- I love it.
- Okay.
751
01:00:14,114 --> 01:00:17,658
And... Oh, look at you here,
oh, my God, how cute you are!
752
01:00:17,659 --> 01:00:18,993
My little flaterl.
753
01:00:18,994 --> 01:00:19,870
Flaterl?
754
01:00:19,871 --> 01:00:21,747
My little butterfly,
my little butterfly.
755
01:00:24,208 --> 01:00:27,544
And somebody's bar mitzvah,
I don't know whose.
756
01:00:28,253 --> 01:00:29,880
And something... What's under here?
757
01:00:30,714 --> 01:00:32,256
Oh, my God.
758
01:00:32,257 --> 01:00:35,344
I have been looking
for this photograph for years.
759
01:00:39,556 --> 01:00:40,765
Who is that?
760
01:00:40,766 --> 01:00:42,725
What? Well, you...
Well, you know who this is.
761
01:00:42,726 --> 01:00:44,852
- No, I don't.
- Yeah, this is your grandmother.
762
01:00:44,853 --> 01:00:47,605
This is the first picture
that she had taken in America.
763
01:00:47,606 --> 01:00:48,524
Well, it's understandable.
764
01:00:48,525 --> 01:00:49,815
I mean, you don't recognize her
765
01:00:49,816 --> 01:00:51,442
because she's only 80 pounds here.
766
01:00:51,443 --> 01:00:52,736
She just came out of the camps.
767
01:00:56,532 --> 01:00:58,991
She's horrifying.
768
01:00:58,992 --> 01:01:00,577
- What?
- El.
769
01:01:01,245 --> 01:01:04,413
That woman lived a horror story.
770
01:01:04,414 --> 01:01:06,541
Yeah, well, I never wanna hear
her story again.
771
01:01:06,542 --> 01:01:08,501
Well, you can close your ears
and you can close your eyes,
772
01:01:08,502 --> 01:01:09,877
but you can't outrun her.
773
01:01:09,878 --> 01:01:13,214
We trace our line through the women,
through the matriarchs.
774
01:01:13,215 --> 01:01:15,174
Her story is in you.
775
01:01:15,175 --> 01:01:17,052
- It's your legacy.
- Quite the inheritance.
776
01:01:18,637 --> 01:01:19,929
What?
777
01:01:19,930 --> 01:01:21,764
Let me tell you something, Ella.
778
01:01:21,765 --> 01:01:24,017
When somebody receives an inheritance,
779
01:01:24,685 --> 01:01:28,105
they can either graciously accept
what's been given to them,
780
01:01:29,106 --> 01:01:30,357
or they can piss it away.
781
01:01:33,068 --> 01:01:35,403
They can just piss it away.
782
01:01:35,404 --> 01:01:36,404
Don't do that.
783
01:01:36,405 --> 01:01:38,865
- And you, my ungrateful child...
- Don't do that. Don't do that.
784
01:01:38,866 --> 01:01:41,784
- You've chosen to just piss it away.
- Dad, stop. Just stop.
785
01:01:41,785 --> 01:01:42,910
Stop, Dad.
786
01:01:42,911 --> 01:01:44,120
- What about this? Us!
- No.
787
01:01:44,121 --> 01:01:45,913
- Not that one. Not that one.
- Piss us...
788
01:01:45,914 --> 01:01:47,958
- No!
- Piss us away.
789
01:01:48,917 --> 01:01:53,589
The entire family line.
No. Stop.
790
01:01:55,549 --> 01:01:57,634
I'm trying, Dad.
791
01:01:59,887 --> 01:02:01,555
Uh.
792
01:02:04,224 --> 01:02:06,560
I promise I am trying.
793
01:02:22,492 --> 01:02:24,119
A regimen of pills.
794
01:02:24,870 --> 01:02:27,663
The same naturally occurring hormones
795
01:02:27,664 --> 01:02:29,750
that already exist in your body.
796
01:02:31,460 --> 01:02:34,671
Just formulated to
up your desire for kids.
797
01:02:36,632 --> 01:02:37,632
Don't miss a dose.
798
01:03:02,366 --> 01:03:03,700
Jesus. Okay.
799
01:03:06,328 --> 01:03:07,287
El?
800
01:03:07,288 --> 01:03:08,705
I left something in the nursery.
801
01:03:21,176 --> 01:03:22,176
El?
802
01:03:23,011 --> 01:03:24,555
No, Shaun, it's not done yet.
803
01:03:25,138 --> 01:03:28,099
- Don't come in here, it's not done yet!
- Don't touch me.
804
01:03:29,893 --> 01:03:31,353
What the...
805
01:03:32,396 --> 01:03:33,771
Oh, my God.
806
01:03:33,772 --> 01:03:36,483
El. What is this?
807
01:03:37,276 --> 01:03:38,401
Is this some kind of insane joke?
808
01:03:38,402 --> 01:03:40,736
I told you not to come in here.
It's not ready yet.
809
01:03:40,737 --> 01:03:42,029
No, I mean, what is this?
810
01:03:42,030 --> 01:03:42,948
Just got confused.
811
01:03:42,949 --> 01:03:45,701
Ella, I am due in a week.
Where am I gonna put him?
812
01:03:46,368 --> 01:03:48,286
Where am I gonna put my son?
813
01:03:48,287 --> 01:03:49,997
I just wanted him to bring him home.
814
01:03:50,414 --> 01:03:53,500
Somewhere beautiful.
Somewhere safe!
815
01:03:55,252 --> 01:03:56,879
What is going on with you?
816
01:03:57,546 --> 01:03:58,589
Where did you go?
817
01:03:59,423 --> 01:04:01,508
Where did my friend go?
818
01:04:04,928 --> 01:04:07,222
I went t-to a place
819
01:04:08,390 --> 01:04:09,891
so that I could catch up.
820
01:04:09,892 --> 01:04:11,602
So that we could do this together.
821
01:04:12,060 --> 01:04:13,937
Be moms together.
822
01:04:14,688 --> 01:04:18,691
I just... needed a little bit of help
823
01:04:18,692 --> 01:04:20,985
because this doesn't come naturally to me.
824
01:04:20,986 --> 01:04:23,322
No, no, stop with that shit.
825
01:04:23,906 --> 01:04:26,324
- I don't wanna hear it anymore.
- Hear what?
826
01:04:26,325 --> 01:04:28,492
How it doesn't come naturally to you
when all you have to do
827
01:04:28,493 --> 01:04:30,286
is spread your legs to make it happen.
828
01:04:30,287 --> 01:04:31,871
That's how easy it could be for you.
829
01:04:31,872 --> 01:04:35,249
That is something that I will never have
with the person that I love.
830
01:04:35,250 --> 01:04:38,378
I don't get to have that.
And it hurts.
831
01:04:40,797 --> 01:04:41,797
Oh.
832
01:04:42,299 --> 01:04:43,550
It hurts.
833
01:04:47,012 --> 01:04:48,597
Ohh!
834
01:04:51,058 --> 01:04:53,352
Fi! Oh.
835
01:04:57,022 --> 01:04:59,358
Fi. Fi, my water!
836
01:05:00,526 --> 01:05:01,818
It's so beautiful.
837
01:05:02,444 --> 01:05:05,322
What the hell are you doing?
What are you doing?
838
01:05:05,822 --> 01:05:07,449
What the hell are you doing?
839
01:05:09,493 --> 01:05:11,912
Stop it. Stop!
840
01:05:12,538 --> 01:05:14,414
What is wrong with you?
841
01:05:15,290 --> 01:05:18,084
Ella, what the fuck
is wrong with you?
842
01:05:18,085 --> 01:05:20,253
- I wanna see it.
- Don't, don't touch me.
843
01:05:20,254 --> 01:05:22,421
- Just let me see it!
- No! No!
844
01:05:22,422 --> 01:05:23,756
Fi, get her out of here!
845
01:05:23,757 --> 01:05:25,883
- Give me the baby.
- No, get off of her!
846
01:05:25,884 --> 01:05:26,718
Get off of her!
847
01:05:26,719 --> 01:05:29,304
No, I just wanna see it!
848
01:05:33,392 --> 01:05:34,809
Let go of me!
849
01:05:34,810 --> 01:05:37,937
I just wanna see...
850
01:05:37,938 --> 01:05:40,523
- I just wanna see the baby.
- No! No!
851
01:05:40,524 --> 01:05:43,150
Just let me see...
852
01:05:43,151 --> 01:05:44,151
No.
853
01:06:14,892 --> 01:06:17,018
- Dad, I can't.
- Ella?
854
01:06:19,021 --> 01:06:20,606
- Dad?
- I fell.
855
01:06:21,607 --> 01:06:23,859
Shit, stay right there.
I'm coming.
856
01:06:27,905 --> 01:06:29,030
Dr. Patel's office.
857
01:06:29,031 --> 01:06:29,948
Jenny, It's Ella.
858
01:06:29,949 --> 01:06:31,449
- Oh, hi, Ella.
- Is Aidan there?
859
01:06:31,450 --> 01:06:32,867
He's already in surgery.
860
01:06:32,868 --> 01:06:35,868
Can you have him call me as soon as he gets out?
- Y es, of course.
861
01:06:35,913 --> 01:06:36,933
Dad?
862
01:06:38,081 --> 01:06:39,916
Dad. Dad?
863
01:06:39,917 --> 01:06:41,375
- Oh.
- Oh God.
864
01:06:41,376 --> 01:06:42,543
- Oh. Aah.
- Oh.
865
01:06:42,544 --> 01:06:43,669
- Does your arm hurt?
- Yeah.
866
01:06:43,670 --> 01:06:45,296
- Do you have chest pains?
- No, I don't.
867
01:06:45,297 --> 01:06:47,173
- Where's the ambulance?
- No ambulance.
868
01:06:47,174 --> 01:06:49,425
I didn't call an ambulance,
I called you.
869
01:06:49,426 --> 01:06:50,843
What? Are you kidding me?
870
01:06:50,844 --> 01:06:53,763
Dad, you can't do that,
you have to call 911.
871
01:06:53,764 --> 01:06:56,349
Don't get mad at me.
872
01:07:13,200 --> 01:07:15,577
Shut the fuck up!
873
01:07:17,079 --> 01:07:18,329
Hello.
874
01:07:18,330 --> 01:07:20,207
I'm Dr. Elizabeth Simmons.
875
01:07:21,083 --> 01:07:24,001
And today, we'll be learning
to perform maintenance
876
01:07:24,002 --> 01:07:25,462
on a working clock.
877
01:07:26,129 --> 01:07:29,340
We'll be using a wrench, pliers,
878
01:07:29,341 --> 01:07:30,508
and tweezers
879
01:07:30,509 --> 01:07:33,220
to reset the cog
behind the pendulum.
880
01:07:33,887 --> 01:07:36,055
Ella, stop! What are you doing?
881
01:07:36,056 --> 01:07:40,059
Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!
882
01:07:40,060 --> 01:07:42,020
Stop! Stop!
883
01:07:48,277 --> 01:07:49,403
Stop!
884
01:07:57,035 --> 01:07:58,370
I couldn't hear you, Dad.
885
01:07:59,288 --> 01:08:00,622
What were you saying?
886
01:08:11,758 --> 01:08:13,343
- El?
- Kitchen.
887
01:08:18,765 --> 01:08:20,309
I tried you back
on my break, but...
888
01:08:22,269 --> 01:08:23,269
Dad fell.
889
01:08:24,938 --> 01:08:25,939
Is he okay?
890
01:08:29,735 --> 01:08:30,986
El, what happened?
891
01:08:31,987 --> 01:08:33,655
He's okay, I'm okay.
892
01:08:34,198 --> 01:08:35,866
Just cut my hands on some glass.
893
01:08:36,408 --> 01:08:37,326
Glass?
894
01:08:37,327 --> 01:08:42,206
I... destroyed the grandfather clock.
895
01:08:42,706 --> 01:08:44,041
I tore it to shreds.
896
01:08:45,334 --> 01:08:48,462
I couldn't take it anymore. And he...
897
01:08:50,047 --> 01:08:52,341
Oh, my God, Aidan, he's so mad at me.
898
01:08:55,427 --> 01:08:57,386
It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
899
01:08:57,387 --> 01:08:58,514
Hey, hey, hey.
900
01:08:59,765 --> 01:09:00,765
It's okay.
901
01:09:01,975 --> 01:09:03,392
He's been a lot lately.
902
01:09:03,393 --> 01:09:05,854
This, this was bound to happen.
903
01:09:06,980 --> 01:09:08,148
You lost it for a minute.
904
01:09:09,191 --> 01:09:10,275
Don't feel bad.
905
01:09:13,946 --> 01:09:15,822
Will you check on him later?
906
01:09:17,032 --> 01:09:18,032
Of course.
907
01:09:19,326 --> 01:09:22,954
But let's get you
cleaned up first, okay?
908
01:09:22,955 --> 01:09:24,622
- I wanna look at your hands.
- Okay.
909
01:09:24,623 --> 01:09:25,623
Okay, come on.
910
01:09:28,794 --> 01:09:29,794
It's okay.
911
01:09:39,638 --> 01:09:40,973
It's okay.
912
01:09:53,026 --> 01:09:54,026
Mm.
913
01:10:14,590 --> 01:10:15,674
- Hey, gorgeous.
- Mm.
914
01:10:17,718 --> 01:10:18,718
Hi.
915
01:10:24,474 --> 01:10:25,851
I want a baby.
916
01:10:27,352 --> 01:10:30,021
El, you can't have a baby
just to please him.
917
01:10:30,022 --> 01:10:32,983
No. No, I don't care
what he says anymore.
918
01:10:34,443 --> 01:10:35,818
I don't care what anybody says.
919
01:10:35,819 --> 01:10:37,446
I just care about you
920
01:10:38,739 --> 01:10:39,781
and us.
921
01:10:42,326 --> 01:10:44,494
I want a baby with you, Aidan.
922
01:10:45,787 --> 01:10:46,914
Look at my eyes.
923
01:10:48,665 --> 01:10:50,959
You always said you'd be able
to tell when I was ready.
924
01:10:54,129 --> 01:10:55,129
But...
925
01:10:56,089 --> 01:10:59,384
How long has it been?
Since I left?
926
01:11:01,678 --> 01:11:03,347
- Two weeks.
- Mm-hmm.
927
01:11:05,641 --> 01:11:07,226
You haven't let me near you since.
928
01:11:07,768 --> 01:11:09,144
Longest we've ever gone.
929
01:11:13,148 --> 01:11:14,608
It's driving me crazy.
930
01:11:15,984 --> 01:11:17,611
Give me a baby, Aidan.
931
01:11:20,197 --> 01:11:21,197
Yeah?
932
01:11:21,740 --> 01:11:22,824
Yeah.
933
01:11:46,098 --> 01:11:47,723
Aah! Fuck!
934
01:11:47,724 --> 01:11:48,684
What?
935
01:11:48,685 --> 01:11:49,725
- Oh!
- Oh!
936
01:11:49,726 --> 01:11:50,768
Fuck! Oh!
937
01:11:50,769 --> 01:11:53,480
Oh God, there's,
there's something sharp in there!
938
01:11:53,856 --> 01:11:55,106
Oh! Ow!
939
01:11:55,107 --> 01:11:56,691
- What's in there?
- Oh! Oh, I...
940
01:11:56,692 --> 01:11:57,693
El, what's in there?
941
01:11:58,151 --> 01:11:59,361
Oh! I'm bleeding.
942
01:12:01,238 --> 01:12:02,322
Here, here.
943
01:12:03,073 --> 01:12:04,407
El, what are you doing?
944
01:12:04,408 --> 01:12:05,284
Ice, I need ice!
945
01:12:05,285 --> 01:12:06,909
I don't know, I don't know.
946
01:12:06,910 --> 01:12:09,161
I'm so sorry. I-I...
947
01:12:09,162 --> 01:12:10,372
- Gauze, I need...
- Oh!
948
01:12:11,373 --> 01:12:12,332
There's a roll in my bag.
949
01:12:12,333 --> 01:12:14,375
Okay. Um, uh...
950
01:12:27,639 --> 01:12:29,432
Where is this bag from?
951
01:12:31,310 --> 01:12:33,478
I don't know. Hospital swag.
952
01:12:34,563 --> 01:12:36,565
No, this is their symbol.
953
01:12:38,400 --> 01:12:39,651
Do you know these people?
954
01:12:40,277 --> 01:12:41,877
Do you know what they're doing up there?
955
01:12:43,697 --> 01:12:44,697
Aidan?
956
01:12:46,575 --> 01:12:47,575
Aidan.
957
01:12:54,333 --> 01:12:55,667
Don't be upset.
958
01:12:58,879 --> 01:12:59,879
Don't be upset.
959
01:13:01,590 --> 01:13:03,258
- No.
- Just-just listen to me.
960
01:13:05,260 --> 01:13:07,054
I met Elizabeth at a convention.
961
01:13:09,056 --> 01:13:10,390
She's cutting edge.
962
01:13:11,642 --> 01:13:13,018
The best of the best.
963
01:13:14,019 --> 01:13:16,021
That's what you said about Dr. Webber.
964
01:13:18,273 --> 01:13:19,566
Who you sent me to
965
01:13:20,526 --> 01:13:23,987
because you were worried
about breast cancer.
966
01:13:25,781 --> 01:13:26,781
Right, Aidan?
967
01:13:28,200 --> 01:13:29,867
That's why you sent me to her?
968
01:13:29,868 --> 01:13:33,747
Because you were worried
about... breast cancer?
969
01:13:34,331 --> 01:13:38,126
I just wanted the option
presented by someone objective.
970
01:13:39,211 --> 01:13:41,922
Someone who could talk
to you objectively
971
01:13:43,048 --> 01:13:45,384
so you could decide yourself
if you wanted to go.
972
01:13:46,468 --> 01:13:49,513
Because I never wanted
to pressure you.
973
01:13:53,809 --> 01:13:56,395
Well, aren't you a fucking hero?
974
01:13:56,854 --> 01:13:58,479
Oh, whoa!
975
01:13:58,480 --> 01:14:00,147
Fuck you, Aidan!
976
01:14:00,148 --> 01:14:01,482
Fuck you!
977
01:14:01,483 --> 01:14:02,733
Ella, where are you going?
978
01:14:02,734 --> 01:14:04,735
I'm going to see the best of the best!
979
01:14:26,592 --> 01:14:29,052
- Simmons. Where is she?
- Ma'am, I can't...
980
01:14:29,720 --> 01:14:30,970
Shit.
981
01:14:30,971 --> 01:14:31,971
Elizabeth.
982
01:14:37,019 --> 01:14:38,228
Elizabeth!
983
01:14:41,523 --> 01:14:42,816
Elizabeth!
984
01:14:47,154 --> 01:14:48,154
Elizabeth!
985
01:14:49,907 --> 01:14:50,907
Ella?
986
01:14:52,117 --> 01:14:53,410
Take it out.
987
01:14:54,203 --> 01:14:55,203
Now.
988
01:14:55,787 --> 01:14:57,747
Why don't we, why don't we go
to my office to discuss...
989
01:14:57,748 --> 01:14:59,373
No, we're not going to your office.
990
01:14:59,374 --> 01:15:01,375
We're going to the exam room,
and you are gonna take
991
01:15:01,376 --> 01:15:04,922
this goddamn implant out
right fucking now.
992
01:15:05,589 --> 01:15:07,966
That implant is not meant to come out.
993
01:15:08,967 --> 01:15:11,636
But it can come out, right?
994
01:15:11,637 --> 01:15:12,637
No.
995
01:15:13,639 --> 01:15:15,098
It would damage you permanently.
996
01:15:16,433 --> 01:15:18,073
You would never be able to have children.
997
01:15:22,981 --> 01:15:24,901
And what makes you think
I would care about that?
998
01:15:26,902 --> 01:15:28,737
Because I know that you want them now.
999
01:15:31,240 --> 01:15:33,033
Because my program works.
1000
01:15:40,040 --> 01:15:41,083
You want a baby.
1001
01:15:43,085 --> 01:15:44,253
I do.
1002
01:15:47,214 --> 01:15:49,299
I want a baby more than anything.
1003
01:15:54,596 --> 01:15:55,973
It's okay, Ella. It's okay.
1004
01:15:56,765 --> 01:15:59,100
Hey. It's okay.
1005
01:15:59,101 --> 01:16:00,227
It's okay.
1006
01:16:03,313 --> 01:16:05,023
Alright. Let's sit down.
1007
01:16:08,527 --> 01:16:11,071
This is great news.
1008
01:16:12,531 --> 01:16:14,283
So why all the tears?
1009
01:16:16,660 --> 01:16:18,829
Because I think I'm getting divorced.
1010
01:16:20,998 --> 01:16:22,541
I'm so sorry to hear that.
1011
01:16:25,210 --> 01:16:28,171
- So how am I going to...
- Honey.
1012
01:16:28,172 --> 01:16:30,464
You don't need a husband
to have a baby,
1013
01:16:30,465 --> 01:16:31,465
you just need sperm.
1014
01:16:32,885 --> 01:16:34,886
I'll set you up with an IVF specialist.
1015
01:16:34,887 --> 01:16:36,722
We'll get you pregnant in no time.
1016
01:16:38,640 --> 01:16:39,640
Okay.
1017
01:16:40,642 --> 01:16:41,642
Yeah.
1018
01:16:42,060 --> 01:16:43,060
Thank you.
1019
01:16:44,104 --> 01:16:45,104
Okay.
1020
01:16:45,856 --> 01:16:48,274
Now let's go to my office,
1021
01:16:48,275 --> 01:16:50,067
get you all cleaned up.
1022
01:16:50,068 --> 01:16:51,819
- Yeah. Mm-hmm.
- Okay?
1023
01:16:51,820 --> 01:16:53,530
Okay. Alright.
1024
01:16:55,574 --> 01:16:58,743
Okay. Alright.
1025
01:16:58,744 --> 01:16:59,995
Good, good, good.
1026
01:17:08,295 --> 01:17:11,507
No. It's not real.
1027
01:17:13,634 --> 01:17:15,427
Let's go to my office, Ella.
1028
01:17:17,804 --> 01:17:19,515
You said you weren't a magician,
1029
01:17:21,350 --> 01:17:22,350
but you are.
1030
01:17:23,602 --> 01:17:24,978
You have made me see things,
1031
01:17:25,562 --> 01:17:26,980
feel things.
1032
01:17:28,941 --> 01:17:30,234
Have they told you
1033
01:17:32,069 --> 01:17:33,111
about the side effects?
1034
01:17:37,908 --> 01:17:39,326
Of course, they haven't.
1035
01:17:41,245 --> 01:17:43,412
And we are so desperate
to be normal
1036
01:17:43,413 --> 01:17:45,873
that we are willing to white-knuckle it
through anything.
1037
01:17:45,874 --> 01:17:46,874
Hey.
1038
01:17:48,836 --> 01:17:49,920
It's okay.
1039
01:17:54,299 --> 01:17:55,299
It's not real.
1040
01:17:56,802 --> 01:18:00,389
The spiders, the clocks,
the insane tall woman.
1041
01:18:03,892 --> 01:18:05,310
My wanting children.
1042
01:18:07,521 --> 01:18:09,022
That's a delusion too.
1043
01:18:09,898 --> 01:18:10,898
Isn't it?
1044
01:18:13,402 --> 01:18:14,486
Isn't it?
1045
01:18:15,946 --> 01:18:18,573
What you're experiencing is
the most natural thing in the world.
1046
01:18:18,574 --> 01:18:19,616
No!
1047
01:18:20,993 --> 01:18:22,828
I was natural!
1048
01:18:23,245 --> 01:18:25,497
I am natural however I am!
1049
01:18:29,501 --> 01:18:30,877
Take it out.
1050
01:18:30,878 --> 01:18:32,087
Take it out now.
1051
01:18:33,338 --> 01:18:34,338
No.
1052
01:18:35,215 --> 01:18:38,260
Fine. I'll take it out myself.
1053
01:18:40,804 --> 01:18:42,723
Ella, Ella! No!
1054
01:18:46,852 --> 01:18:47,852
Ah! Ah!
1055
01:18:55,319 --> 01:18:58,529
I can do whatever the fuck I want.
1056
01:20:06,056 --> 01:20:07,056
Ella Patel?
1057
01:20:10,978 --> 01:20:12,187
We got a runner!
1058
01:20:42,342 --> 01:20:44,011
Never call me again.
1059
01:20:44,636 --> 01:20:47,305
It was me, Ella.
I called the cops.
1060
01:20:47,306 --> 01:20:48,306
What?
1061
01:20:48,307 --> 01:20:50,474
I went to check
on him like you asked.
1062
01:20:50,475 --> 01:20:53,686
Get out of the vehicle!
Put your hands in the air.
1063
01:20:53,687 --> 01:20:55,230
I saw what you did.
1064
01:20:55,606 --> 01:20:59,651
You called the cops
because I-I destroyed a clock?
1065
01:21:00,235 --> 01:21:02,403
Are you kidding me, Dad,
you can't do that.
1066
01:21:02,404 --> 01:21:03,529
You have to call 911.
1067
01:21:03,530 --> 01:21:04,864
Don't be mad at me. Don't be mad.
1068
01:21:04,865 --> 01:21:06,783
What's the matter?
Are you in pain?
1069
01:21:07,451 --> 01:21:08,451
You came.
1070
01:21:09,536 --> 01:21:10,703
Of course. I came.
1071
01:21:10,704 --> 01:21:12,413
I thought this was it.
1072
01:21:12,414 --> 01:21:15,082
I saw them. I saw them all.
1073
01:21:15,083 --> 01:21:16,959
- Saw who?
- The whole family line,
1074
01:21:16,960 --> 01:21:19,003
even the fish that crawled out of the sea.
1075
01:21:19,004 --> 01:21:21,923
But they wouldn't have me,
because I'd done wrong,
1076
01:21:21,924 --> 01:21:23,175
I'd done you wrong.
1077
01:21:26,595 --> 01:21:28,513
I shouldn't have said what I said to you.
1078
01:21:28,514 --> 01:21:30,681
You're spending
your inheritance wisely
1079
01:21:30,682 --> 01:21:34,686
by telling a different story.
1080
01:21:35,187 --> 01:21:38,314
A story that's full of love and happiness.
1081
01:21:38,315 --> 01:21:40,816
- That's all that matters to me.
- Mm.
1082
01:21:40,817 --> 01:21:42,068
- No.
- Yes!
1083
01:21:42,069 --> 01:21:43,569
- No, that's not true.
- You know what?
1084
01:21:43,570 --> 01:21:46,239
You want to redo the kitchen,
1085
01:21:46,240 --> 01:21:47,657
redo the whole house.
1086
01:21:47,658 --> 01:21:49,909
I'll live in one
of your fabulous resorts
1087
01:21:49,910 --> 01:21:50,952
during construction.
1088
01:21:50,953 --> 01:21:53,204
All I care about is in my final years,
1089
01:21:53,205 --> 01:21:55,164
I'm together with you
and I see you happy.
1090
01:21:55,165 --> 01:21:57,041
- No, that's not fair.
- What?
1091
01:21:57,042 --> 01:21:58,584
I already gave it up.
1092
01:21:58,585 --> 01:22:00,879
- What?
- I gave it up. I...
1093
01:22:02,631 --> 01:22:05,341
Shut the fuck up!
1094
01:22:43,130 --> 01:22:44,130
Ella.
1095
01:22:44,840 --> 01:22:47,259
- I repeat, get out of the vehicle!
- El?
1096
01:22:49,052 --> 01:22:50,052
El?